Im so dump happy

I m very dump dump happy.. just 10 minutes before.. we talked on phone more than 2 hours.. hahaha.. just because of that, Im so dump happy.. hahaha

just like that

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Terimah Kasi

Happy Birthday

OMG~ IM OFFICIALLY 19

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60 seconds later, Im officially 19..

Im counting down it in this blog...

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2 minutes later, is my birthday..

Who am I for this long 18 years?
now Im going to be 19? what am I going to be?
without me, any difference in this world?
without me? then who are u?

lots of question mark appears 2 minutes before my birthday...

1/2 hour

Half an hour later will be my 19 years old birthday... ImOLD still young... haha.. yet before the clock strike on 12.. Im still 18.. 18 POK POK CHUI




Preparing for my last 18 wishes and prayer.. Hopelly ALL will turn out in real life ...

I should live my life to the MAX at the age of 19.. it is the last year of my teenage life.. haha..

still 18 .. still 18.. still 18... still 18.. Im still POK POK CHUI.. pok pok chui~

When U and You

Thanks for appearing in my life..
Thanks for attending my birthday..
Thanks for everything...especially you walked to buy me the stone hard ice-cream cake..
There is a moment which I feel like wanna hug u tight and tell you, you need no to do so, you habitated in my heart long ago...

You are not my lover...
Im still a stranger...

Thanks you for making U and you meeting a circle success..

Treasuring u as much as the king treasure his crown..

G-Hotel+Jade Palace+Momo = Hory's Birthday

Yup Yup Yup.. Hory just celebrated his birthday like a rich baby pros kid.. all my 18 years appearing on this world, this could be the best birthday I could ever have.. I had thrown half a thousand just for having a great time with all my close buddies.. well, I just love how it works out, and I felt that I did not waste the money.. haha.. Presents are best of the best as well...

G-HOTEL
Yep.. this is the all time favourite hotel of Hory.. at 1st I was intended to book a Deluxe room, which is 2.6 hundred over.. but I forgotten that my birthday is always near the Cheng Beng one, haha so after I hiong jor, my decendent can celebrate 2 in 1 for me.. so the Deluxe room was fully booked.. T.T but Im rich!! I decided to go for Executive Club Room which is 330.00 per night... it is almost a hundred different!! at 1st I was like wanna cancel it off and saja go makan punya.. but then the desire of staying in G-hotel is ways too strong for me to bare with.. money is nothing hahaha... The room was a nice one.. with 1 fridge, 1 room , 1 living room, 1 toilet which is pretty nice for me... I just fall in love with the sofa.. omg.. can I take it home?

This superb nice hotel has gave me so much freebies which attracted me like a aunty attracted to the jewelry

I love the evening cocktails which is for free, as a alcohol lover... Im so in love with it..

I oso got a lovely late check out at 2pm..

n much much much more.. pls.. anyone wanna have a nice n worth hotel stay, I ensure u, G-hotel will be the best!!!!

I will be back G-hotel

the bath tub.. I wish to stay inside forever!!!!


The messy room...

the room was messed up even tho that I act as the room cleaner once, and I gave up!!

I wont paste up the swimming pool pic, coz it is 18sX haha.. I love the swimming pool the most, and the jakuzii as well!!

JADE PALACE

Which is the place I have my birthday dinner, grand leh~ haha one of the most happening restaurant in Penang ( I what oso happening de) I have a good time having dinner over there with 11 buddies... haha.. at this place I have my most happy dinner in my life, I got the most present gifts in my life, I got my most touching moment in my life.. and this is the place I wished my 3 birthday wishes~

Hory which is the hero
Sherlynn, my temporary wife of the day

Elisa, my body guard

Etta, the most enjoy herself one.. SS sangat

Beh, he recommend me this Jade palace dunno he got commision or not ?

Xiang, my all time favourite buddy

Jeremy, Senior.. which walked to buy me the super duper touching cake

Ong Lai, haha.. I just love seeing her with Dai Lou.. miss one out oso cannot..
Dai Lou, hehe.. I always wanna see her mia.. coz she pretty.. haha.. pay me o?

Zhu, my very very very good sister.. I can die for her de..

Ah O, I long time no see her liao..

Absentist

Eddie, grounded by mom

Estella, go back hometown dun wan me jor

Weeyee, no stella no her then no me oso

Sherene, no stella no her then no me oso

Edward, Sherlynn bf, gone for hardwork

much more that I missed out to invite... unsufficient credit ma.. when I rich I invite all lo..

have a look on my lovely cake..

3 Different View of my cakey~ hahaha

MOMO

After waving goodbyes to friends that are just coming over for the dinner, and some fitch & fetch.. We in group of 5 ppl hit to MOMO for some slutty act of my birthday.. haha.. was a nice one... Thanks Beh for the beer that is damning not worth, yet it makes me a fly high happy...

what else can I elaborate in MOMO?

dance like a ass lover?

beer?

yup.. there is a memorable 2 times cheeks 1 time hand.. haha

I met DANDOR outside of MOMO , I remember I did invite u over, but u said u are having exam, but I saw u there.. haha..

there are also a fella name DEAN who is late for meeting me in MOMO by minutes ( I wait no one...) and went home too early before I called him up to come over G-HOTEL

p/s : no pic while MOMO ing..

THE BIG FAMILY PIC

Behind : --> Ong Lai, Ah O, Beh, Etta, Jeremy, Xiang

Font: -->Dai Lou, Zhu, Hory, Sherlynn, Elisa

I would like to sent my deepest thanks to all who gave me birthday wishes, I treasure it alots! and to all my friends that around me, thanks for making me who I'm on this moment, somehow each and everyone of you means something to me, the important something... I LOVE YOU ALL

This Is Not My Territory

Territory - Region, Area, Zone,Sector, Protectorate...

Im out of mental territory.. I cant really control those happening around me, especially those unhappy one, the effect are more obvious... I dunno where I belong to, I dunno where should I go, I dunno who I belong to, I dun like this kind of feeling.. but what can I do with it? izzit time for emo again? haha.. hopefully not..

I dunno how to interact with some of my friends anymore, especially the very very close one, yes is the one.. u get it? haha, now a days.. He go anywhere without me, When I ask him to go out with me.. He already there with friends.. ish.. I really dunno how to place myself, what to do? Now, Im thinking running away from home for a little moment...

In where I stay now, sometimes I felt that Im not belong to here anymore, like an EXTRA.. The feeling is suffocating me. In a way, Im treatening myself agian...

I dunno again, what am I to u? haha.. a friend or a foe? or just a stranger? You probably wont remember me one day..Everytime I think bout this, Im chickened, so much chicken.. buaks.. cockery cock.. bruaks bruaks... haiz..

I got a sucks haircut, there gone my longerie hair.. haiz, when it was long , I hope it short. Now it is short, I hopes that it is long.. what the fucking mind I have? I told the barber Hairstylist, cut it shorted abit, n it turned out he cut it short till left abit... Tears nearly splash out in the salon..

I cant control, Im out of my territory...

How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice
You'd know anywhere?
Oh I really should've known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive, insensitive, insensitive
How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?
How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again?
Oh you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell to fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
How to be insensitive
Oh I really should've known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

Insensitive by Jann Arden..

Maybe Im just too sensitive in everything, especially I felt loneliness, I will be even more sulking...

My Words, My Heart

To Your heart :

How should I make a start for u? the one in my life... haha, people says it is hard for u to find someone that u willing to spent ur life with, or even die for.. but yet, I found u.. but it is pretty hard for me. You asked me before, who is the one I admire? haha, I hint u very very obvious.. IT IS U.. haha..but when u ask me is that u ? haha, I tortoised.. haha, y ? Just because I know that u dont love me as much as I love u.. so I dun wan to make u feel stress, I dun wan to make trouble between both of us..

Few years back, when I first see u in school, haha.. I should say I stunned.. haha, u got me ? Stunned.. maybe it sounds stupid to u.. I used to wait u outside the bus stand.. haha.. I peep u.. who cares? haha no one care who I m peeping on.. I got over excited everytime u notice that Im looking at you.. haha, you really shine n glow in my eyes... I enjoy the time where Im sitting at the bus stop, and u standing behind for the shade, it give me a feeling that someone I love is always behind to support me.. duh.. it is just out of my imagination... and u dissapear right after Im form 5, u graduated. I thought I could never find u back...

I still remember how happy Im when I found u back, haha... I get to know u better, atleast I got a second chance... but too bad u told me that u cant believe in love anymore, I was so naive and stupid that believing I'm the one who could help u.. I should hit myself with the words W.T.F!!! U did a small romantic things on my 18 birthday... I was so darn happy, like a retarded.. u sent me a birthday mail.. duh, it is a small one but I nvr told u my birthday before. I asked u so many times how u could knew it? but it seems like remain a mystery forever. I tot everything will be going fine until the day we are going to live happily ever after, but I think I ruined it.. too many bugging, coz I see u no online for over 2 months.. I keep on giving u offline massage, I tot it should be a romantic or a touching act.. but it seems not to be like that, The only reply I get is DONT CONTACT ME ANYMORE, I couldn't believe it, I seriously cannot. It tooks me another 2 months to slowly believe it... I felt that I'm the extra one in ur life, u nvr knwo how many pieces my heart shattered off..

Upon I'm giving up those hopeless hope I have on u, u come back with ur HI. once agian I fall seriously back for u, or I should say I nvr been giving up.. now we are talking more than last time.. which I really glad about it... people say if u wanna get something, u should work hard on it.. how hard should I work ? haha, gods only know bout that.

You are going to Aus for study very very soon, you told me before that you wanna have a whole new life over there, u want to have ur career over there... Possibily, u dun wan to come back anymore. What am I gonna do with it? I take it agian, I dun wan to be the obstacle in ur life, my love it shouldn't be the things which hold u, or trouble... I dun wan to make u feel stress, I cant promise but I will do my best coz u are the one I met in this lifetime, I should treasure u as much as a king treasure his crown.

YOU ARE ALWAYS THE APPLE IN MY EYES.

from : My Heart

Movie Crazie on Feb

Feb 29th.. Eh.. KNN so special de day.. =.='''



I started it with vulgar.. tak tamadun la wei~haha.. last day of Feb, means my coll life is coming back in 2 days time... Im so not ready yet Im so bored over the holidays...(out of topic, swt!)... I had lots of movie on this holiday 5 of them .. intend to make it more, but failed jor.. haha.. so now Im making this as the last salute to my Feb 2008 once in a life time.. as if I would no longer here in March - sigh~



Kung Fu Dunk

Another Jay Chou movie.. Charline Choi the partner of one of the sex photo scandal heroin, Gillian...
I consume it(ate it?) ... I watch it after during Chinese New Year.. hahaha.. the 1st movie I have in Feb.. wakkaka.. The action was cool, but quite dried as well... Same old things from the Kung Fu Scoccer as Steven Chow nia.. act cool and nothing liao.. hahah.. overall I shall rate it 2.5/5..not good, but It doesn't bored me lots.. hahaha..

CJ7

Steven Chow is coming back with his brand new mind blowing movie... mind blowing??? haha... not at all, atleast for me.. Her god-daughter in the movie, talented as well as her acting is quite fine.. but the movie seems quite pointless to me...Izzit im stupid or what? when people laugh, I cant laugh coz I couldn't get the laughing point.. urgh~ Izzit Steven is out of new ideas? or he already have upgraded to another level which I cant reach him? who knows? Rating... 1/5..his fans shall killls me!!! but I really get bored inside..what to do leh?

Jumper

I watch it just right after I finished CJ7.. hahaha..kinda of insult to CJ7.. I get it interesting wo.. haha..maybe I m more into this kind of fantasy action? hahah..with powers that we normal one cant have one.. in dream? yes ofcoz, lots of impossible happen in dreams.. hahaha.. nice hero n heroin.. I mean how they look .. haha.. not how they act.. haha.. but actually their acting seems fine to me.. maybe I shouldn't go for cantonese movie next time.. I rate Jumper as 3.5/5.. haha.. obviously the 2nd great movie I had in Feb...

Step Up 2 The Street

watched it with my boi boi.. haha, Sherlzzz.. haha. she should be happy if she saw her girl girl share a piece of her over here. I LLL OOO VVV EEE Step Up 2.. it made me feel like wanna go learn street dance at the moment I watched the movie, nice musics, nice moves, nice charecters, good value.. haha, I cant see a point that I should reject watch it another time.. Im just so fall in love.. haha.. Anyone out there, u can date me if u wanna watch Step Up 2 .. haaha obviously I will rate it 4.5/5 .. haha.. 0.5 for improvement.. haha.. Love it!!!!

Vantage Point

The last movie I had in Feb, with Desmondos? haha.. I shall focus on movie not people.. the staring.. or should say the 1st half part of the movie boo-my-ass-away with its' technic.. really sucks.. repeat n repeat.. though is trying to show different ppl perspective on the happening over the assasination of American President.. haha.. pity him, got to die over 5 -6 times.. kena atleast 10-12 bullets.. wakakaka.. but the action was well packed on the later half of the movie..not a bad one overall.. hahah 3/5 .. my 3rd fav in Feb..

a colourful blog
-The End-

World War III

Hey hey hey, Hory is back for reporting the recent happening of it's own... hehe.. this is gonna be memorable *really?*.. erm... not really actually..haha.. good then let's kick a start with somehthing happy!

Call Me A Killer!

Just to be accurate.. I killed 9 mosquitos in one nite!! what a record of myself.. * booo by someone* ... Boo what boo? story started this way.. I was on MSN as usual at this late hour.. haha one little mosquitos keep on bugging me.. tho it is a bug.. but he doesnt have the right to kacau me rite? mayb Im sweet? So I ended his life with a marverlous clap , only a clap no S... * Smack * and he died so peacefully in my palm.. wakaka~ I wash my hand for the sake of hygienic.. haha.. n back to MSN for of course purpose.. It is wo weird that there is another one resting on my screen.. I intended to kill with my palm once agian.. but luck is not here anymore... It flee away, it prays hard .. it fly to the right handside.. I nvr care where he fly later.. but a second later when I turn to right look at my lovely handphone on the bad.. It dance gracefully on my bed *WHAT THE HECK?* , does a mosquito fly that fast? I dun care as well.. I dun wan make another sin by ending another life.. but my leg is itchy at the next minute? I think that they wanted to revenge for their beloved just lost relative or friend.. I realise that it is not less than 2 in my room.. n since u all wanna have war, I will have a big one with u bugs~ I go to the kitchen and bring the most poisonous bugspray Shelltok, that kills humans n bugs.. every single inches of my room at nicely sprayed with the smelly stupid perfume of them, I merely suffocate inside but the urge of killing conquer all !!! I dun have great confidence about the shelltok effectiveness.. so I did it agian.. RESULT are here.. few of them fly out with the goyang-goyang style.. wakaka.. the HAND OF ALL EVIL & KINDNESS are here for them.. I whack them off.. I think that time their mortality rate is 5... haha .. I observe for them .. no one coming out? Shelltok agian , and agian.. I showered with it!!! wakakak... now u guys out there wont kill me with it!! I'm immune * cough* cough* the things repeated for I think 5 -6 rounds which means nearly a quater of the Shelltok habis~ haha.. Mortality rate or the MosQ March is 8.. included the very 1st one I slaped the TOTAL = 9.. wohhohohoh~

then I went to bath.. haha.. the shelltok really make me feel irritating and stink.. blek ~

p/s : the time I have the World War III in my room is 2.29am *noted*

REPORT TO CNN if u see this.. it is shocking n important~

Photo as Prove

THE HAND OF EVIL AND GOOD SAKE/ KINDNESS

SEE IT? TOTAL IS STILL 6...

BEFORE I ENDED THE WAR.. BEFORE THE LAST CALL
DO RE MI FA SO LA TI DO ~

PEACE! SAY CHEESE!!

TOTAL MORTALITY RATE OF THE MOSQ MARCH = 9 ( ONE WASHED WAY, NOT IN PHOTO, PITY)

斗鱼

斗鱼 by 元卫觉醒... recently crazy bout their songs.. haha~ hope people enjoy it as much as Im

鸵鸟

你说不爱了
于是我就承担
不问我心里想的是相反

阳光很灿烂
我却笑不出来
他让我看清楚你已离开

我忍着悲伤和无奈
就躲在房间不出来
无法阻挡时间在快转

只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
它还在继续却与你无关

那动人完美的独白
没说完你就先离开
就算遗憾我也不推翻

这不是鸵鸟的心态
只是我还无法释怀
我还爱你再不会说出来

只能让爱离开回忆深海
不想面对的是只能学着习惯成自然
对你的爱寂寞让我却还在依赖
你要的幸福却与我无关

Not written by me.. is written by 元卫觉醒.. nice song nice lyric.. will post up the song.. not so soon.. haha.. but this song I would like to dedicate to myself... hope you will listen to it too.. if only u will.. what should I do next?

第十曲：醒梦

总是怀疑我的心，是否真的很爱你。
总是怀疑你的心，是否会爱上自己。
对着你的影子，呆呆的发愣
心头一直想着，如果我加上你
现在的我们会是怎么样
这个夜晚又在没有睡眠的情况下梦着你，
梦着一个不能梦境成真的梦。

如果有一天，我不会再有能力去等待告诉他
一切关于我对他的感觉，感情时
请你帮我告诉他，曾经有一个人
很很很喜欢他。。。
现在只剩下你，唯一跟他有关联了。。。没有别的了。。。

17/8/07

后记：委托的人不断的想把我从梦里给抽出来。。。 很想告诉你，让我美梦下去吧。。 谢谢你！还有你，谢谢你的存在。。。

第九曲: 我们的歌

Song Nine, Our Song

Our Song,我们的歌。。。
现在是凌晨三点钟，
我打着强灯，让我在孤独的舞台上显得更孤单，
想哼着一首我们的歌，才发现我哼不出声。
看着台下，又一个预留的空位，
那名观众却不知到我给他预留了一个位置，
最好的位置。
这首歌我不肯定我一定能唱好，但我一定用我的最好去唱
可是你却不知道你有没有在听？

幸福不容易，可是却不困难
想着你却是一种
痛苦的幸福
而且我这样的爱着你
也很幸福了，虽然我并不满足。

我恳请你快点出现好吗？
后果好或不好
想给你一句
其实我很喜欢你

28/7/07

后记: 我对你的喜欢对你的爱。。。 都一直在徘徊在让不让你知道之间。。。