罪过， 罪过

刚刚你说你单身！！！

我的心，一秒里蹦了整整一千下！！！ 1000！！！

好开心哦！！！

罪过， 罪过，罪过， 罪过。。。菩萨原谅！！

明天还神？哈哈~

罪过， 罪过

我能帮你些什么？

刚才，你还在公司，都几点了？什么时候了？你却还在公司赶着明天要用的东西。。。

我的心一阵抽痛的，原来我所谓的放下，竟然是一个对自己的谎言！

很想到你公司看看你，陪陪你。。。 我做不到。。 我很想哭！我很没用！想你安全，想你安心，想你快乐。。。 我却什么也帮不到你。。

问你，回到家后给个信息我好让我懂你平安到家，可是你却不想，原因是你会忘记。

我真的是那么的不屑吗？我的要求很多了吗？我真得很担心你~

你到家了吗？你有开快车吗？你累吗？你饿吗？

你已经下线了， 可是你是回家了吗？还是不想被打扰？

我今晚不睡好吗？

原来担心与关心是一体的。。。我体会到了

多事之秋

多事之秋到了么？看来又是时候多烧香了。。

考试完了，人闲了， 世界就不会那么平静了。。。

闹分手的，为了一句话而争吵的，迷糊的，荒谬的，神经质的，等等的。。。

排山倒海来着。。。真是要多拜神，所谓，拜得神多，得神保佑！ 抱个佛脚也是不错的选择。。。

话说，我看了新加坡电影， 《钱不够用2》， 看得我梨花带泪，哭得稀里哗啦，衣襟都湿了。。 当下真得很想给妈妈一个拥抱，说一下肉麻的话~哈哈。。 很好啦，给我的良心发现一下， 就真得那么一下！

话又说，上星期回鬼屋的一日游， 本来是好好的， 老头的一句话！ 杀伤力很强， 把我干妈一家十八年来的一手拉拔我长大的功劳， 像是从来没发生过一般！第二次了，很想当场给他杀死！TMD！ 告诉你！ 死老头， 没有你我不会死！没有帮你照顾了你孙子十九年的那一家，我才死！给了你两次机会，没有第三！等着当面出丑吧！我跟你没有亲！

最奇怪就是妈的句话，让我百思不解，外加纳闷， 更是无奈~

然后，最好的那对情侣朋友，再耍大花枪~ 也真得搞到我有点不知所措。。 。 左右为难！ 偏偏总是是那个在中间的~ 可怜到！ 吵吵闹闹的， 事情好像也开始平静了~我也快要收工了！！

明天要去快活了~希望如此！ 哈哈
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还是想对你说， 我爱你。。 请你快乐！我不打转了，下一个幸福的机会预留给你的几率应该会很渺茫吧？

虽然懂你最竟发生了不太开心的事，我尽量不去理会了。。毕竟不是我的资格，有些事还是那个他做会比较好。。。 所以你要加油！

希望我也捉得住幸福的尾巴。。。希望。。。

爆肝！！

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再不睡觉就爆肝啦！！

我都快要忘了晚上睡觉的感觉了！

TMD!! 快去睡啦！！

脸贴屁股

一些友情，到后来只剩回忆，只能纪念。。。

几年来，长大的长大，成熟的成熟， 只有友情不会变质会像酒一样，越久越香醇。 是一句屁话！

我没有必要被你们践踏！把真心拿出来给你们，你们践踏了它的尊严，狠狠地摔在地上，支离破碎。

是我笨，没有发现我们不一样了。一通电话，转转折折的把我推来推去， 但是很谢谢最后那个有勇气的！ 你让我看清，我的地位，在你们心中的价值。

我一路走来，最为关心，最为开心认识到的所谓朋友，原来我的存在使他们的困扰，厌烦。。。

我并没有因为我的离开，而感觉到我们有所不同。而你们却因为我的不在，而感受到我们的话题不一样而演变到了不能共存的地步。

我很受伤。

原本一个我会见到好朋友的生日庆祝，会因为我的不在而变得快乐些。 以前你们所说的，我很能给你们开心，让你们大笑，原来是客套。谢谢你们的用心。

我愿我学会，不去付出真心，不再脸贴屁股。

那些朋友教会我的事情

对了，差点忘了

“祝你生日快乐”

Blog X 你

林珍珍！ 你好衰~ 我的第一次就这样了。

那件事我从来没有做过的，人家不想的！为什么你要逼我？为什么？为什么你要这样这样糟塌我？tell me why?

你用了我的第一次，还要我给钱~你很贱！

p/s ：咒人真的不好，时运低还真的被反射。。。 还是有点热热的~害羞

“叉照”两张

事发于二〇〇八年，九月，六日
几多颜色~ :)
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给死人的话：
第二天了，你当真没有看见我的missed call? 虽然只是想和你聊个天， 听听你的近况，跟你废话一两句。。 好像很难。 如果有急事找你救命，我死很久了 T.T

可能 你在避开我~ 为了什么？
可能 你发现了我~ 那么容易咩？
可能 你很忙~ 很有可能，也是很好的借口~
可能 我不值得~ 是吗？
可能 你的电话没钱~ 不要狡辩好吗？

太多的可能，令我发狂~
昨天跟另一个弃妇去逍遥， 哈哈~ 林珍珍~你是弃妇~X 死你
我不断的幻想你的出现，我们会巧遇，我会看见你，我们会有缘分~

妈的！ 眼睛一直在寻找你得踪迹，很累人~可是又情不自禁~ 犯贱到死！

所以今天要顺便blog X 你！

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张智成-爱情树

我不要你在我身边
却看著蓝天
不看我的脸
我但愿你快乐的飞
将来要相爱
都还有时间

风开始在吹 孤独好直接
爱最苦的是不能相依偎
然而我会等著你
回来的季节

我的爱情是一棵树
永远不会离开一步

风雪多残酷 我想我挺得住

我的生命是一棵树
只愿成为你的归宿
我义无反顾
守护你是最大 的幸福
(我义无反顾 从日落到日出 oh)

最深的温柔是成全
我张开双臂
任凭你来回

最痛的时候就思念
扎了根的心
不可能撤退

烂人

其实题目与这篇东西真的没有什么关联的。。。 纯粹发泄不爽+无名的不满

日子平平淡淡，有时有些调味了是必然的。。。 可是太呛的就未免太过位了。。。

太久没有用母语，用来用取得标点都是那三个豆 〉〉〉 。。。 显掉！

懒了，掰

Wall E : Ory H

Just back from Wall E with u , and also ur so called god sister.. haha.. it has been a while I hang out with u le.. seriously I long missed ur lovely face..

this afternoon while I was planning what time to go my aunt's house to meet up my mum, haha. well, I plan while having msn... suddenly u called up, a great surprise that u actually gave me.. Thanks..

Conversation:
J: hey, do u miss ur mummy?
H: huh?
J: come, I bring u see mummy..
H: hahahaha..

U actually remembered what u promised, altho I keep on remind u of that.. haha.. I beh su one.. hahaha..
I called up my mum and lie to her that I got something to do with my collegemate about academic stuff (Mum, Im so sorry..) and cannot make to meet her up, but mum seems like doesn't really care.. hahaha

The I get myself ready, wear my leng zai shirt, with the leng zai condition and a happy heart go see u lo.. hahaha... I was there slightly earliyer than u are.. haha, I decided to buy ticket lo.. mana tau Mummy full house la, nvm lo... Wall E oso not bad ma! (p/s :I meet up Eric ad, but I think he probably doesn't reco me la...) so we watched Wall E lo..

Wall E overall was a nice one, I love the plot n everything, it was so cute.. for a second I wish I was Wall-E, u were Eva.. hahaha... daydream la.. at a few times, I glance tru ur sms... I admit I'm bad.. haha.. I saw that u wrote to ur bf.. it ache my heart, so I turned another way round and not to see u.. a way to console myself.. I think....

After Wall E , we go makan at Kim Gary (urgh... I dun like that place la...) I ordered a toast that actually 2 inches thick... uelk...geli.. but thanks to ur god sister that measure for me.. hahaha.. after the food, u both go down to prangin without me.. I dun wanna follow as well la, dun wan to see u that often, will only make myself more saddening.. haiz..

Then on that way back , I think of asking Ah Xiang to join me n Elisa for Loong Gai, too bad he nvr answer.. so I go out with Elisa lo, we go QB mall.. hahaha, I talked lots bout u to her ad.. I think she bored until wanna vomit ad gua, everytime oso hear ur name only.. haha...

Today when go out with u, u seems like not so feeling well.. I noticed it, but I dun wanna show my concern coz I got to force myself make it clear.. U must take care urself... I m so sorry that today I actually talk little, coz I dunno why, I just wanna hinder away... yet, I felt heavy... you please take care yourself... my apple of my eyes... I really treasure u more than anything..

I LOVE U

Ory H

Roti Bun

Hey, today I go to Adventist Hospital and visit one of my junior from SWC.. haha.. he is bloody injured by car accident.. seems like those stage people likes to bang car alots ya.. haha..

I bought lots of roti bun over there.. haha.. that's y I got a bun face... imagine, I spent RM11.50 on bread sahaja.. scary rite? haha.. then Cindy, Tor and Me was wondering where to eat up those breadS we bought.. haha.. we are cute people, we do cute things.. We went to MCD... ordered a little, then enjoy our bun there..

Duh~ I can hardly finish all my bun, so I was thinking to being home the roll ( dunno what what roll la, but I think is the most delicious one) then.. U flashed tru my mind.. haha.. after a few smses.. I was on the way to send u the roll.. haha..

recently seeing u more than ever.. tho situation is kinda of different for me, yeah~ is only about me..

seeing u happy, I'm even more happy..
imagining u happily eating the roll.. I felt even more contented...

昨天的午餐,换取的眼泪

终于下定决心，是时候坦白的告诉你所有我的感觉。

因为害怕自己会说得不好，畏头畏尾的而给你写了一封信。

一顿午餐，预支一辈子的勇气。

我慢了一步，或许，我跑得再快，我也追不上。

开口前，你告诉了我，你很快乐， 你要珍惜那个他。。。所有的话， 伴随着我的午餐一并而下的消化了。

车里头，我捉紧你的手。 为了是不要让你拿到那封信，因为下来的日子会朋友难做。 心里多么挣扎？

我的那句话，你听了。应该庆幸你听话吗？

我不愿意，因为我的感情，让你难做，让他伤心，让我难堪。。。 是我太自私吗？

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这么多年的寄托好像就这么瓦解了，再不像放手也是好无奈的离开。如果一开始，我没有把传单放在你的手上，可能我现在会快乐吧？那一次，给了那么多传单你，是否意味着，我必须用一样多的时间去爱你？传单用完了吗？我的寄托，谢谢你
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你从来不必陪着我，而我只想呆着，
黑暗里少了你，应该也是一片黑，
希望没有分别才好。

以前我把手伸向你求救，
现在我只想呆在一片寂黑里，
所以我不会再看见你的脸。

虽然都不是我想要的，
可是看见你开心，
那我躲在黑暗里也是甘愿的。

今天的lunch以后,我还是什么都没说,没勇气。我更不知道几时才会见到你，几时我才再有勇气面对你，love you，一个粉红衬衫，牛仔裤，爸爸的鞋，四方耳环，喜欢项链的你。

my Love my Life

爱情退役

我不应该多事,
我不应该去看,
我不应该去问,

他是你的part time, 我是什么？

我在爱情里，被你强迫退役

心情乱糟糟。。。 鼓起的勇气，明天的午餐， 我该如何是好？

4th July Thanks for The Day

After missing u so much all over these days, finally today I manage to met u up and hang out with u ~ Im so bloody happy~ haha

I was late for the movie made u n Elisa wait for me as u both hang out when Im still in coll.. haha Hancock~ not bad but I might be too tired n hard to concerntrate.. Thanks for offering the hot dog... Im happy...

After movie we loiter around.. Phenomenal for poka dot shirt~ seems a very very nice one, but quite expensive hor? haha.. bo lui la

then we walk blankly in the mall but actually is seeking for my OO nite Shirt.. then I was hungry then we went to eat chinken rice shop and Im complaining that Im starving ~ haha

chicken rice shop... have great time talking, taking photo respectively.. heartache for a few moments when I heard that u are going to Australia...

met a few cutie friends in the plaza, elieen the SWC, Tristain which i rejected hang out many many times, Im guilty... Chee Pei.. Sherlynn n Edward etc i think ~

then u went home to have dinner with family, then I went back to fetch Elisa sis, Er Po n have little relax moment in MCD Caltex~ Tiring DAy~

Love ya..

Doomsday + Friendship + Random

Doomsday
not a bad movie wo... I was shock n scared a little bit.. Im a chicken !!! but when it near the end I laugh my shit out, especially when the Cio Make Up Girl de Si Lang Tao kena shoot! haha.. over was a nice one .. maybe I too long nvr watch movie le...

haha

wanted to have second movie with Jeremy de, but he nvr appear so nvm make it tmr..
will bowling and watch movie with them! hopefully I can make it

Movie still in hand : KungFu Panda, Happening, Wanted, Get Smart, Hancock.. etc..
Im broke!!

Friendship..
AH Xiang treating me like a pass by A .. haiz.. what else i can say?

Tmrw going out ...Yeah.. yi pee daa buuu~ haha

Money for Happiness

hey hey... I just back from celebrating your birthday with u ... celebrate? hang out is kinda of suit more...

1st time you come n fetch me... so touching.. haha.. like you really are my partner n come to fetch me.. haha

then we head to Gurney.. then we are kind of lacking topics to chat.. hehe.. reach gurney.. we go hang around. then We go the spectacle promotion there to have a look.. the sales girl is kind of attracted to you.. haha .. if not she wont ignore me to serve you de.. but happily you seems taking my opinion quite seriously.. haha..

then we move to MCD to have drinks n chit chat.. haha.. you see the video we took last night during the making of sand cake.. haha... you seems touching...

then we moved on to the GIorDANO.. where I used 3o for a T-shirt in order to help you get discount.. stupid hor? but I like to see you happy.. hehe.. n Elisa reached there... you need no to rush back for dinner .. She need no to rush for fetching uncle.. so good...

then we decided to watch "PROM NITE".. I m chicken I admit it!!! but I like the way we interact inside.. haha.. be frank I like the way you scared me.. haha.. I 犯贱..

After the movie we hang out at Celebrities Fitness.. we hang around.. for the club visit.. then I saw E-kit n friends... they was like looking at me.. n saying something behind.. maybe saying Im the beast n you are the good looking? who knows? I dun care la.. then we manage to get the free trail.. hahah... seeing you tmrw n we go celebrities fitness to work out.. shy la wei.. I so fat!!!

So happy that you stick to me like a kid...

June Seventh

Your birhtday.. A very very Happy Birthday to you..

haha

Today I planed so nice to make something sepecial, yet not so special actually for you.. n I dragged 2 of my friends in this dark water.. hahah

you cannot spare time to celebrate your birthdaty with me, then I celebrate your birthday with
my friends... hahaha

I go the the beach, on 5 or 6 something and start building a sand kind of cake for you... so kind of me.. I did it under heavy rain with Elisa.. played with crabs n dead fish around.. like a mad kid...

Your tomb~

By the time I done the sand cake, the sky was still too bright for me to light up those candle.. n the rain was too heavy as well.. if I'm sick.. hopefully you can relate it .. haha

so we went to House of Steambot to have our dinner... then back to Crown Beach to have my second sand cake.. hahaha... things come out as what I wants.. haha .. slightly different is acceptable.. hahah

My curse on myself was right n shown up.. I got bruised my knee n hand... haiz.. haha.. well, I think it is worthing more than enough if that is for you.. but not to others....

and I never know that you are so near adround... aiks...

take a peep~

How good am I?~ Very good~

less than 12 hours later I will be seeing you.. haha... you will fetch me for the 1st time.. n we will go for a random outing... looking forward..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
Hopefully you like your birthday's present that I scratch until my scalp bleed~ T.T