男孩失恋了，她的小手不再是他牵起的
奈斯失恋了，宝贝不再是他给的小名
她失恋了，她狂哭缺得不到肩膀
他也失恋了，他牵着下一个快乐的旅行
你失恋了，你复元了，开始过着朋友的生活
我也失恋了，我开始慢慢地笑了，开始陪着你们笑着
三个月多了，似乎天气也必须晴朗了吧？
三个多月前，我做了某人的借镜，让她看见了她自己
拍拍肩头上的尘土，其实我还有更多需要我去烦恼的
No, I told you this ain't true
I used to be in love
In every angle, you have been my angel
I trusted you, so both of us clipped our wings
The bow I used to tied every night
The lips I used taste every kiss
Now the curtain has been pulled down
We both revealed the truth of love
Naked but unbearable
You makes sunshine, you makes rainbow
How am I suppose to know
You brought in those
Raindrops and thunder at night
It is loud and pain
You faked those clip on your wing
Like you planned to see me fall
No, I told you this ain't true
I used to be in love
In every angle, you have been my angel
I trusted you, so both of us clipped our wings
The bow I used to tied every night
The lips I used taste every kiss
Now I think I cling to the used to be
They left me so deep in the dark
But hell cares?
I'm just a angel without wings
I torched up the every single little happiness I have with me
No, I should not care a cent
Who are you? What did you want me to be?
So what's your evil attitude when you got me spending my time pleasing you?
Baby here I draw a line, I think I'm done
朋友，我快乐了。
谢谢你，you should know I'm responding to you :)
Sunday, 31 May 2009
Monday, 25 May 2009
How Much It Is When We Tagged It Priceless
It is the third time I involved in Orientation Week.
Unlike the 1st time, I joined the week as a fresh man, enjoyed the games and everything prepared by the college. It was fun though.
Unlike the 2nd time, I joined the week as a committee, I used to design the booklet for freshman, I fight with the officer, and much lousy but daring stuff I protested. I do remember I am a judge of variety show semi-final in DK B, and I used to stamps the freshman and student leaders during the Telematch, and I got my self a face full of stamping. I used to deal with many during the Orientation week, Club House for the stamping, Clubs and Societies for their advertisement and introduction. It was fun yet it was tiring.
This is the 3rd time.
I wanted to just have fun or loiter around to see how the juniors perform their MAGIC, and later on they said they got not enough people for helpers. Well, I can be a helper...
Seeing them sweep and swap the post every week, giving comments and ideas, trying to help them to sort out everything. Seeing them filling this hole and having another one empty, it was so hilarious, I know I shouldn't makes fun of it. Ends up, I heard that Eason is not coming back and they lack of one Course Marshall, and my itchy mouth came out with something that pulled myself into deep black hole, Quoted "Maybe I might be able to help if only you people can't find anyone" and just right after that line, Laze told me that he need no to get another person anymore, I'm in deep shit!
After sending back the freshman, Student Leaders and Commeettess are kind of released from the heavy heavy stress... and all of us start those extreme act like VIBRATE!!!! THROW INTO THE POND!!!
I got wet and bruise after they dipped me into the water... sigh kids now a days....
I would like to end the Orientation Week Post at here, it has been the 3rd times I got myself into this game, yet it still keep bringing me suprise and memories that I couldn't find somewhere else, I believe when I read back this in the future I would have the big smile on my face remembering each and every of it.
Like the title itself: how much it is when we tagged it as PRICELESS?
I heart everyone, everymoment, every single little encounter and experience I have in Orientation Week 2009/10.
Unlike the 1st time, I joined the week as a fresh man, enjoyed the games and everything prepared by the college. It was fun though.
Unlike the 2nd time, I joined the week as a committee, I used to design the booklet for freshman, I fight with the officer, and much lousy but daring stuff I protested. I do remember I am a judge of variety show semi-final in DK B, and I used to stamps the freshman and student leaders during the Telematch, and I got my self a face full of stamping. I used to deal with many during the Orientation week, Club House for the stamping, Clubs and Societies for their advertisement and introduction. It was fun yet it was tiring.
This is the 3rd time.
I wanted to just have fun or loiter around to see how the juniors perform their MAGIC, and later on they said they got not enough people for helpers. Well, I can be a helper...
Seeing them sweep and swap the post every week, giving comments and ideas, trying to help them to sort out everything. Seeing them filling this hole and having another one empty, it was so hilarious, I know I shouldn't makes fun of it. Ends up, I heard that Eason is not coming back and they lack of one Course Marshall, and my itchy mouth came out with something that pulled myself into deep black hole, Quoted "Maybe I might be able to help if only you people can't find anyone" and just right after that line, Laze told me that he need no to get another person anymore, I'm in deep shit!
Urgh~ Never mind... I suck up with it... As I remembered both legends seems so free and enjoyable during last Orientation Week...
Dang!!! I was wrong!
Dang!!! I was wrong!
Student Leader Training Camp Day 1...
Yawn~ accompanied Fish whole damn night to complete her booklet, and disturbing her with those from 20 until pregnancy until mother until grandmother questions to make her frustrated with me.
Meeting up with those Student Leaders wanna-be, is definitely fun. I don't show excitement on my face as I am so tired playing with Fish the night before... Just Blame her for whatever! Seeing them running around the college, have the short-of-oxygen faces, makes me giggles inside. Ice breaking was spectacular, and a guy leave a damn craving deep impression to me, King, when he use his ass to write. I was on the way to laugh my jaw away.
Then we seperate them into groups, easier to lead and make it more real like an orientation. I still remember the groups name, Doraemon, The One, Fire Wolf, Wanted, Chili Sauce, Conquer, Cheese, Lucky-7. Each of the team are required to think of a slogan.
There comes the time I need to bring half of them to campus tour, walking around the college, try to explain each and every buildings' name and functions. It is tiring though and I remembered I gave out a wrong info, it was the time of Study Room. After marching around the college compound, we back for the chicken rice lunch, erk~
then goes the introduction of committees, speech by Ms. Ng and Xian Lynn and let those Student Leaders wanna-be to discuss about their variety show. There goes the Situation Challenging designed by me to torture them. It is just some simple situation that those Student Leaders will encounter with during the Orientation Week, with the great acting of Wuang Ching, It is definitely a bonus.
Student Leader Training Camp Day 2...
I still can't reconize any faces and remember any name, only a few having a slight image in my brain. I'm sorry.
It is a raining day, Sports was reschedualed to the third day. Packing of Orientation Kits have to moved up and they, Student Leaders have to pack it. I laughed wickedly deep inside, dare not laugh out loud, scared being whack. Seeing them packing so hard, so fast and with passion, it definately a feeling of joy~ Yeah, I don't have to do it~
I need to place those stocks accordingly to four respective registra places, DK A , DK B, LB1 , LB3. Funny things happen when this bunch of passionate guys starting to run with those orientation kits boxes to LB1 while I only assigned 7 of the boxes must be in there, but I saw 11 running boxes... Scary!!! They really Lan-Li!
Then ma grouping, slogan time... Cheers arghh!! Cheers argghhh!!! Then eat chicken rice... wakakaka~ Then they starts for their Station Game, the mini Telematch for them, but hack! They complained that is too easy and lame... bunch of ego people! and they want something challenging for the upcoming Treasure Hunt! They got Yang Chuan nerves! hahaha... We ronda around the college, thinking of wicked ideas to torture them, and god! there are so many things that I first saw in College! Damn for the two years! After setting those drafts and places.. We head back.. there's the end of second day! Tiring like hell!
Student Leader Training Camp Day 3...
Wasted half of the night having fun on planning Campus Tour and drawing those hints for the Treasure Hunt, we are so wicked in doing so, we laugh, we imagine their faces when searching for the clues...
I don't involve much in sports, as I know they are just playing with Basket Bola, and Tugs of War. Instead of eating those Ultra Ungu, I go around with Yang Chuan to perform wicked treat. Hiding those clues on here and there is fun especially we when think that those Student Leader's faces when they seeking for those papers... It was so funny when we try to place the 12/6 o'clock clue, Yang Chuan and me was attack by mosquitoSSSSSS~~~ WE RUN FOR OUR LIFE!!! THERE GOT ZILLIONS OF IT!
After the fried rice lunch... yeah... compared to Chicken Rice, It is so damn delicious!!!
Yawn~ accompanied Fish whole damn night to complete her booklet, and disturbing her with those from 20 until pregnancy until mother until grandmother questions to make her frustrated with me.
Meeting up with those Student Leaders wanna-be, is definitely fun. I don't show excitement on my face as I am so tired playing with Fish the night before... Just Blame her for whatever! Seeing them running around the college, have the short-of-oxygen faces, makes me giggles inside. Ice breaking was spectacular, and a guy leave a damn craving deep impression to me, King, when he use his ass to write. I was on the way to laugh my jaw away.
Then we seperate them into groups, easier to lead and make it more real like an orientation. I still remember the groups name, Doraemon, The One, Fire Wolf, Wanted, Chili Sauce, Conquer, Cheese, Lucky-7. Each of the team are required to think of a slogan.
There comes the time I need to bring half of them to campus tour, walking around the college, try to explain each and every buildings' name and functions. It is tiring though and I remembered I gave out a wrong info, it was the time of Study Room. After marching around the college compound, we back for the chicken rice lunch, erk~
then goes the introduction of committees, speech by Ms. Ng and Xian Lynn and let those Student Leaders wanna-be to discuss about their variety show. There goes the Situation Challenging designed by me to torture them. It is just some simple situation that those Student Leaders will encounter with during the Orientation Week, with the great acting of Wuang Ching, It is definitely a bonus.
Student Leader Training Camp Day 2...
I still can't reconize any faces and remember any name, only a few having a slight image in my brain. I'm sorry.
It is a raining day, Sports was reschedualed to the third day. Packing of Orientation Kits have to moved up and they, Student Leaders have to pack it. I laughed wickedly deep inside, dare not laugh out loud, scared being whack. Seeing them packing so hard, so fast and with passion, it definately a feeling of joy~ Yeah, I don't have to do it~
I need to place those stocks accordingly to four respective registra places, DK A , DK B, LB1 , LB3. Funny things happen when this bunch of passionate guys starting to run with those orientation kits boxes to LB1 while I only assigned 7 of the boxes must be in there, but I saw 11 running boxes... Scary!!! They really Lan-Li!
Then ma grouping, slogan time... Cheers arghh!! Cheers argghhh!!! Then eat chicken rice... wakakaka~ Then they starts for their Station Game, the mini Telematch for them, but hack! They complained that is too easy and lame... bunch of ego people! and they want something challenging for the upcoming Treasure Hunt! They got Yang Chuan nerves! hahaha... We ronda around the college, thinking of wicked ideas to torture them, and god! there are so many things that I first saw in College! Damn for the two years! After setting those drafts and places.. We head back.. there's the end of second day! Tiring like hell!
Student Leader Training Camp Day 3...
Wasted half of the night having fun on planning Campus Tour and drawing those hints for the Treasure Hunt, we are so wicked in doing so, we laugh, we imagine their faces when searching for the clues...
I don't involve much in sports, as I know they are just playing with Basket Bola, and Tugs of War. Instead of eating those Ultra Ungu, I go around with Yang Chuan to perform wicked treat. Hiding those clues on here and there is fun especially we when think that those Student Leader's faces when they seeking for those papers... It was so funny when we try to place the 12/6 o'clock clue, Yang Chuan and me was attack by mosquitoSSSSSS~~~ WE RUN FOR OUR LIFE!!! THERE GOT ZILLIONS OF IT!
After the fried rice lunch... yeah... compared to Chicken Rice, It is so damn delicious!!!
There we go for it! TREASURE HUNT!!!
I'm one of the clue , 1cm... hahahaha... Doraemon scratch their head for seeking me, they don't know what is 1cm! Actually the 1cm represent 2 things, 1st: I am 1cm near them, which I'm so near that they can't even notice. 2nd: 1 Course Marshall = 1cm~ Great Thanks to them that molested me just for the clue at foyer. If my future partner found out, how am I suppose to live my life with such a shame?
But hell, We won the game! Thanks to the devilish Laze who keep the clue deep inside the dirty broom. No Student Leaders Wanna-be found it, we all are so glad and happy about it, and they say today are challenging and fun! Fu Fit neh~
after the Treasure Hunt, we gave some motivation to them and shuffle them then split them half and equal and we formed the Orientation Week 2009/2010 team, SBS VS SOT.
Well well well, I'm a Course Marshall of SOT, so we take the movie names as out theme mean while SBS got the famous cities name.
But hell, We won the game! Thanks to the devilish Laze who keep the clue deep inside the dirty broom. No Student Leaders Wanna-be found it, we all are so glad and happy about it, and they say today are challenging and fun! Fu Fit neh~
after the Treasure Hunt, we gave some motivation to them and shuffle them then split them half and equal and we formed the Orientation Week 2009/2010 team, SBS VS SOT.
Well well well, I'm a Course Marshall of SOT, so we take the movie names as out theme mean while SBS got the famous cities name.
Coming Soon
Matrix
Resident Evil
Blade
Click
Yes Man
IP Man
Ong Bak
Power Kids
House
Star Wars
The Ring
Uninvited
Scary Movie
Knowing
Mamma Mia
The Mummy
Ice Age
Harry Potter
Titanic
Matrix
Resident Evil
Blade
Click
Yes Man
IP Man
Ong Bak
Power Kids
House
Star Wars
The Ring
Uninvited
Scary Movie
Knowing
Mamma Mia
The Mummy
Ice Age
Harry Potter
Titanic
Every Student Leaders Wanna-be has now promoted to the Official Student Leaders of Orientation Week 2009/10 :) Congratulations!
A short meeting with them, decided Me, Hory Hor will be worrying about their flag material as well as SBS. Whoopssss~ Wuang Ching was hijacked by her sis back to hometown, and the brave on set to came back once she reach hometown! Bravo.
After the Student Leaders Training Camp, I have no time to take rest but have to bath and go for cloth seeking, as well as the paint, makes me think of last year Orientation Nite sickness! Gosh! irritating! But hells, all the shop are closed at 9pm, can u imagine how lazy Penang people are when you needed them? sigh... I got no choice but to go Church Street Bar, to have snow beer , chills awhile with Tor right before we went to get Wuang Ching at Jetty and went back to Tanjung Bungah and sleep...
Sunday, 170509
A day before Orientation, as usual custom Student Leaders only get to design the flag and name tags for their freshmen. After rushing here and there with Wuang Ching and Tor to get the cloth and others equipments, it has already 1pm in the afternoon when we get back to TARC area. It has totally changed my plan which is starting at 9am, finish the work at 6pm. Haiz, nevermind... Life is meant to be hard. After getting all of the things done, have a few words to them and distributing some work and I must go home to change all the cloths and pants. If I don't do so, I will be running naked consequently on the five days of Orientation. I had to do some shopping for them as well.
It is quite rush for me, even though I just wanna chill awhile at home. What I did at home was, dump all the dirty shirts and underwear to do laundry, at the same time I eat and online. Worst is I had to speed dry all my underwear with hairdryer if not I will have to run around the college with the clock tick-tocking~ whee~ which I definitely don't wish to.
When I leave them, It was about 5pm. The moment I saw them again it is about 9pm. Well then , I got to go on with those flags that they just wanted to start with. Painting and drawing with bunch of great people are damn fun tho it is damn fucking tiring. By just doing those things, we getting closer to each others, we seems like preparing for a great fight tomorrow morning, and the best part is we are all so excited over it.
It is 6 in the morning that we finally done everything, and orientation starts at 7am.. wohooo.. Am so excited yet so dead... go back changed to black formal, and heading to college again...
Orientation Week, 180509
Yeah! It is the 1st day of Orientation Week. I dragged myself to college, waiting for Student Leaders to gather at Foyer and have a final rundown of today activities, I try to give some motivation, but I gotta admit my motivation skills sucks! It sucks big time! After that, we lead some of them to duty before they get to meet the freshman. I was in charge of LB1 for Collection of Kits, and I gathered them both LB1 and LB3, gave some briefing about how to distribute, and wait for our Chairperson to pass me those freshman list so that we can take attendance. It has been a long time waiting... I strongly complaint about the name tag we have this year, handwritten. It is so joking funny! After seeing those cute freshman taking their kits, guiding them to toilet ask them to change to the so called uniform and gather in CA for Mass Call. It is confusing when those officers having problems with each others, they tend to direct us in their own way, and ends up miss-communication happens. Don't show us the face when we did something wrong because of the direction you all gave is unclear and misleading.
Seeing the CA door is still tightly closed at 8.30am, wow... 1st in the history. They having rehearsal in there. Wow, Miss Lee got guts to leave those freshman under the hot sun while she having her own sweet grumpy show in CA. Nice and smooth. Dear Miss Lee, please do not act professional while you are not so professional in it, you disgusted me.
I do not enter the hall for the bloody Mass Call as it would be so boring. I ends up checking stocks of the kits and gather the Student Leaders for the grouping sessions. Which happens to the freshman are divided into groups according to the number that we stick on their hand. SBS headed for Campus Tour direct from CA, which SOT get to have lunch first then only Campus Tour, which I can say it is a mess. I got to rush door by door to ask whether they had took their lunch boxes? Had they prepared to go for Campus Tour? How was the Ice-breaking going on? and those time guide for Campus Tour just ran messy, and we just got to suck up with it. Ends up some of the group didn't get to tour the whole college, some of them didn't get to have pleasure lunch. I was trying to heat up the Ice Breaking session from class to class, I do skipped some. It was fun! I can play with them whatever I wish to~ wheeee~
Rushing and running in a building ain't fun at all, I'm all sweaty. Half way of the Campus Tour, which the time for Workshop: Intro to Tertiary Education, I got to run real fast to stop those half way touring groups and ask them to go for the talk! Boring boring boring talk! yet it is a compulsory. Plus this year Office Politic leads the CCB attendance taking and makes us got to be there 15 minutes earlier to have those freshman bloody name ticked. I wish I could blink, or teleport in college!
Upon finishing the talk, they get to have sometime back in class for packing and preparation for Variety Show Preliminary Round. Then they leave to Foyer and Cheers Cheers Cheers ~~~ then go home.
p/s: I forget to set the dress code for SOT in second day~ they can be colourful~ :P
I was like a dead fish after the 1st day, I can't really feel my legs and I am so sleepy... Back to Tor's hostel, bath then nap like a pig... by 11pm.. wheee.. head to our base which is Eng Lim (Coming Soon) hostel to discuss how to nail down SBS by tomorrow. Talk and discuss until 2 something then we dismiss, back hostel.. pengsan~
Orientation Week, 190509
It is day number 2, wake up at 7a.m with a dead fish look. Flushed myself with cold water, which is damn refreshing!! Geared up with the SWC T-shirt this year.. erm.. no comment~ running to college with my Kenari Babe~ The 1st thing 1st I stepped in to college was, I need to go class by class, staircase by staircase! OH GOSH!! I need to check them out~ sigh~ 8.15a.m, blowing the bloody squeaky whistle, rushing them to foyer prepare for the Fresh & Fit, exercise ah~ pity~ after the nice dance from Danzity, we dismiss the freshman, ask them to go for their Course Briefing on their own as they already know the location, Whee...
We are so free from 9.45a.m until 11.30a.m but hells, we got to have meetings with Student Leaders, there is no such things called as break time, relax time in Orientation Week.
We have to squeeze the time for preparation of Variety Show and Lunch and make it for us to meet all the freshman in person, asking them to cheer louder~ Cheer Louder~ CHEER LOUDER~ then ? go Foyer lo... go Foyer for what leh? Cheer ah~ Cheer ah~
Then lunch time le....eat ah eat ah~ They eat ah~ I ronda class a~ then by 12.45p.m~ whistle~ piiiii~~~ all gather at Foyer, Cheer ah ~ Cheer ah~ then go in CA for Briefing by Administrative Staff, and while the briefing is going on, we do what? we meeting outside CA lo...whatelse? After some words of mine, lame motivation and rules of Treasure Hunt, then I leave the meeting to the Commander to continue with it lo...
During Sports Competition, we Course Marshall are going to in charge of the stamping on booklet... hehe... last year was my duty... I get to eat fried beehon in canteen... haha so hungry de... Half way, we were shocked by the way they disqualify, so we decided to stand up. Trying to fix the problem with our loud loud voice... Running around to call up those team that suppose to be on spot for games, it should be understandable as they are short of freshman to be on spot waiting, they need to make it more flexible. sigh~ after running here and there shouting for teams... yeah~ I got squeaky voice~ upon the sport is going to end, freshman can back to class and have their lunch and rest and prepare to Variety Show Finale as well as some briefing on cheers~~ we are so damn busy~ again, I wish I was an amoeba, split in to several Hories~
After done their lunch and done the briefing, then they gathered in foyer again for? Cheer ah ~ Cheer ah~ mad de...then? line up... go in to CA and have the Introduction To Society, which is also my previous year job... whee... after placing them into CA.. Student Leaders have a short meeting out there then back inside and relax with the air condition provided by college which is so damn cold. Most of us take nap, take pictures inside... hahaha... and there go a sms strike and I had a conflict with Tor... sigh~ with some chat with Cindy and others.. things got fixed, luckily.
After the boring errmm.. not so interesting show of society of TARC... we called end of they day, and of course with the loud loud loud mad mad mad cheers~~~~ then go home~
As usual, we have SOT meeting outside then go on to DKC for review meeting then hostel, bath then direct to ronda house to help out on finale Variety Show le... It is tiring to practice together with them yet it is so touching seeing them acting so hard to win... I respect you people~ Ice Age group seems to have a marvelous idea~ it is about ghost and love story but after I scaring them abit, they changed it to monster story... but is for their good, due to my experiences on last year Orientation Nite. Titanic was too early to finish their practice, Harry Potter need no to worry about them, Matrix as well, Power Kids got Kent to take care off, I am not so good to place my hand in it, so I go for Knowing to dance with them once again ~Wheee~~~
Then we go for meeting and discuss about the formation of cheering and prepare for props for Finale Variety Show... I go collect the empty boxes from several shops and tell lies to cheat those unused boxes.. haha together with Eilynn. We gag all along the way.. which is quite fun... I helped some and sneak into my car and take nap for 15 minutes... after all, we fight till 4 in the morning upon finishing those props for Variety Show... dang I'm so dead~ It was a more fun night compared to the flaggies night maybe we had been closer now and have more to talk about and fun for sure.
Upon dragged my exhausted body reach hostel, I bath in sleeping mode then take a rest.
Orientation Week, 210509
It is the last day of the week, I got a feeling of relief. I put on the blue formal of Tortoise pretend that it is black, and best part is... We both overslept on the last day of the Orientation Week, thinking back the panic us waking up from dreamland face are funny, funny and funny...
We promised to be in college at 7.30a.m to help out the last rehearsal of them but hell, we wake up on 7.45a.m and when we reach college with sleepy face is already 8.30a.m...
After those rondaan without miss, then SBS had to go for On-line Resources briefing while SOT have to be practicing their finale show, but those who are not involved are leaded to canteen for board gaming and chit-chat photographing... within half an hour, SOT turn to go briefing and SBS give me big aeroplane in canteen and left those board games in canteen, I went insane for a second when I found out that, sorry to Yang Chuan that I sounds irri on the phone~ haha...
After the briefing, they head back to classroom for lunch and some grabbing the last minutes for practice purpose. I walk around collecting extras lunch boxes and see see look look...
By 12noon, the hen got to chase those chicks into CA for the finale show~ whee.. so excited about it. After settling them, and knowing the judge would be Miss Ng, Mr. Chee Moh Herng and 2 remain unknown ladies in college, then I set off to running around and enjoying myself in CA , after all the last day would be the less pressure day..
We all had some purple cloth tied up on Student Leaders' head and pink cloth for me and Tor resembling the SOT. I laughed at those Student Leaders that they look like rushing to cook, all make up like housewives and househubbies. We took photos, we gag... I nearly fall asleep....
After show, we had those things called as Introduction Of Committees, which is been expecting and I get so excited about it.... but this year really let me down lo... compared to last year, where we have thunders clapping, hot music, cheering, vibrate,style and wind when we walk all the way to stage one by one... this year, we hardly hear some claps... sigh.. so tak supportive.
Before proceed to the result announcing round, we need to have our finale SOT vs SBS battle of Cheers and Slogan~~~ Cheers ah ~ Cheers AH~ CHEERS AH~~~~~ I stand on the chair, waving our beloved king flag~ HIGH SPIRIT, LOUD SPEAKER VOICE.... WE CCCCCHHHHHEEEEERRRRRSSSSSSS~~~~
SOT won the BEST STUDENT LEADER : ALAN OH
SOT won the BEST TEAM : CP's HARRY POTTER
SOT won don't know what sports ad....
SBS won the overall champion ... sigh
"After all, the things we won with every of us, is the friends that is now sitting beside you, and we are all as one, as are the TARCIAN ",quoted LAZE AND SEE FOUW~
A short meeting with them, decided Me, Hory Hor will be worrying about their flag material as well as SBS. Whoopssss~ Wuang Ching was hijacked by her sis back to hometown, and the brave on set to came back once she reach hometown! Bravo.
After the Student Leaders Training Camp, I have no time to take rest but have to bath and go for cloth seeking, as well as the paint, makes me think of last year Orientation Nite sickness! Gosh! irritating! But hells, all the shop are closed at 9pm, can u imagine how lazy Penang people are when you needed them? sigh... I got no choice but to go Church Street Bar, to have snow beer , chills awhile with Tor right before we went to get Wuang Ching at Jetty and went back to Tanjung Bungah and sleep...
Sunday, 170509
A day before Orientation, as usual custom Student Leaders only get to design the flag and name tags for their freshmen. After rushing here and there with Wuang Ching and Tor to get the cloth and others equipments, it has already 1pm in the afternoon when we get back to TARC area. It has totally changed my plan which is starting at 9am, finish the work at 6pm. Haiz, nevermind... Life is meant to be hard. After getting all of the things done, have a few words to them and distributing some work and I must go home to change all the cloths and pants. If I don't do so, I will be running naked consequently on the five days of Orientation. I had to do some shopping for them as well.
It is quite rush for me, even though I just wanna chill awhile at home. What I did at home was, dump all the dirty shirts and underwear to do laundry, at the same time I eat and online. Worst is I had to speed dry all my underwear with hairdryer if not I will have to run around the college with the clock tick-tocking~ whee~ which I definitely don't wish to.
When I leave them, It was about 5pm. The moment I saw them again it is about 9pm. Well then , I got to go on with those flags that they just wanted to start with. Painting and drawing with bunch of great people are damn fun tho it is damn fucking tiring. By just doing those things, we getting closer to each others, we seems like preparing for a great fight tomorrow morning, and the best part is we are all so excited over it.
It is 6 in the morning that we finally done everything, and orientation starts at 7am.. wohooo.. Am so excited yet so dead... go back changed to black formal, and heading to college again...
Orientation Week, 180509
Yeah! It is the 1st day of Orientation Week. I dragged myself to college, waiting for Student Leaders to gather at Foyer and have a final rundown of today activities, I try to give some motivation, but I gotta admit my motivation skills sucks! It sucks big time! After that, we lead some of them to duty before they get to meet the freshman. I was in charge of LB1 for Collection of Kits, and I gathered them both LB1 and LB3, gave some briefing about how to distribute, and wait for our Chairperson to pass me those freshman list so that we can take attendance. It has been a long time waiting... I strongly complaint about the name tag we have this year, handwritten. It is so joking funny! After seeing those cute freshman taking their kits, guiding them to toilet ask them to change to the so called uniform and gather in CA for Mass Call. It is confusing when those officers having problems with each others, they tend to direct us in their own way, and ends up miss-communication happens. Don't show us the face when we did something wrong because of the direction you all gave is unclear and misleading.
Seeing the CA door is still tightly closed at 8.30am, wow... 1st in the history. They having rehearsal in there. Wow, Miss Lee got guts to leave those freshman under the hot sun while she having her own sweet grumpy show in CA. Nice and smooth. Dear Miss Lee, please do not act professional while you are not so professional in it, you disgusted me.
I do not enter the hall for the bloody Mass Call as it would be so boring. I ends up checking stocks of the kits and gather the Student Leaders for the grouping sessions. Which happens to the freshman are divided into groups according to the number that we stick on their hand. SBS headed for Campus Tour direct from CA, which SOT get to have lunch first then only Campus Tour, which I can say it is a mess. I got to rush door by door to ask whether they had took their lunch boxes? Had they prepared to go for Campus Tour? How was the Ice-breaking going on? and those time guide for Campus Tour just ran messy, and we just got to suck up with it. Ends up some of the group didn't get to tour the whole college, some of them didn't get to have pleasure lunch. I was trying to heat up the Ice Breaking session from class to class, I do skipped some. It was fun! I can play with them whatever I wish to~ wheeee~
Rushing and running in a building ain't fun at all, I'm all sweaty. Half way of the Campus Tour, which the time for Workshop: Intro to Tertiary Education, I got to run real fast to stop those half way touring groups and ask them to go for the talk! Boring boring boring talk! yet it is a compulsory. Plus this year Office Politic leads the CCB attendance taking and makes us got to be there 15 minutes earlier to have those freshman bloody name ticked. I wish I could blink, or teleport in college!
Upon finishing the talk, they get to have sometime back in class for packing and preparation for Variety Show Preliminary Round. Then they leave to Foyer and Cheers Cheers Cheers ~~~ then go home.
p/s: I forget to set the dress code for SOT in second day~ they can be colourful~ :P
I was like a dead fish after the 1st day, I can't really feel my legs and I am so sleepy... Back to Tor's hostel, bath then nap like a pig... by 11pm.. wheee.. head to our base which is Eng Lim (Coming Soon) hostel to discuss how to nail down SBS by tomorrow. Talk and discuss until 2 something then we dismiss, back hostel.. pengsan~
Orientation Week, 190509
It is day number 2, wake up at 7a.m with a dead fish look. Flushed myself with cold water, which is damn refreshing!! Geared up with the SWC T-shirt this year.. erm.. no comment~ running to college with my Kenari Babe~ The 1st thing 1st I stepped in to college was, I need to go class by class, staircase by staircase! OH GOSH!! I need to check them out~ sigh~ 8.15a.m, blowing the bloody squeaky whistle, rushing them to foyer prepare for the Fresh & Fit, exercise ah~ pity~ after the nice dance from Danzity, we dismiss the freshman, ask them to go for their Course Briefing on their own as they already know the location, Whee...
We are so free from 9.45a.m until 11.30a.m but hells, we got to have meetings with Student Leaders, there is no such things called as break time, relax time in Orientation Week.
We have to squeeze the time for preparation of Variety Show and Lunch and make it for us to meet all the freshman in person, asking them to cheer louder~ Cheer Louder~ CHEER LOUDER~ then ? go Foyer lo... go Foyer for what leh? Cheer ah~ Cheer ah~
Then go for Telematch with the RED & GREEN stripes on FACE~
Reach college, then? Ronda bilik lo... haiz... then when it is time for Variety Show, whistle again lo~ Rush them to their own venue, rush myself to set up the venue, prepare seats for the judges, pity pity ~ I wish I could split like an amoeba... I'm the marks calculator, sigh... the judges of LB1 is Miss Alicia, one of my favourite lecturer, Mr.Moo See Fouw and besties Cindy... Overall performance was not that bad, especially credit to Titanic, Knowing, Harry Potter and others. Mr. Moo was in love with Miss Womenizer. Grace o Grace~ Lanli~While those Student Leaders bringing their chicks around playing Telematch, I got to go ronda around the college and to make sure that things go accordingly, eleh~ since when it will go accordingly? Just make sure it is still fine will do. Walk and walk and walk, I felt so pity to myself, is like I got to patrolize the college for 100 times. But but but... I had great fun at the Flour Ping Pong Blowing Counter~ I play with the Knowing and Coming Soon~ Both teams done their best and won it with my hardwork of cheering for them~~ So touch when the Knowing says :" Love You Too, Hory~" awww.. how sweet~
After loiter around the college with my legs barely feeling the ground, it is time to gather the freshman in the Foyer and do what next? Cheer ah Cheer ah Cheer ah~~ so happy that today we nailed down SBS by an inch. A few words of mine to the freshman for tomorrow Treasure Hunt and Blue and Red dress code. Ciaoz~ See you people tomorrow.
Hostel then Bath then accidentally nap till like pig! I mean accidentally!!! then go around the college area, house by house, team by team to give them support on their preparation for the Preliminaray Variety Show, I don't futher comment on how they perform... I stayed quite long at Knowing Team... *blush* I try to teach them how to dance sexy... haha.. I got to admit that i dance far more sexy than the lady that supposingly to dance in the show~ I'm so bad that I laughed at her movement and called her 'Wiper'.
By 11.30p.m> move the base... meeting ar meeting~ so sleepy yet still need to meeting~ meet until 2 something, then go back hostel and have a light shower, drop on sofa, dang! fainted!
Orientation Week, 200509
3rd day liao 3rd day liao~ Whole body sakit due to the sofa... i place the six pieces into 1 and make it my bed, while I asleep... they slipped away one by one... ends up only one is supporting me on my back.. others 5 are surrounding me... what a cold cold night~
After loiter around the college with my legs barely feeling the ground, it is time to gather the freshman in the Foyer and do what next? Cheer ah Cheer ah Cheer ah~~ so happy that today we nailed down SBS by an inch. A few words of mine to the freshman for tomorrow Treasure Hunt and Blue and Red dress code. Ciaoz~ See you people tomorrow.
Hostel then Bath then accidentally nap till like pig! I mean accidentally!!! then go around the college area, house by house, team by team to give them support on their preparation for the Preliminaray Variety Show, I don't futher comment on how they perform... I stayed quite long at Knowing Team... *blush* I try to teach them how to dance sexy... haha.. I got to admit that i dance far more sexy than the lady that supposingly to dance in the show~ I'm so bad that I laughed at her movement and called her 'Wiper'.
By 11.30p.m> move the base... meeting ar meeting~ so sleepy yet still need to meeting~ meet until 2 something, then go back hostel and have a light shower, drop on sofa, dang! fainted!
Orientation Week, 200509
3rd day liao 3rd day liao~ Whole body sakit due to the sofa... i place the six pieces into 1 and make it my bed, while I asleep... they slipped away one by one... ends up only one is supporting me on my back.. others 5 are surrounding me... what a cold cold night~
Then lunch time le....eat ah eat ah~ They eat ah~ I ronda class a~ then by 12.45p.m~ whistle~ piiiii~~~ all gather at Foyer, Cheer ah ~ Cheer ah~ then go in CA for Briefing by Administrative Staff, and while the briefing is going on, we do what? we meeting outside CA lo...whatelse? After some words of mine, lame motivation and rules of Treasure Hunt, then I leave the meeting to the Commander to continue with it lo...
After the Briefing, It is Treasure Hunt Time!!!
Wake up.. well it is abit late yet it is quite tiring... it is day 4 of the Orientation. Went up to bath and change at Tor place and go college, ronda class T.T...at 8.30a.m gathered all the Freshman at Foyer~ early early Cheer ah ~ Cheer ah~ Cheer ah~~ then? Go Sports Competition lo...I joined a team name 100plus, group member are : Wen Khang, Laze, Cindy, See Fouw, Wuang Ching, Tortoise, Yang Chuan and ME!!! all of us carry a 100plus with us while we have all 4 King Flag with us while we ronda the college~ So Fun So Fun~~ after a few rounds walking in college which is killing for 4 of the Course Marshall... We decided to park at Foyer, and the best part is 4 of us all fall asleep at Foyer's table and chairs together... hundred of freshman witness the style of their beloved Course Marshall~~ haha.. no shame no shame~ The moment I open my eyes... I was like.. wah ... so many people looking at us.. hahaha
After they gathered Foyer after the Treasure Hunt, then ma Cheers ah Cheers ah Cheers ah~ Tomorrow every SOT fresh man will be wearing White~ wheee.. it is sport day~
We SWC, Student Leaders and Helpers will have the 1st review meeting in DKC... shouldn't it be carry out everyday? hahaha... solve this solve that... explain this, complain that... question this and confess feelings~ then go home~ tonight meeting at 10.30p.m again ah~~~ it is killing!!!!
Bath > Nap > Ronda House >Rush to meeting~ wheee~ some of them started to plan their finale show... Meeting time~ everything seems ok ok lo... slogan slogan again... tonight seems abit different as I had some different mind with Tor and leads to some beh syoik... I moved down to Wuang Ching house to sleep on BED~ wheee.. Tomorrow will be just another tiring day~
Orientation Week, 210509
After they gathered Foyer after the Treasure Hunt, then ma Cheers ah Cheers ah Cheers ah~ Tomorrow every SOT fresh man will be wearing White~ wheee.. it is sport day~
We SWC, Student Leaders and Helpers will have the 1st review meeting in DKC... shouldn't it be carry out everyday? hahaha... solve this solve that... explain this, complain that... question this and confess feelings~ then go home~ tonight meeting at 10.30p.m again ah~~~ it is killing!!!!
Bath > Nap > Ronda House >Rush to meeting~ wheee~ some of them started to plan their finale show... Meeting time~ everything seems ok ok lo... slogan slogan again... tonight seems abit different as I had some different mind with Tor and leads to some beh syoik... I moved down to Wuang Ching house to sleep on BED~ wheee.. Tomorrow will be just another tiring day~
Orientation Week, 210509
During Sports Competition, we Course Marshall are going to in charge of the stamping on booklet... hehe... last year was my duty... I get to eat fried beehon in canteen... haha so hungry de... Half way, we were shocked by the way they disqualify, so we decided to stand up. Trying to fix the problem with our loud loud voice... Running around to call up those team that suppose to be on spot for games, it should be understandable as they are short of freshman to be on spot waiting, they need to make it more flexible. sigh~ after running here and there shouting for teams... yeah~ I got squeaky voice~ upon the sport is going to end, freshman can back to class and have their lunch and rest and prepare to Variety Show Finale as well as some briefing on cheers~~ we are so damn busy~ again, I wish I was an amoeba, split in to several Hories~
After done their lunch and done the briefing, then they gathered in foyer again for? Cheer ah ~ Cheer ah~ mad de...then? line up... go in to CA and have the Introduction To Society, which is also my previous year job... whee... after placing them into CA.. Student Leaders have a short meeting out there then back inside and relax with the air condition provided by college which is so damn cold. Most of us take nap, take pictures inside... hahaha... and there go a sms strike and I had a conflict with Tor... sigh~ with some chat with Cindy and others.. things got fixed, luckily.
After the boring errmm.. not so interesting show of society of TARC... we called end of they day, and of course with the loud loud loud mad mad mad cheers~~~~ then go home~
As usual, we have SOT meeting outside then go on to DKC for review meeting then hostel, bath then direct to ronda house to help out on finale Variety Show le... It is tiring to practice together with them yet it is so touching seeing them acting so hard to win... I respect you people~ Ice Age group seems to have a marvelous idea~ it is about ghost and love story but after I scaring them abit, they changed it to monster story... but is for their good, due to my experiences on last year Orientation Nite. Titanic was too early to finish their practice, Harry Potter need no to worry about them, Matrix as well, Power Kids got Kent to take care off, I am not so good to place my hand in it, so I go for Knowing to dance with them once again ~Wheee~~~
Then we go for meeting and discuss about the formation of cheering and prepare for props for Finale Variety Show... I go collect the empty boxes from several shops and tell lies to cheat those unused boxes.. haha together with Eilynn. We gag all along the way.. which is quite fun... I helped some and sneak into my car and take nap for 15 minutes... after all, we fight till 4 in the morning upon finishing those props for Variety Show... dang I'm so dead~ It was a more fun night compared to the flaggies night maybe we had been closer now and have more to talk about and fun for sure.
Upon dragged my exhausted body reach hostel, I bath in sleeping mode then take a rest.
Orientation Week, 210509
It is the last day of the week, I got a feeling of relief. I put on the blue formal of Tortoise pretend that it is black, and best part is... We both overslept on the last day of the Orientation Week, thinking back the panic us waking up from dreamland face are funny, funny and funny...
We promised to be in college at 7.30a.m to help out the last rehearsal of them but hell, we wake up on 7.45a.m and when we reach college with sleepy face is already 8.30a.m...
After those rondaan without miss, then SBS had to go for On-line Resources briefing while SOT have to be practicing their finale show, but those who are not involved are leaded to canteen for board gaming and chit-chat photographing... within half an hour, SOT turn to go briefing and SBS give me big aeroplane in canteen and left those board games in canteen, I went insane for a second when I found out that, sorry to Yang Chuan that I sounds irri on the phone~ haha...
After the briefing, they head back to classroom for lunch and some grabbing the last minutes for practice purpose. I walk around collecting extras lunch boxes and see see look look...
By 12noon, the hen got to chase those chicks into CA for the finale show~ whee.. so excited about it. After settling them, and knowing the judge would be Miss Ng, Mr. Chee Moh Herng and 2 remain unknown ladies in college, then I set off to running around and enjoying myself in CA , after all the last day would be the less pressure day..
We all had some purple cloth tied up on Student Leaders' head and pink cloth for me and Tor resembling the SOT. I laughed at those Student Leaders that they look like rushing to cook, all make up like housewives and househubbies. We took photos, we gag... I nearly fall asleep....
After show, we had those things called as Introduction Of Committees, which is been expecting and I get so excited about it.... but this year really let me down lo... compared to last year, where we have thunders clapping, hot music, cheering, vibrate,style and wind when we walk all the way to stage one by one... this year, we hardly hear some claps... sigh.. so tak supportive.
Before proceed to the result announcing round, we need to have our finale SOT vs SBS battle of Cheers and Slogan~~~ Cheers ah ~ Cheers AH~ CHEERS AH~~~~~ I stand on the chair, waving our beloved king flag~ HIGH SPIRIT, LOUD SPEAKER VOICE.... WE CCCCCHHHHHEEEEERRRRRSSSSSSS~~~~
SOT won the BEST STUDENT LEADER : ALAN OH
SOT won the BEST TEAM : CP's HARRY POTTER
SOT won don't know what sports ad....
SBS won the overall champion ... sigh
"After all, the things we won with every of us, is the friends that is now sitting beside you, and we are all as one, as are the TARCIAN ",quoted LAZE AND SEE FOUW~
After sending back the freshman, Student Leaders and Commeettess are kind of released from the heavy heavy stress... and all of us start those extreme act like VIBRATE!!!! THROW INTO THE POND!!!
I got wet and bruise after they dipped me into the water... sigh kids now a days....
I would like to end the Orientation Week Post at here, it has been the 3rd times I got myself into this game, yet it still keep bringing me suprise and memories that I couldn't find somewhere else, I believe when I read back this in the future I would have the big smile on my face remembering each and every of it.
Like the title itself: how much it is when we tagged it as PRICELESS?
I heart everyone, everymoment, every single little encounter and experience I have in Orientation Week 2009/10.
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
Pre-Orientation Stress Makes Us Sky High
The phone booth will hit us! Don't Prank!
Phone are invented to communicate, when you don't talk over ther phone
THE PHONE WILL TALK TO YOU!
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When a normal day in bank turn abnormal...
When the robber turn crazy
it is scarily crazy
=The End=
Dear fellow actors and actresses, I am coming to stay with you all!!
Will be away for organizing Orientation Week again!
Happy Happy
Stay tune after I'm back!
more great videos coming ahead!
Monday, 11 May 2009
If There Is A Miracle
I wonder. Am I making a bad move for not forwarding but deleted all those cursed messages that had been sent to me? Am I making a bad move of ignoring the curse that stated so clearly that will strikes back badly one day on me, or the person around me?
Here I pen down my prayer to god, which is the 1st time. I ask for a miracle or two, maybe three, I need them by now at one shot. Call me greedy, call me short-sighted.
My portrayed dream. I was an artist, painting his own picture at a cliff, drawing the sea with sparks and sky with puffy white clouds. It is a wonderful evening, the sun is going to dived in the ocean, the gloomy yellowish sky and the breeze are stroking hopes into my body and make me feel so alive, while my love one are sitting beside me reading a book. We staying in the city, having my own car, my own house and with some debts to pay back the bank. Living my day as an artist, drawing my happiness and life on a piece of white paper, sharing my day with loves one, surrounded by friends and family. Last but not least, I am studying marketing by now.
I'm 20 years old by now, I wonder should I address myself a kid, or an adult? I am in between, I think. This is the ever 1st time I felt so useless in my life, I can't make a decision for myself.
I seriously doubt about myself, wonder should I move on or should I cling with what I'm by now? Mom said that she is so disappointed with me, as she know that I'm not sure whether I'm going to KL or not to further my study, as my cousin already in there preparing for her study. Once again I'm being compared, and make her ashamed. Due to my resit papers, I need to wait until the graduate list is out then only I will know whether am I entitled to be enroll in KL campus or not. Blame me on my laziness, blame on those poor time management of mine, but not the passion I had with me on those activities that I participated.
There are times that I enjoyed my life and seeing great person, working with them, sharing the laughter and memory in life.
Tomorrow , Mom will go to hospital to have her MRI scan and to confirm the tumor inside her body. She called up and ask me go home earlier to discuss with her about my studies and others.
I don't have a clear mind by now, where should I go? What is coming up next? What else I need to gave up?
I think I need to make an option for my own.
Here I pen down my prayer to god, which is the 1st time. I ask for a miracle or two, maybe three, I need them by now at one shot. Call me greedy, call me short-sighted.
My portrayed dream. I was an artist, painting his own picture at a cliff, drawing the sea with sparks and sky with puffy white clouds. It is a wonderful evening, the sun is going to dived in the ocean, the gloomy yellowish sky and the breeze are stroking hopes into my body and make me feel so alive, while my love one are sitting beside me reading a book. We staying in the city, having my own car, my own house and with some debts to pay back the bank. Living my day as an artist, drawing my happiness and life on a piece of white paper, sharing my day with loves one, surrounded by friends and family. Last but not least, I am studying marketing by now.
I'm 20 years old by now, I wonder should I address myself a kid, or an adult? I am in between, I think. This is the ever 1st time I felt so useless in my life, I can't make a decision for myself.
I seriously doubt about myself, wonder should I move on or should I cling with what I'm by now? Mom said that she is so disappointed with me, as she know that I'm not sure whether I'm going to KL or not to further my study, as my cousin already in there preparing for her study. Once again I'm being compared, and make her ashamed. Due to my resit papers, I need to wait until the graduate list is out then only I will know whether am I entitled to be enroll in KL campus or not. Blame me on my laziness, blame on those poor time management of mine, but not the passion I had with me on those activities that I participated.
There are times that I enjoyed my life and seeing great person, working with them, sharing the laughter and memory in life.
Tomorrow , Mom will go to hospital to have her MRI scan and to confirm the tumor inside her body. She called up and ask me go home earlier to discuss with her about my studies and others.
I don't have a clear mind by now, where should I go? What is coming up next? What else I need to gave up?
I think I need to make an option for my own.
Saturday, 2 May 2009
Labu Labu Story
在电台听了个故事，很有意思。
在一个岛上, 住着快乐，悲伤，愤怒，智慧，时间，富有，贫穷，爱。。。等我们所熟悉的。他们在岛上各自生活，相安无事，日子太平。
有一天，他们发现他们所住的岛开始慢慢的往下沉了。他们也开始修筑船只,准备离开这个岛。只有爱，还默默的守着那个岛，不愿离开。每当爱被问起：“为什么还不准备离开这个快要没顶的岛呢？” 爱总是淡淡地回答：“我要守候岛至最后一刻。”
终于，大家都离开了，岛也在一分钟内要消失了。爱开始寻求别人的帮助，要离开再也守不住的岛了。
爱看见快乐的船， 大声地喊：“快乐！快乐！能不能载我一同离开？” 快乐实在是没有办法听见爱的呼唤，只懂的沉醉在那份愉悦的心情里头，什么事都看不清，听不到了。快乐的船离开了爱。
爱听见了哭声，回头一看，发现了悲伤正一边流泪一边划着船。爱也向悲伤求救，可是悲伤却没有要理睬爱的意思。悲伤被负面的情绪埋没了，世界是黑暗的，无声的，也理所当然的忽视了爱。
后来爱遇上了愤怒，可是愤怒的眼里怎么会有爱呢？爱又被拒绝了。
爱看见富有在他那艘最大的船上，尽情的享受着堆满的钱，物质。爱想说：“那么大艘船，应该有个小位置给我吧？” 当他开口问了富有：“我没有船，你可以顺便带我离开吗？我保真不会贪图你的财物。” 结果，富有想也没想就拒绝了：“为什么我要带你离开？你没钱修筑船的话，就和贫穷一样死在海里吧！免得弄脏我的船！”
是的，贫穷很可怜啊！没钱修筑他的船，结果在第一天就死在海里了。
一直不断地被拒绝，爱也快要放弃了，想说不然就和贫穷一起死死去，算了。就在快要没顶的时候，有一位长者默默的把爱拉了起来，让他坐在有点破烂却还是安全的船上带他离开。爱很感激长者对他的宽容，没有说他懒惰不修筑船，不嫌弃他，不忽略他。爱很想跟长者聊天，可是长者总是默默地望着远方，很沉寂。
靠岸了，长者默默的离开。爱非常仰慕长者，四处去探听他的消息，想知道那位好心的长者是什么人。后来，他终于在最敬佩的智慧老人口中得知带他离开岛的长者是时间，也只有时间和智慧才懂得珍惜爱。
在一个岛上, 住着快乐，悲伤，愤怒，智慧，时间，富有，贫穷，爱。。。等我们所熟悉的。他们在岛上各自生活，相安无事，日子太平。
有一天，他们发现他们所住的岛开始慢慢的往下沉了。他们也开始修筑船只,准备离开这个岛。只有爱，还默默的守着那个岛，不愿离开。每当爱被问起：“为什么还不准备离开这个快要没顶的岛呢？” 爱总是淡淡地回答：“我要守候岛至最后一刻。”
终于，大家都离开了，岛也在一分钟内要消失了。爱开始寻求别人的帮助，要离开再也守不住的岛了。
爱看见快乐的船， 大声地喊：“快乐！快乐！能不能载我一同离开？” 快乐实在是没有办法听见爱的呼唤，只懂的沉醉在那份愉悦的心情里头，什么事都看不清，听不到了。快乐的船离开了爱。
爱听见了哭声，回头一看，发现了悲伤正一边流泪一边划着船。爱也向悲伤求救，可是悲伤却没有要理睬爱的意思。悲伤被负面的情绪埋没了，世界是黑暗的，无声的，也理所当然的忽视了爱。
后来爱遇上了愤怒，可是愤怒的眼里怎么会有爱呢？爱又被拒绝了。
爱看见富有在他那艘最大的船上，尽情的享受着堆满的钱，物质。爱想说：“那么大艘船，应该有个小位置给我吧？” 当他开口问了富有：“我没有船，你可以顺便带我离开吗？我保真不会贪图你的财物。” 结果，富有想也没想就拒绝了：“为什么我要带你离开？你没钱修筑船的话，就和贫穷一样死在海里吧！免得弄脏我的船！”
是的，贫穷很可怜啊！没钱修筑他的船，结果在第一天就死在海里了。
一直不断地被拒绝，爱也快要放弃了，想说不然就和贫穷一起死死去，算了。就在快要没顶的时候，有一位长者默默的把爱拉了起来，让他坐在有点破烂却还是安全的船上带他离开。爱很感激长者对他的宽容，没有说他懒惰不修筑船，不嫌弃他，不忽略他。爱很想跟长者聊天，可是长者总是默默地望着远方，很沉寂。
靠岸了，长者默默的离开。爱非常仰慕长者，四处去探听他的消息，想知道那位好心的长者是什么人。后来，他终于在最敬佩的智慧老人口中得知带他离开岛的长者是时间，也只有时间和智慧才懂得珍惜爱。
爱是会替你守护到最后一刻，才会放手的人，
有时并不是他愿意，而是他绝望了，没有办法前进了。
有时并不是他愿意，而是他绝望了，没有办法前进了。
太快乐的人，看不懂爱，他们只活在欢乐当中。
太悲伤的人，看不到爱，他们的双眼被眼泪蒙蔽。
太愤怒的人，心没有爱，他们眼里的火把爱给烧了。
太富有的人，会拒绝爱，他们害怕爱会分享与带走他们所拥有的一切。
太贫穷的人，遇不见爱，他们在生活里盲目地追逐富有的脚步，错过了爱，却永远都变不成富有。
懂得在时间里消化，智慧里成长的人，才是懂得珍惜爱。
时间与智慧的孩子，分享却成了爱的永恒。
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
昨天我的心情真得很差，其实我伪装的还不错的。一直到被问起：“上个学期你考试的时候很幸福哦，这个学期好吗？” 我听了很想哭。明明我打包好的东西，为什么你要倒出来让我看见呢？
我最近要烦的太多了。钱没了，要怎样升学呢？我还能毕业吗？我的喉咙又不时地在痛，妈妈的身体又有状况。 妈跟我说：“把书读好，快点出来工作，我都计划 好在你毕业后要做什么了。”我听了很压力，不懂怎么办才好。感觉我会打乱妈妈的计划。我很慌很乱，却又感到什么也做不到，等死的感觉。
我懂我很烂，所以我烂到在车里又哭了。车好像是唯一我很能诚实的面对自己的空间，回到阿姨家，还是要笑笑的，免得他们为我担心。
5月1号，劳动节快乐
妈妈生日快乐，身体健康。
太悲伤的人，看不到爱，他们的双眼被眼泪蒙蔽。
太愤怒的人，心没有爱，他们眼里的火把爱给烧了。
太富有的人，会拒绝爱，他们害怕爱会分享与带走他们所拥有的一切。
太贫穷的人，遇不见爱，他们在生活里盲目地追逐富有的脚步，错过了爱，却永远都变不成富有。
懂得在时间里消化，智慧里成长的人，才是懂得珍惜爱。
时间与智慧的孩子，分享却成了爱的永恒。
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
昨天我的心情真得很差，其实我伪装的还不错的。一直到被问起：“上个学期你考试的时候很幸福哦，这个学期好吗？” 我听了很想哭。明明我打包好的东西，为什么你要倒出来让我看见呢？
我最近要烦的太多了。钱没了，要怎样升学呢？我还能毕业吗？我的喉咙又不时地在痛，妈妈的身体又有状况。 妈跟我说：“把书读好，快点出来工作，我都计划 好在你毕业后要做什么了。”我听了很压力，不懂怎么办才好。感觉我会打乱妈妈的计划。我很慌很乱，却又感到什么也做不到，等死的感觉。
我懂我很烂，所以我烂到在车里又哭了。车好像是唯一我很能诚实的面对自己的空间，回到阿姨家，还是要笑笑的，免得他们为我担心。
5月1号，劳动节快乐
妈妈生日快乐，身体健康。
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
A Day With Loaded Happiness
Today was an unexpected day. Not to say that I am going to die and earned it to live another day, lol. At which I gained so much happiness unexpected way, I thought I'm going to spent my day at home staring at my monitor, LCD one, pressing my keyboard, touching my mouse, and last but not least the text book opened up lifted by my lap.
I was planned to show my sleeping look to Mr. Beh which is with an out shape T-shirt, Levi's and my over size shorts plus my glasses and messy oily sleeping hair. I just need to hand some pirated DVD to him, but hell... I was hijacked to TARC, with tiny reason as a companion...
I was planned to show my sleeping look to Mr. Beh which is with an out shape T-shirt, Levi's and my over size shorts plus my glasses and messy oily sleeping hair. I just need to hand some pirated DVD to him, but hell... I was hijacked to TARC, with tiny reason as a companion...
HELL.. I'm dressed up only for going to TARC...
ofcoz no longer the sleeping look
ofcoz no longer the sleeping look
After getting all his stuff done, I called my Fake Dear to ask her out with us, as we are like the mousekeeters in class. As expected, she was still sleeping but agreed to go out with us. So me n Beh went to bank and back to get her... Wow, she puts on her make up, which is so rare to be seen.
Here we go, Gurney a.k.a Second Home
Spending a few minutes to decide which movie to go for then we head to have out lunch at 600cc which is kind of moderate, nothing special. We people keep on talking about our present relationship or encounter with the same or opposite sex and commenting about each other's business, all 3 of us... sama-sama indulged in shit with different taste and shape, yet we had our most fun teasing and laughing yet consoling each other, how supportive...
Cinema 5, 5.15pm, Make It Happen
Watching this movie, as I wished for cause I'm always interested in those dancing movies, I'm a huge fan of Step Up 2, I watched it for 4 times, I think... and the 1st time I watch it was on 308 big day of Malaysia and have so much threatening smses from my Mom and friends that people will mogok... Make It Happen, bored me a little bit, slightly complaint about too little dancing inside compared to Step Up 2, tho using the same producing team.
Here comes the question from Beh when he asked about after watching a scene that both main character kissing after their 1st date, why does it happend so easily? I thrown my secret out again, unconciously... It happens quite easily on me, haha... I wonder why also, they both labeled me as orang cincai, cheap stuff... but hey, when the feeling and environment is right, doing the right thing, kissing won't pay a cent right? eventhough it hanya 1st date, but syoik also ma... I had been loosing my mouth quite easily about my so called 'experiences', they both know more than before.
After that so called dance movie, urggghhh... return my money, please! We went to have some window shopping and of course we got to full fill our nastiness by wearing nice outfit like we owned them, take pics and return them. We are sinful to have stained our sweat on those shirts we tried on just for fun. After doing those silly stuff and trying newbies around us, we are kind of bored and moved on to the next location for more fun...
So Cute! So Cute!
Guess what, we drove all the way to Butterworth, cross over the mighty Penang bridge, posh rite? Millions people doing it everyday... lame lol. We went to Auto-City to have our dinner, after a little hard time of picking the restaurant to dine in, we actually went in to Sakae Teppanyaki for dinner. It was my 1st time there, food was quite nice and environment was cozy as well. Not much complain, and there was the 1st time I actually watching the Sifu teppanyaki-ing infront of me, kinda excited... haha... but the noise he made with all the ultensils are irritating as well. Don't expect us to have silent meal, we brag lots and lots. Those food are really satisfying and in a way, they will make us stick to the chair as we are over loaded.
Additionaly, I got to admit that I'm a total loser in remember route, road and jalan. I was trying to joke when I ask Beh to take a turn to Kuala Lumpur/ Ipoh and eventually he takes a turn. I was so anxious and ask why he takes that way, ain't we are heading to Auto City? guess what.. yeah, That's the right way to Auto City. Yameh??? Yaloh, because ends up I was there, having my dinner. I can never never ever know the road once I cross the bridge! Kidnap me and bring me to the mainland, you will see me crying for the way back home.
We all eat will full tank, and thinking what is going next... We are bunch of ringan tulang people, lol... especially the Ahmad of The Day, Beh. I suggested to go back to Island and go for snowbeer~
Somewhere at Church Street, there was a little bar. wooo... Penang ada tempat macam ni loh... We went in ordered 3 snowbeers, played 2 lame snooker game... When I called it as lame, it really does like how I named it. No rules, no skills, no technics, apa-apa pun tiadak~ plain fun! Me and Fake are like cucuking the ball all the time. We got no shame playing in the middle of the bar, haha... Hell cares? we know no ones in there, no ones in there know us.. No one care to look at us as well, but I guess got people laughing loud monologly. I saw someone that is so so so familiar inside, and I keep peeping to recall who the hell he is... and he peeps back... I wonder we know each others but had a hard time reminding or he peeps back because I peeped him too much? He looks really familiar, and that's the only reason I peep, no others thinking.
Here comes the question from Beh when he asked about after watching a scene that both main character kissing after their 1st date, why does it happend so easily? I thrown my secret out again, unconciously... It happens quite easily on me, haha... I wonder why also, they both labeled me as orang cincai, cheap stuff... but hey, when the feeling and environment is right, doing the right thing, kissing won't pay a cent right? eventhough it hanya 1st date, but syoik also ma... I had been loosing my mouth quite easily about my so called 'experiences', they both know more than before.
After that so called dance movie, urggghhh... return my money, please! We went to have some window shopping and of course we got to full fill our nastiness by wearing nice outfit like we owned them, take pics and return them. We are sinful to have stained our sweat on those shirts we tried on just for fun. After doing those silly stuff and trying newbies around us, we are kind of bored and moved on to the next location for more fun...
So Cute! So Cute!
Additionaly, I got to admit that I'm a total loser in remember route, road and jalan. I was trying to joke when I ask Beh to take a turn to Kuala Lumpur/ Ipoh and eventually he takes a turn. I was so anxious and ask why he takes that way, ain't we are heading to Auto City? guess what.. yeah, That's the right way to Auto City. Yameh??? Yaloh, because ends up I was there, having my dinner. I can never never ever know the road once I cross the bridge! Kidnap me and bring me to the mainland, you will see me crying for the way back home.
We all eat will full tank, and thinking what is going next... We are bunch of ringan tulang people, lol... especially the Ahmad of The Day, Beh. I suggested to go back to Island and go for snowbeer~
Somewhere at Church Street, there was a little bar. wooo... Penang ada tempat macam ni loh... We went in ordered 3 snowbeers, played 2 lame snooker game... When I called it as lame, it really does like how I named it. No rules, no skills, no technics, apa-apa pun tiadak~ plain fun! Me and Fake are like cucuking the ball all the time. We got no shame playing in the middle of the bar, haha... Hell cares? we know no ones in there, no ones in there know us.. No one care to look at us as well, but I guess got people laughing loud monologly. I saw someone that is so so so familiar inside, and I keep peeping to recall who the hell he is... and he peeps back... I wonder we know each others but had a hard time reminding or he peeps back because I peeped him too much? He looks really familiar, and that's the only reason I peep, no others thinking.
Don't Laugh, I know everything was wrong!
After the snowbeer and snooker... Dang Dang Dang~ Is time to go home, and after getting my Fake back to her hostel safely... I get to go home by the Ahmad Beh. I am hell happy as I don't need to drive for whole day, yet I get to eat so much and have so much fun with them. It was so wonderful. You might be seeing it as just another normal outing, I kind of agree that it is quite normal, but for some I also don't know reason, I do really happy about it.
In my college life, the day I stepped in I never expect that I will gain so much from it, not to say about those knowledge that I'm lacking till today. Is the frienship that I get to craved out from this 2 years. I never know that I will be friend of the girl that I was so freaked out when I saw her so damn over length hair on the 1st day of Orientation week, I never know that I will be so click with the nerd that I look at him and felt damn, you wanna eat that 'big pao' and u act like a pervert when the 1st day I go lecture.. Damn! I wonder how they think about me when they 1st saw me in college~
1 question to be ask before I sign off this happy post,
In my college life, the day I stepped in I never expect that I will gain so much from it, not to say about those knowledge that I'm lacking till today. Is the frienship that I get to craved out from this 2 years. I never know that I will be friend of the girl that I was so freaked out when I saw her so damn over length hair on the 1st day of Orientation week, I never know that I will be so click with the nerd that I look at him and felt damn, you wanna eat that 'big pao' and u act like a pervert when the 1st day I go lecture.. Damn! I wonder how they think about me when they 1st saw me in college~
1 question to be ask before I sign off this happy post,
Is that so hard to kiss or to be kiss on the 1st date?
...I wonder...
The Mousekeeteers
...I wonder...
The Mousekeeteers
Sunday, 26 April 2009
There Is A Thing, I'm Holding On And Least Wishing To Let It Go By Now. Where It Is Called As My Heart.
于是我将我的眼睛拿下，把右眼装在左脚前，左眼装在右脚后
原因无它，我只是看不见前方的路
右眼装在左脚前，
是希望它在踏出的每一步都可以往前看看前面的路。
左眼装在右脚后，
是希望它在踏出的每一步都可以回头看看以前的路。
有些东西，我不再指望，希望，期望，原因也只不过不想再失望。
逾越雷池这种事，等我过了阵子再说。
说过不要，不想
就真的不要也不想
不要一再试探
我装上了翅膀，在展翅前
摆动着耀眼的羽毛
飞不飞得起，其次吧？
过了这关，才在认真地考虑飞行的旅途。
自由盲目的飞翔
何尝不是快乐的？只是尝鲜日期
一再束缚
加油吧！
If only I can took out my eyes,
I shall place my right eye on my left toe
I shall place my left eye on my right ankle
Regardless any, only the way is not that clear anymore
Right eye on my left toe
is to hope that it will take a look before I took a step forward
Left eye on my right ankle
is to hope that it will have a peep on the past that I had taken
There is a thing, I wouldn't want to place a hope, wish or looking forward
Regardless any, only not to be disappoint again
To be in war once again, it takes time for me
but it is not a chance for you
to keep on challenging me
I geared up my wings, before I take my flight
I shakes the golden feather
can or can't be on the sky, is not that important anymore, rite?
after all of this, only I shall consider the route
spread the wings for freedom
ain't it is happy? but happiness have it's own date of expiry
which keep on pulling back us
All the Best.
The one who is traveling by now, here is my best wishes for you, hoping you safe and sounds coming back from the dangerous neighbor. Happy Travel and hopefully everything's working the way you hope for :)
有些东西，我不再指望，希望，期望，原因也只不过不想再失望。
逾越雷池这种事，等我过了阵子再说。
说过不要，不想
就真的不要也不想
不要一再试探
我装上了翅膀，在展翅前
摆动着耀眼的羽毛
飞不飞得起，其次吧？
过了这关，才在认真地考虑飞行的旅途。
自由盲目的飞翔
何尝不是快乐的？只是尝鲜日期
一再束缚
加油吧！
If only I can took out my eyes,
I shall place my right eye on my left toe
I shall place my left eye on my right ankle
Regardless any, only the way is not that clear anymore
Right eye on my left toe
is to hope that it will take a look before I took a step forward
Left eye on my right ankle
is to hope that it will have a peep on the past that I had taken
There is a thing, I wouldn't want to place a hope, wish or looking forward
Regardless any, only not to be disappoint again
To be in war once again, it takes time for me
but it is not a chance for you
to keep on challenging me
I geared up my wings, before I take my flight
I shakes the golden feather
can or can't be on the sky, is not that important anymore, rite?
after all of this, only I shall consider the route
spread the wings for freedom
ain't it is happy? but happiness have it's own date of expiry
which keep on pulling back us
All the Best.
The one who is traveling by now, here is my best wishes for you, hoping you safe and sounds coming back from the dangerous neighbor. Happy Travel and hopefully everything's working the way you hope for :)
Friday, 24 April 2009
阿叉，读书啦
生病也病到截止日期了，在病下去就会过期了。 偶尔，一两声长气的咳还是可以原谅的，不过还真的会咳到喘。 没路用~
我又要考试了，为什么命那么苦? 真得很没有心情去读书,眼看很多同学都在准备毕业了尤其是那些跟学校不拖不欠的~ 羡慕死人了!!! 搞到我也有那种肯定毕业了不必读书的心情... 想到考试就想死!
让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~
那里有的请抢手？不求厉害的，只求能让我毕业的！
~共勉之~ 去死啦！！
我很想看戏，逛街，买东西，去海边，去吃好吃的， 去酒店玩，去喝酒，去跟朋友聊天。。。
我又要考试了，为什么命那么苦? 真得很没有心情去读书,眼看很多同学都在准备毕业了尤其是那些跟学校不拖不欠的~ 羡慕死人了!!! 搞到我也有那种肯定毕业了不必读书的心情... 想到考试就想死!
让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~让我死~
阿叉，去读书啦！废话那么多！
那里有的请抢手？不求厉害的，只求能让我毕业的！
~共勉之~ 去死啦！！
我很想看戏，逛街，买东西，去海边，去吃好吃的， 去酒店玩，去喝酒，去跟朋友聊天。。。
考试是件扼杀人类灵魂的丑事。
不懂发明考试的人是不是在地狱受罪？
他害多少人抬不起头？
他害多少人家破人亡？
他害多少人心灵受损？
他害多少人痛苦无奈？
害人精！
他害多少人家破人亡？
他害多少人心灵受损？
他害多少人痛苦无奈？
害人精！
阿叉，去读书啦！废话那么多！
我要自由潜逃去看戏了！
祝福我，快乐的犯罪因子得到眷属
我要自由潜逃去看戏了！
祝福我，快乐的犯罪因子得到眷属
Sunday, 19 April 2009
死去活来，活来死去
刚过的那个星期
我真的毛了起来
毛起来伤风感冒
毛起来脚痛扭伤
毛起来干完功课
毛起来考试作弊
本来以为我已经死去，活了回来然后可以光宗耀祖了！
哪里知道庆祝了我的生日后
星期六，发烧来了
星期日，持续发烧
星期一，喉咙痛，脚有点痛以为是旧患发作
星期二，鼻涕狂流，脚很痛，忍痛驾车回家，一蹲不起
星期三，鼻涕狂流，猛咳嗽，有人包载送，不能驾车
晚上去推拿，被吓死*注1
星期四，鼻涕依然狂流，咳嗽越来越猛，依然有人包载送，不能驾车
星期五，脚好多了，鼻涕把我弄得窒息了，我的肺被我咳了出来
星期六，鼻涕开始撤退，鼻粪一大堆，很值钱的，你要不要？
咳嗽咳到头痛，喉咙也受伤了，胸腔有点痛，婆婆说我咳到内伤！
不要吓我了，我已经好像死人酱了
今天，鼻涕是少了很多，咳嗽没有停过。。。
感觉我二十一岁的预言好像会成真*注2
明天，希望是我的复活节
*注1
为什么说我被吓死呢？推拿师说他不能帮我推拿，扭到太严重，脚跟的筋浮了出来。。。
他怕说如果推拿的时候会把筋弄断！然后他警告我不可以出力，跳，跑，走快，扭，运动，等会伤到脚的活动一概不准，不然我的筋会断。。。断了要开刀！
我听到后，我的脸一定很难看的。。。 我做了三天的少爷，受尽服侍~ 爽！
*注2
我跟不少的朋友说过我要在21岁时死掉。原因很简单，就是我要看到那种英年早逝的布条，还有我的车头照才会好看。有人建议我说，把你现在的照片留起来，老死了再用也可以啊~
我才不要！人家会笑我，死不认老！
开玩笑啦！我才不要在21岁死！
话说回来，我的Diploma算是读完了。接下来要把欠着的科目还完，那我就大功告成！
保佑我，准时毕业，不要浪费时间了！
没有很不舍得的感觉，总有那种我们还是会聚在一起的感觉。毕竟，是朋友的话，我们的缘分也没有那么浅薄。
祝愿我们天空见
我真的毛了起来
毛起来伤风感冒
毛起来脚痛扭伤
毛起来干完功课
毛起来考试作弊
本来以为我已经死去，活了回来然后可以光宗耀祖了！
哪里知道庆祝了我的生日后
星期六，发烧来了
星期日，持续发烧
星期一，喉咙痛，脚有点痛以为是旧患发作
星期二，鼻涕狂流，脚很痛，忍痛驾车回家，一蹲不起
星期三，鼻涕狂流，猛咳嗽，有人包载送，不能驾车
晚上去推拿，被吓死*注1
星期四，鼻涕依然狂流，咳嗽越来越猛，依然有人包载送，不能驾车
星期五，脚好多了，鼻涕把我弄得窒息了，我的肺被我咳了出来
星期六，鼻涕开始撤退，鼻粪一大堆，很值钱的，你要不要？
咳嗽咳到头痛，喉咙也受伤了，胸腔有点痛，婆婆说我咳到内伤！
不要吓我了，我已经好像死人酱了
今天，鼻涕是少了很多，咳嗽没有停过。。。
感觉我二十一岁的预言好像会成真*注2
明天，希望是我的复活节
*注1
为什么说我被吓死呢？推拿师说他不能帮我推拿，扭到太严重，脚跟的筋浮了出来。。。
他怕说如果推拿的时候会把筋弄断！然后他警告我不可以出力，跳，跑，走快，扭，运动，等会伤到脚的活动一概不准，不然我的筋会断。。。断了要开刀！
我听到后，我的脸一定很难看的。。。 我做了三天的少爷，受尽服侍~ 爽！
*注2
我跟不少的朋友说过我要在21岁时死掉。原因很简单，就是我要看到那种英年早逝的布条，还有我的车头照才会好看。有人建议我说，把你现在的照片留起来，老死了再用也可以啊~
我才不要！人家会笑我，死不认老！
开玩笑啦！我才不要在21岁死！
话说回来，我的Diploma算是读完了。接下来要把欠着的科目还完，那我就大功告成！
保佑我，准时毕业，不要浪费时间了！
没有很不舍得的感觉，总有那种我们还是会聚在一起的感觉。毕竟，是朋友的话，我们的缘分也没有那么浅薄。
祝愿我们天空见
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
看似很烦恼，可是我快乐了
最近还不错，我没有去执著了
爱了那么多，总也学了那么多
我再深爱你，我们都无法回头
试着去学习，爱自己多一点点
你我的的路，到了选择分岔点
最后你离开，我也再次的跌倒
谢谢你努力，点燃美好的烟火
谢谢你离开，我变得更加独立
人类的身体，本来就是孤独的
虽然一个人，还是有很多朋友
我祝福你了，和他要加油快乐
我会加油的，生活慢慢离开你
总会有一天，我会不再提起你
每次伤风都会很生气，吃了药会长豆豆的
鼻子也快被我拧落了，肺快给我咳出来了
还好烧退了，也没有再回来
最近常下雨，以前柔道时弄伤的旧患在隐隐作痛
最后一个星期了，再多三天就算是读完了
我很担心我不能毕业，因为我最不拿手的两课还没有想到解决的方法
看似很烦恼，可是我快乐了
６点多早上，我在写东东，值得鼓励
爱了那么多，总也学了那么多
我再深爱你，我们都无法回头
试着去学习，爱自己多一点点
你我的的路，到了选择分岔点
最后你离开，我也再次的跌倒
谢谢你努力，点燃美好的烟火
谢谢你离开，我变得更加独立
人类的身体，本来就是孤独的
虽然一个人，还是有很多朋友
我祝福你了，和他要加油快乐
我会加油的，生活慢慢离开你
总会有一天，我会不再提起你
每次伤风都会很生气，吃了药会长豆豆的
鼻子也快被我拧落了，肺快给我咳出来了
还好烧退了，也没有再回来
最近常下雨，以前柔道时弄伤的旧患在隐隐作痛
最后一个星期了，再多三天就算是读完了
我很担心我不能毕业，因为我最不拿手的两课还没有想到解决的方法
看似很烦恼，可是我快乐了
６点多早上，我在写东东，值得鼓励
Friday, 10 April 2009
Dua Keping : Two Pieces
Hey, I'm officially 20.. I can't says that I'm a teenager anymore..
I'm an old hag? Nah, wait 50 years later I will call myself an old hag! maybe not, because I'm predicting that I'm a metro sexual in near future and metro uncle in far future, I'm sizzling hot to burn my coffin...
Back to main line, Which I'm speaking about my birthday... Yes, it is my day, 8th of April.
I'm an old hag? Nah, wait 50 years later I will call myself an old hag! maybe not, because I'm predicting that I'm a metro sexual in near future and metro uncle in far future, I'm sizzling hot to burn my coffin...
Back to main line, Which I'm speaking about my birthday... Yes, it is my day, 8th of April.
Call me Sultan of Johor Bahru
I'm the royal blood
Any anugerah special for sharing Sultan birthday?
I'm the royal blood
Any anugerah special for sharing Sultan birthday?
I have been quite reluctant to celebrate my birthday this year regarding to 3 points.
1st, I'm older and moved on to 20's, which I don't know should I consider it great or another way round... hopefully I'm on the positive side.
2nd, I have a nice plan for my birthday on Feb, but it spoiled badly and as the consequences I don't really like to remind myself about how the plan should go.
3rd, I clearly understood that I can't perform the very spiritual ritual of get ridding teen's life, HOT SEX ON THE NITE I TURN 20, sadly spoiled due to no opponent to perform with... sigh, deeply...
spooky or smoky?
The sophisticated candle light
The breads, I heart the two butter they gave, and particularly hate the middle red one!
taste like "fu yu"
Creamy enough, Mushroom enough
1st, I'm older and moved on to 20's, which I don't know should I consider it great or another way round... hopefully I'm on the positive side.
2nd, I have a nice plan for my birthday on Feb, but it spoiled badly and as the consequences I don't really like to remind myself about how the plan should go.
3rd, I clearly understood that I can't perform the very spiritual ritual of get ridding teen's life, HOT SEX ON THE NITE I TURN 20, sadly spoiled due to no opponent to perform with... sigh, deeply...
but still life's moving on, dumping my lovely MARTINI for my bash, I moved to Smoky Jack for a lovely dinner with my buddies in life on 7th April... before Smoky Jack, I went Gurney with my Fake Dear and Little Tortoise to have our vain lunch at Sakae Sushi. Why I called it a Vain Lunch, coz we keep on taking picture during the lunch, I should say it is non-stop...
so vain
damn vain
damn vain
After having lunch with them, I need to rush for another session at night which is at Smoky Jack! I had a suck traffic jam on the way home to prepare myself, and made everyone waiting for the guy of the day... Once in a while, never mind la, dude ma.. haha
After getting Cindy, I got to pick up Piggy... and left the other 3, Elisa, Peg n Pot waiting for me, starving to death... told them to gathered at 7.30pm, i reached at 8.45pm... not bad tho..
Here goes the pics...
After getting Cindy, I got to pick up Piggy... and left the other 3, Elisa, Peg n Pot waiting for me, starving to death... told them to gathered at 7.30pm, i reached at 8.45pm... not bad tho..
Here goes the pics...
spooky or smoky?
The sophisticated candle light
The breads, I heart the two butter they gave, and particularly hate the middle red one!
taste like "fu yu"
Creamy enough, Mushroom enough
They called it as Garden Green Salad
I called it BangKuang Stick Salad
Smoky Duck Breast, nice and yummy
but it is quite salty and taste like bacon
Baked Rice, not bad tho... It got the creamy and cheesy taste
T-Bone steak, the portion is like a whole chicken
and the smallest size of the gang finished it.
It is quite hard as it is medium well cooked
Bravo, Cin
I called it BangKuang Stick Salad
Smoky Duck Breast, nice and yummy
but it is quite salty and taste like bacon
Baked Rice, not bad tho... It got the creamy and cheesy taste
T-Bone steak, the portion is like a whole chicken
and the smallest size of the gang finished it.
It is quite hard as it is medium well cooked
Bravo, Cin
Salmon, not bad tho
simply just Salmon
Roasted Half Spring Chicken,with some chestnut
It is quite bitter with the sauce
makes me feels like eating the yok choi chicken
My BBQ Pork Rib, taste so fine!
It is so soft and yummy
taste abit like the char xiu
The Desserts! Clockwise :
Pina Colada, apple + pineapple sorbet, nice!
2 Scoops ice-cream, just ice cream lo!
Tiramisu, fine Tiramisu!
The vain us in Smoky Jack toilet, the toilet is fun!
and it stained my shirt lots
as well as my face
but won't show my ugly face after club!
The Poohki that Elisa, Eddie, Xiang bought me
The Froggie bin and pen that Kelvin, Fish, and Beh Beh gave me
The G-string that I wore so many times on my head, outside of my jeans and played with it
in club and foyer
E.M.B.A.R.E.S.S.E.D
simply just Salmon
Roasted Half Spring Chicken,with some chestnut
It is quite bitter with the sauce
makes me feels like eating the yok choi chicken
My BBQ Pork Rib, taste so fine!
It is so soft and yummy
taste abit like the char xiu
The Desserts! Clockwise :
Pina Colada, apple + pineapple sorbet, nice!
2 Scoops ice-cream, just ice cream lo!
Tiramisu, fine Tiramisu!
The vain us in Smoky Jack toilet, the toilet is fun!
I will be back for sure, Smoky Jack! I will comes with many many excuses to go visit you in any occasion! I should says that it is costly but worthy...
by the way, I got a Winnie the Pooh dressing in Jap, holding two sticks on hand, and I named it
This is Poohki and the Poohki cute master
We are so intimated
After sending Piggy and Cindy home, I drove all the way back alone. At 11.50pm, I stopped at somewhere near my house, gathered every single tiny bits of my courage and made a call, hoping to get a wish before it is my birthday. I got disappointed and I sounds like a desperate cheap whore! padan muka!.. but soon I was lifted up by those sms wishes and calls! yeah!
8th April
I whore crapping that long for the day before my birthday, and now only I wanna go in to the real day. I had a bad wake up call, mood was not that fine for me. After attending classes, we went the Jade Palace which is my last year birthday dinner held on, to have lunch, Thanks Beh! After that Beh said that he need a haircut, so we went to DeeBeauty to trim, and surprisingly i got a free treatment and a few stroke! Just F.O.C, how generous!
The we went back to coll, I was planned to go home, but ends up I went to have the SWC meeting. I don't know how to say about the meeting, It just went too far like how we used to be.
Went home, rest awhile, online... and I read blogs! and hooped into Felicia's, she is so lame that posted up the birthday cake that they bought and the G-string they wanna surprise me later of the night... Cindy murdered her, kesian and lame.. dai sei lol...
I went to Tiara View in order getting Fake Dear together going to Gurney to buy her make up stuff. We are so dressed up...
we are so emo
After finished those ki li kok lok stuff, we went to fetch Tortoise and Cindy, so bad that she didn't prepared and we waited for her, at the same time have some make up...
After gathered everyone
IN MOIS
VIP ZONE
quite boring that night, but still enjoyed a little bit tho not much
Drink a little bit
Smoke a little bit
Dance a little bit
everything just not much but fun tho
Specially thanks to Fake Dear Birthday Present!
Lamborghini on Fire, with Love!!!!
On Fire!!!
The RM50, R.I.Pby the way, I got a Winnie the Pooh dressing in Jap, holding two sticks on hand, and I named it
POOHKI
This is Poohki and the Poohki cute master
We are so intimated
8th April
I whore crapping that long for the day before my birthday, and now only I wanna go in to the real day. I had a bad wake up call, mood was not that fine for me. After attending classes, we went the Jade Palace which is my last year birthday dinner held on, to have lunch, Thanks Beh! After that Beh said that he need a haircut, so we went to DeeBeauty to trim, and surprisingly i got a free treatment and a few stroke! Just F.O.C, how generous!
The we went back to coll, I was planned to go home, but ends up I went to have the SWC meeting. I don't know how to say about the meeting, It just went too far like how we used to be.
Went home, rest awhile, online... and I read blogs! and hooped into Felicia's, she is so lame that posted up the birthday cake that they bought and the G-string they wanna surprise me later of the night... Cindy murdered her, kesian and lame.. dai sei lol...
I went to Tiara View in order getting Fake Dear together going to Gurney to buy her make up stuff. We are so dressed up...
we are so emo
After gathered everyone
IN MOIS
VIP ZONE
quite boring that night, but still enjoyed a little bit tho not much
Drink a little bit
Smoke a little bit
Dance a little bit
everything just not much but fun tho
Specially thanks to Fake Dear Birthday Present!
Lamborghini on Fire, with Love!!!!
On Fire!!!
at 2.30am, I think..., we went to Subaidah to have supper and rest awhile instead of heading off home straight after club. At there I had my roti kosong, and limau ice... I don't have much memory over there as I'm not so concious anymore. But I do remember before we went back, they all ask me to cut my cake and sing a Birthday Song for me~ wheee... and there a great thanks to Laze who splat the cake on me after I done my birthday wishes, then the whole Rm50 splat on the floor... urgghh heartache~
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Dumb Ass
Fuck U Peace
Fuck U Peace
and it stained my shirt lots
as well as my face
but won't show my ugly face after club!
I hugged Cindy and Wuang Ching and share my cream with them.. hahaha
after all the drama, I went over night at Tortoise house and finally comes the end of my birthday celebration.. I think...
Birthday Cake that Sherlynn bought meafter all the drama, I went over night at Tortoise house and finally comes the end of my birthday celebration.. I think...
Some random picture of my present
The Poohki that Elisa, Eddie, Xiang bought me
The Froggie bin and pen that Kelvin, Fish, and Beh Beh gave me
The G-string that I wore so many times on my head, outside of my jeans and played with it
in club and foyer
E.M.B.A.R.E.S.S.E.D
Thanks all of you that wished or celebrated my birthday with me in a way or another, I appreciated it so deeply. Thanks me giving me a heartful 20's birthday... urgh~ I'm old!
I wanted to do a list of appreciation to credit all of you, but I can't list out all... I gave up torturing myself! In fact, I'm just lazy...
Wishes of the year,
I wanted to do a list of appreciation to credit all of you, but I can't list out all... I gave up torturing myself! In fact, I'm just lazy...
Wishes of the year,
1. Everyone can graduate on time with fine result! Especially me! please, give a life! I need to graduate!
2. Hopes that everyone that I know, I care, I love, live a happy life that want happily
3. Secret, but I wasted it...
2. Hopes that everyone that I know, I care, I love, live a happy life that want happily
3. Secret, but I wasted it...
Thursday, 2 April 2009
Adakah Itu Cinta Yang Anda Maksudkan?
Come on dude, It is one of my damn long post! Do take time and read! Comments are motivating!
After bouncing back from the rock bottom of my recent great 'lost', I wonder is the god sympathizing me or what... He starts sending people into my life try to do good with me, like compensating my lost, but he really do it so simply!
After bouncing back from the rock bottom of my recent great 'lost', I wonder is the god sympathizing me or what... He starts sending people into my life try to do good with me, like compensating my lost, but he really do it so simply!
When God Closed Up A Shithole for You, He Will Open Up A Smelly Pussy
桃花开，开臭烂
你我无缘分
你我无缘分
Let me cut into the point straight and forward, I had met a few candidates recently from different kind of portals ( I never know that I'm that exposed to the outside world). Those candidates doesn't make sense on me at all, they are just simply ridiculous.
I shall find my way to it.
Maybe some others that you been interviewed or worked for, might like the outstanding or outrages you, but clearly it irritates me, when you keep showing off that
Gossip la ! gossip more! Tell me more about the bad of others, just to leverage your status. Frankly you made a bad move, I am a challenger, I love difficult person. The more you try to tarnish other candidates, I will just be more interested in exploring them, I'm just another Discovery Channel, life is full of discovering. Cheap people uses this tactic. You used it, nah! You smells like them,ewwww....
Hero The Great!
You might be clever, but please be clever enough to know when to shut up! I never questions about your IQ, but never ever try to be my ruler. I'm a person who always stand firm on my stand point, a tips for you candidates! Sometimes I get so frustrated, when you use your ruler to measure my life, regardless how I really felt, my perspective or even know the whole before you start commenting and tells those bible stories. Even worst,
Read it!
I know my voice might be interesting to you, but no one likes to talk over the phone when there are topic less, or on dry topic or even those topic that they don't feel right to talk about... Yes, refer this to those sexual, sensitive ex's, family business or too personal affair and everyday you want my daily report, siao? What the heck I should report to you?! No no no, this is not the worst!
See! He's cute!
You people probably screaming
'People like you ma, that's why'
Recite it, please!
Lily Allen : Never Gonna Happen
Yes! I had this expression
Will you ever keep showing off how much you capable of in front of someone that you have feeling? Don't ever do it on me!
If I fall for the dimmest star of the universe, Don't tell me that you are Superman or Spartan, what for I care?
I shall find my way to it.
' I'm bla bla bla, I can bla bla bla, no others can provide you bla bla bla more than I can'.
Please la! I am still so much capable of my own, being an Aries hates shiner person, you should know that!
Who's better now?
Gossip la ! gossip more! Tell me more about the bad of others, just to leverage your status. Frankly you made a bad move, I am a challenger, I love difficult person. The more you try to tarnish other candidates, I will just be more interested in exploring them, I'm just another Discovery Channel, life is full of discovering. Cheap people uses this tactic. You used it, nah! You smells like them,ewwww....
Hero The Great!
You might be clever, but please be clever enough to know when to shut up! I never questions about your IQ, but never ever try to be my ruler. I'm a person who always stand firm on my stand point, a tips for you candidates! Sometimes I get so frustrated, when you use your ruler to measure my life, regardless how I really felt, my perspective or even know the whole before you start commenting and tells those bible stories. Even worst,
Superman saved those who wanna suicide, kay poh!
Don't ever challenge me over my Ex's topics, it is so sensitive that I don't even wanna touch that part, and you happily telling me that you glad to see my relationship ends that suckish way, I WISH TO SEALS YOUR BLOODY MOUTH!
Unless, I am the one who start the topic and willing to share with you
Read it!
Imagine you are the 3 years old kid, playing with a toy phone, keep saying 'Hello, hello... Hello??' and fuckingly freak is the silent phone will reply you 'I just wanna hear your voice!, you keep talking la...'
Stop playing with phone la, annoying yet so childish! I need lively conversation, an INTERACTIVE conversation, I dislike one way message delivery... You craps too much on your side, or you hopes I craps whatever to satisfied your needs! Fuck (verb/adj/noun/.../...)
You people probably screaming
'People like you ma, that's why'
Recite it, please!
I love straight forward, sometimes I just love selok-belok... I know when you seek for a position in company, you need to be bold, cut the edge and clear about your mission and vision, but please this is another thing I am talking about, it is not WAR.
Can't you just work a little more then only you ask me in a better way? Polite people, where goes your politeness? and
You UNFUN the FUN
Don't ever force me to do something I don't like or I had never think of doing it! I can't provide you the position means it is out of my ability, I can't do anything about it! Even the seat is empty, but you are not qualify.
I just need to be truthful to myself and not letting others to have a chance to take advantage over me. It is a different story when I give certain advantages to certain candidates! It is understandable! haha.. my lousy excuse!
Yup, those I was talking is about love and relationship stuffs... I need smart people, knows the timing and being understanding as well, at least knows the steps and what is the right thing to do next. I seriously got more to tell about my recent encounter that fed me so damn up till very high, but I rather stop at this point... If not out there will have protest saying that I sets too much barriers and being choosy.
Hitting target very fun a? Play darts la, stupid!
Where is the earth when people just sayI NEED THIS POSITION, YOU GIVE IT TO ME!
X-man Giam says 'Wah lan leh, like that dou dak?'
Can't you just work a little more then only you ask me in a better way? Polite people, where goes your politeness? and
please enjoy the process of progressing, if you can enjoy the fruits then why you wanna plant it? Even you no need to plant it, you also need to go supermarket and buy it! Don't take for granted !
You UNFUN the FUN
Don't ever force me to do something I don't like or I had never think of doing it! I can't provide you the position means it is out of my ability, I can't do anything about it! Even the seat is empty, but you are not qualify.
Don't hoop like a frog, you rush it, then you regret it! Then how about me? Sorry again a? Damn you by that time.
Don't emo with me when I tell you, it's not the time to promote you!
My emo is far stronger! Damn you once again!
Don't emo with me when I tell you, it's not the time to promote you!
My emo is far stronger! Damn you once again!
I just need to be truthful to myself and not letting others to have a chance to take advantage over me. It is a different story when I give certain advantages to certain candidates! It is understandable! haha.. my lousy excuse!
p/s : temporarily the seat is clear, but position not available due to past bad experience over the employee.
Enough being CORNY
but sometimes it is good to be corny
but sometimes it is good to be corny
Yup, those I was talking is about love and relationship stuffs... I need smart people, knows the timing and being understanding as well, at least knows the steps and what is the right thing to do next. I seriously got more to tell about my recent encounter that fed me so damn up till very high, but I rather stop at this point... If not out there will have protest saying that I sets too much barriers and being choosy.
IT IS NOT CHOOSY
I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE SIMPLY
I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE SIMPLY
Love is something that got to be very natural and develop from stage to stage, understand that you might have some wounds or even M.I.A throughout the action before you end the stage and own the trophy.
To a cutie at Aus,
To a cutie at Aus,
Wei! I missed you lots and lots and lots, come back! I miss the old time we talk over the phone and manja each other! Faster die come back! Can't wait to see you!
wanna apply a position for yourself?
wanna apply a position for yourself?
Some recent random stuff that I wanna update.
FUCK YOU! MSN OR STREAMYX
for being unstable and sign in & out
FUCK YOU DIGI
for being unstable and sign in & out
FUCK YOU DIGI
for deducting my credit unreasonably
FUCK YOU TAMADUN ISLAM & ASIA
just for fun!
Fuck you, lol
Message to 2 person that bothered me!
Siapa yang cucukan paku itu terlebih dahulu? Hingga saat ini, aku masih berani besumpah bahawa saya tidak melakukan apa-apa yang melukai hati anda! Kau yang buatkan aku berdarah tidak berhenti-henti dan menjadi pengecut! Kau masih bertembok muka nasihatkan orang lain supaya jangan melukakan hati orang yang dicintai, lucunya anda!
You should have learnt how to be responsible on your own responsibility, you got no rights to ask others to baby sit you! We don't have bound to you and be loyal, bare your own risk!
Seriously, I am in good mood while writting this, don't get me wrong! It is my voice!
FUCK YOU TAMADUN ISLAM & ASIA
just for fun!
Fuck you, lol
Message to 2 person that bothered me!
Siapa yang cucukan paku itu terlebih dahulu? Hingga saat ini, aku masih berani besumpah bahawa saya tidak melakukan apa-apa yang melukai hati anda! Kau yang buatkan aku berdarah tidak berhenti-henti dan menjadi pengecut! Kau masih bertembok muka nasihatkan orang lain supaya jangan melukakan hati orang yang dicintai, lucunya anda!
You should have learnt how to be responsible on your own responsibility, you got no rights to ask others to baby sit you! We don't have bound to you and be loyal, bare your own risk!
Seriously, I am in good mood while writting this, don't get me wrong! It is my voice!
~The End~
My latest signature! It's my name!
Surprise!!! There is a theme song here!!!
My latest signature! It's my name!
Surprise!!! There is a theme song here!!!
I don't wanna hurt you
'cause I don't think it's a virtue,
but you and I have come to our end.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.
And please can you stop calling
'cause it's getting really boring
and I've told you I don't want to be friends.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.
How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
I can see how it's confusing
It could be considered using when I call you up
Straight out of the blue
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do
Now I know you feel betrayed
but it's been a week since I got laid.
This doesn't mean that I don't think you're a fool
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do.
How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
I know it's rather ugly
'cause I know that you still love me
and this isn't any kind of excuse
but I don't love you
I don't love you.
How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
'cause I don't think it's a virtue,
but you and I have come to our end.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.
And please can you stop calling
'cause it's getting really boring
and I've told you I don't want to be friends.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.
How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
I can see how it's confusing
It could be considered using when I call you up
Straight out of the blue
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do
Now I know you feel betrayed
but it's been a week since I got laid.
This doesn't mean that I don't think you're a fool
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do.
How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
I know it's rather ugly
'cause I know that you still love me
and this isn't any kind of excuse
but I don't love you
I don't love you.
How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
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