Where's My Party Mood?

Where's my party people go?
Where's my party people go?

They gone halloween, hard party, with delicious liquor...

Cheers!!!!!

I'm not there... still can't relate myself to halloween...

HAPPY ANG MO's CHENG BENG

流星

I tell you what, the god gonna punish me for my greediness... but hopefully he is mercy enough to spare me a good life.. I do not wish for much, but only the list stated.

Contact Lenses--- I can't live a smooth life with them
New Converse--- My old shoes are aged, time to die
New Belt--- My belts are worn out a bit, and wanna add more variety
Contact Lenses Solution--- To ensure I live a smooth life
Cleansing Bar--- For cleansing
Spectacles--- 4 years old's dude needs retirement plan
Headphone--- I literally destroyed mine
Fixing My Babe--- Ken Ken has too much bruises
More Shorts--- I always wears the only one or two, felt bored
More Jeans--- I only wear my favorite, felt bored as well
Shades--- Panda shape no longer fits me, or I just realize that fact
More T-shirts--- New blood to wardrobe
More Shirts 格子--- My hard crush on them
New Perfume--- CKfree, My love, My Life... Applicious just buried
Money Money Money--- Essential solution of all
Lays--- Important when I'm pps-ing
Stationary--- To enrich my pencil case, don't like it looks empty
Hoodie--- I have no hoodie, feel like owning one
Cap--- Cover my popular face
Wallet--- Feel like tearing the current one into pieces
Rings--- I had 12, now I has 0
Head&Shoulder Shampoo--- Wash my silk on top of my head
Mask--- My face is cracking
Haircut--- Trust me, pigeon is laying eggs on it, peace!
New Bags for College--- Confession of a show off kid
Shaving Cream--- To decorate my ice-cream
Shaving Blade--- Cut grass in yard
Watch--- Countdown for the end of world

Blessed be.

We Shared, We Growth, We Are Friend

...and still friend-ing in the long future. I foresee.

期许我们是朋友，不是短暂的缘分。
我没有太多的文字来回应你，可是你要知道我是爱你的。

Be still, every moment,
by the name of friends, I will always beside you. I promise.

阳光是温暖的，笑容是灿烂的

I never thought today gonna be a good good day. I had the worse to the worst expectation of the day, just spray out my tears on my bed.

Things went pretty fine. I have Sunshine~

After so many days of home self-quarantine due to my own financial fault! yeah~ Blame me!
I have so much fun chit chatting with Fake Dear inside Coffee Bean, with the name of helping her do assignment, but I do help... Did I?

At the time, I was so worry about my mood.

Meeting them, those I missed deep deep inside cinema. Watching a Boar running, banging, crushing people is not scary at all, indeed it is funny... I realize that I'm getting bolder day by days.

I love the "Ohhhhhhhhhh~~~~~" we have it together when the guy got his ass hurt.

Loving every moment in Coffee Island :) I just have my heart warmed, forget about those messy worries, disturbing thoughts.

To a friend named Condom,

我们需要冲动去喜欢一个人
我们需要理智去决定爱一个人
爱过就好，笑一笑，没烦恼


腳步重心口痛你開始淚流
太明白在未來已不能遷就
應驗了一開始有人說我們一定不會長久

淚乾了各自走不會有挽留
現在就放開不會再牽的手
沒有錯我們並沒有錯只是走不到最後＊

從頭到尾安靜的承受
分開的默契我們都有
所有的想念和問候
留作以後朋友代口

當時間緩緩流走
已不適合再開口
背影隨沉默拉長
所有答案都在心上

當時間緩緩流走
會代替我們開口
寂寞再回到身旁
愛情留待別人遇上＃

時間會代你開口

not so related, but those highlighted lyrics are for you.

Condom ar~ Condom tho you have cloudy day, but thanks for giving me a SUNNY day.

Saw the light on, but it doesn't as bad as I feel. Sadly, I have a thought.

SO WHAT? I HAVE A ARMY BEHIND ME, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN EVEN YOUR ROOM IS ON FIRE!

I Kept My Memories In Luggage

离开就好了，别回头了。
我已经祝福你了，我很努力了。
可是我还会怕我不及格。

不亮灯的房间，已经是我的一种安慰。让我不自觉地埋没你。
你不回来好吗？ 我坦白，我怕亮灯的房间会瓦解我。
我更怕遇见你。真的很怕。
就算我懦弱。

我不哭，我不可以哭。
我不会哭。我不要哭。
我不愿哭。我不想哭。
就连你给的回忆，我想一想就会哭。

我不会去数黑黑的车，我不会转头看你的房灯，
我不会在再绕一大圈，我不会回忆快乐的回忆，
我不会十点半吃东西，我不会查你给我的信息，
我不会想念你的味道，我不会再品尝你的唇瓣，
我不会走到你家楼下，我不会看见留下的剪影。
我却没有不会所有我想不会的事物回忆还有你。

讨厌自己的懦弱，我明明不是受害者。因为我不可以是受害者。
我是战士，被你击倒后会站起来的战士。
战役里没有掌声，但不可以让回忆不断的击败。

我多想把一切装入行李，转寄宇宙黑洞。

不，想带你，继续旅行。

Goodbye TARC, Hello SeGi

B

I Love You!
This is absolutely the best happening in 2009

12 seats VS 6 Butts

Nah nah nah nah nah~~
October is here, which already the 1st week come to the end. I ended my Sept with wild party, happy party, reckless party, sleepless party, I played with my life, burnt my endless youth.

and lastly

Fall Sick

Result releasing soon, on Monday. Heading to anther path or hanging halfway like now, is much depending on what I will be seeing on 12th Oct. Bless it harder, my god.

Poor guy, it is a budget Oct. Play-Save.

What else I wanna spill here?

Love is the best med for my current sickness. I'm desperately denying that I'm desperate,

macam Vynn, lolx

Seminar time, wishing you people get to fill up the 12 seats with 6 pairs of butt.

Mama Loves

Tomorrow expecting great fun, and great fun expecting great outflow of money.

Trying to get my allowance early from my mum, haha... Is like a usual monthly ritual I will do, my mum say I can only be a good boy whenever I'm short of money, how cruel or she, but she is damn right.

I'm guilt!

I fetch her from work and bring her to ATM, then to catch our lunch together at Jetty, nice fish noodle! I absolutely will be there another time. Then while lunch I KC KC show her that a shirt I wear is so nice, XOX, but I don't want to buy it yet ( lie)... but I'm really sharing with my mum only, not expecting that she said she wanna buy it for me. She asked me to go Gurney with her, she wanna shopping with me.

The shirt's price was overlook by my bad eyesight! It doubled up what I saw on that day, it went too far and made it so not worthy. Secretly still loving it, urgggghhh....

Since I don't wanna pressure my mum, then I said I don't want it anymore... as if I really mean it! lolx...

I fetch her to Gama, old shopping complex where I go almost everyday in my childhood to ride the brown horse. She walk around then we go to men's department, looking around. I was so dead, those shirt are macam my dad century, and my mum so enjoying fitting my dad's fashion on me. urgh! I spotted something before I decided to walk away, finally there are some eyes catching shirts, I happily picking trying them, being in between of 2 lovely shirts, don't know which one to go to, and mum helps me to decide.

I bring home both! Love her!
and I can have new shirt to club!

and when I went home, Aunt said she will give me money to buy new shoes! wheeee!!!!!

Loving my mum, since I know the best way
is
not having argument with her, show no temper.
Love.

Guilty Pleasure Once Again

For years, I dropped or in proper words, I suppressed myself quite well I should have complimented myself that way.

It is time for some fun.

Welcome back, for the guilty sweet pleasure.

Everything happen for a reason I should have quoted that if necessary. Asking Where, When, Who, What, Why and How is almost as dangerous as the killer staying behind you.

There are time people do not like to be judge, almost all the time. Being a very judgmental guy, which is me and pointing at you as well is happening each and every second when we met someone or did something. For me, personally (which is my best protection phrase) think that there is only 2 option in the line waiting you to pick it up, accept it or reject it – Fully.

By mean of what I stated above, I think I’m responsible to clarify it in case there are someone who don’t understand it . Accepting someone is easy while still staying new, unexplored, fresh and STILL behave well and presentable in your eyes, he/she is the coolest best you ever met. Night falls no matter how hot the sun in the afternoon was. Sooner or later there are personalities or actions that you find annoying, not so tally with yours or we are good in saying that ‘Ohhhh… changes makes him my less favorite now’/ ‘That’s not the one I used to know’, Immediately you made a point. Dang, your so coolest best is flawed and you are upset.

What the hell when the coolest best is no longer who you first met? We intend to make changes on people by never reflecting a CM about us. There is nothing wrong when a guy is better and feeling great being who he is and how he behave in the most comfortable position. We like it or dislike it, is there any problem? Will it stop the earth form spinning? I am not stopping you to shape your friends’ personality, just take care of your way is much more than enough. Being honest and being completely honest is different, we all know truth hurts but I think there are ways to avoid poking people by pointing the needle into the skin.

I, another one of a kind, when I kinda like you, I truly mean it , I’m just so honest, *wink*… but when I hate you and showing I’m not liking you much doesn’t affecting my life running smooth and happy, I totally can turn my asshole to talk to you. I called it rejection of friendship or total discrimination from my circle, I rather be blind than seeing everyday, hopping in front of me.

Everyone has it value, not till us to judge how much they worth. You accepted a friend, you take good and bad together, we come in package. If you can’t stand or accept the bad side, why bother to take as a friend? And start torturing the one to turn into who you glad to see. After all, is the good and bad makes friends who they are, and helps us to differentiate them, not robots.

You may rise up a question that, If they are so bad, are you still accepting them and seeing them drown into no where? I would say, hinting is the best way I can do. Telling a girl that her make up sucks on her face tho she spent 3 hours on it, or hinting that another colours might makes her more pleasant is a better way? When she realise that she actually looking bad with the original make up, she eventually will change it to be a better one, than rather you humiliate her while she think she already tried to bring out the best. She will thanks you for your supportive hinting or hate you for your brainless for good sake humiliation?

We change for our self, and often no one can really change us unless we wanna change our self. Seeing you saying how much a bitch worthy, makes me even sickening of you.

Lecturing makes me sick, yet like what I said before, I can’t laugh at jokes that I find it lame.

Another thing to barks of before I went off, I never like people setting me up. Tell the whole package before I promise something, not after I promise then you came in to fill in the blank.
Anyone who thinks that yourself fits in what I said, I'm saying you. Please be happy to fit in and degrade yourself if you want to.

Consider me drunk or Aries Attitude.

The Glimpse of Dark

I'm wondering, there is a moment of every night I felt that I got shattered. Sorrow and pain comes from no where, was still happily doing my stuff then it got a feeling that I was dropping down from a very high place and drown into a very dark place, sticky is how I can describe the feeling.

It is haunting me.

我的黑暗，总在我闲来无事时
把我击碎

我埋首沉默的，用泪水
把自己粘合

慌张了
下一次，快来了吗？

可以不要太过细碎吗?
我莫名其妙的被我的碎片割伤
啃噬我的血，殿祭黑夜别太无情。

I found no reason, why I will feel so...

有人揾我笨

There is a day, I wanted to do some good deed to a friend of mine.
I drove happily up to a palace where she live
only in one of the dungeon
We took the public pumpkin car to back where she belongs.
Upon reaching the jetty, I was told that she is a Bwitch
I thought the another pumpkin car will directly make us near her
evil palace
but I was told the Bwitch is lame and got to walk her way home
1KM of tearless cry


The downturn of the happy day


The "Masuk", Welcome to a hell trip


I shall understand the Dangerous Sign, that hinted me not go further
yet, my good heart got me killed


My heart is sinking into the ocean


We prisoner, on the boat to the stranger land


My heart, is as dark as his shadow


See, the Bwitch... found guilty and not to show her face


My ID to the No-Where-Land of that Bwitch


Was wondering why his head got a hole


Roar~ I'm a Tiger~


The place where the Bwitch learn her primary magic


The Bwitch tortured me, and I slimmed down again
Stated : 66


Her evilness bringing me to no where,
She lured me with fried Banana, but so lame
She lost in her land, ends up
she poison me with Slurpee and Ice Cream Potong
with my own pocket money
how devilish!


Locked in her house, witness she did something idiot
took picture with her giant horse


There goes another pity prisoner
She always force her to do silly stuff, and the Bwitch gave her
a guy name - Jerry
How pity is the prisoner = How idiot is the Bwitch


The Slurpee poison she make me drink and I got a yellow tongue.

How evil is she? she put me in her house, and she went sleep.
She left me alone with no toys.

Sigh, she makes me look like a mouse, or the Welcome Prosperity Cat

When the night comes, she suddenly got stroked by thunder
and send me back to her Island dungeon with her giant horse
and
release me and my little deer

I rode happily on my way home
and
live happily ever after

我可以留下来吗？

I forgotten to bring my passport home, I have no air ticket with me.

May I stay a little bit longer?

in your heart?

呼伊死！

I have been fucked up and toyed by that ABFA1024 Fundamentals of Accounting for the fucking 3 times in the pass!

I HERE BY ANNOUNCED

I FUCKED THAT PAPER THIS TIME! NICELY DONE!

THE EVER 1ST TIME, I BALANCED MY ACCOUNT IN EXAM!

DAMN HAPPY WHEN MY BANK RECONCILIATION BALANCE
IS
SAME AS BANK STATEMENT!

DAMN HAPPY WHEN I FELT SO CONFIDENT OBJECTIVES!

DAMN EXCITED FOR ANOTHER 2 QUESTIONS THAT I CAN'T BALANCE STILL I GET TO PLACE THOSE PARTICLES IN RIGHT SLOT!

Imma a hot dude now!

Tomorrow wanna have a spring clean up for my room, and seek for part time la...

Happy~ Happy~

干你死！

GOOD LUCK!

FUCK THE
ABFA1024
FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING
BACK TO ALIEN'S ASSHOLE!!

逃亡计划,做个有梦的人

I'm planning a perfect escapade away from those evil 666's born internet and all the technology that comes along with it. I need to concentrate on my study, FULLY would be the best adjective in this action. I will be carrying a cheerful heart, happily along with those textbooks, pencil case, calculator, full scrape papers and my cell phone with headphone along... who called it a escapade from technology?

Well well well

Far before I get to carry out my escapade perfectly flawless, what am I doing? I'm blogging here, refreshing facebook homepage every 5 seconds I turned away from it, I'm watching Ugly Betty Season 3, and I'm msn chatting with Milk King... Luckily tonight no 'extra' business for me.

Again I wanna ranting about something, which is a fairytale.

I work in a cool airline, as one of their service crew on board better in named, Air Steward. Sigh, I just love to be adventurous, visiting around the world, seeing things with different perspective! Well, despite of that, I'm working part time as a fabulous *not going to be disclosed*, I'm much enjoying my life.

Staying in my own condo, with those i-love-it renovation. Having a master bedroom size of wardrobe filled in with all my outfits... and blah blah blah as it going to be never ending

I live happily ever after in my dream

REALITY CHECK!
EXAM WEDNESDAY,
HOLIDAY ON THURSDAY.

Spoiled Brat.