Tuesday, 29 September 2009

Mama Loves

Tomorrow expecting great fun, and great fun expecting great outflow of money.

Trying to get my allowance early from my mum, haha... Is like a usual monthly ritual I will do, my mum say I can only be a good boy whenever I'm short of money, how cruel or she, but she is damn right.

I'm guilt!

I fetch her from work and bring her to ATM, then to catch our lunch together at Jetty, nice fish noodle! I absolutely will be there another time. Then while lunch I KC KC show her that a shirt I wear is so nice, XOX, but I don't want to buy it yet ( lie)... but I'm really sharing with my mum only, not expecting that she said she wanna buy it for me. She asked me to go Gurney with her, she wanna shopping with me.

The shirt's price was overlook by my bad eyesight! It doubled up what I saw on that day, it went too far and made it so not worthy. Secretly still loving it, urgggghhh....

Since I don't wanna pressure my mum, then I said I don't want it anymore... as if I really mean it! lolx...

I fetch her to Gama, old shopping complex where I go almost everyday in my childhood to ride the brown horse. She walk around then we go to men's department, looking around. I was so dead, those shirt are macam my dad century, and my mum so enjoying fitting my dad's fashion on me. urgh! I spotted something before I decided to walk away, finally there are some eyes catching shirts, I happily picking trying them, being in between of 2 lovely shirts, don't know which one to go to, and mum helps me to decide.

I bring home both! Love her!
and I can have new shirt to club!

and when I went home, Aunt said she will give me money to buy new shoes! wheeee!!!!!


Loving my mum, since I know the best way
is
not having argument with her, show no temper.
Love.

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

Guilty Pleasure Once Again

For years, I dropped or in proper words, I suppressed myself quite well I should have complimented myself that way.
It is time for some fun.

Welcome back, for the guilty sweet pleasure.

Everything happen for a reason I should have quoted that if necessary. Asking Where, When, Who, What, Why and How is almost as dangerous as the killer staying behind you.

There are time people do not like to be judge, almost all the time. Being a very judgmental guy, which is me and pointing at you as well is happening each and every second when we met someone or did something. For me, personally (which is my best protection phrase) think that there is only 2 option in the line waiting you to pick it up, accept it or reject it – Fully.

By mean of what I stated above, I think I’m responsible to clarify it in case there are someone who don’t understand it . Accepting someone is easy while still staying new, unexplored, fresh and STILL behave well and presentable in your eyes, he/she is the coolest best you ever met. Night falls no matter how hot the sun in the afternoon was. Sooner or later there are personalities or actions that you find annoying, not so tally with yours or we are good in saying that ‘Ohhhh… changes makes him my less favorite now’/ ‘That’s not the one I used to know’, Immediately you made a point. Dang, your so coolest best is flawed and you are upset.

What the hell when the coolest best is no longer who you first met? We intend to make changes on people by never reflecting a CM about us. There is nothing wrong when a guy is better and feeling great being who he is and how he behave in the most comfortable position. We like it or dislike it, is there any problem? Will it stop the earth form spinning? I am not stopping you to shape your friends’ personality, just take care of your way is much more than enough. Being honest and being completely honest is different, we all know truth hurts but I think there are ways to avoid poking people by pointing the needle into the skin.

I, another one of a kind, when I kinda like you, I truly mean it , I’m just so honest, *wink*… but when I hate you and showing I’m not liking you much doesn’t affecting my life running smooth and happy, I totally can turn my asshole to talk to you. I called it rejection of friendship or total discrimination from my circle, I rather be blind than seeing everyday, hopping in front of me.

Everyone has it value, not till us to judge how much they worth. You accepted a friend, you take good and bad together, we come in package. If you can’t stand or accept the bad side, why bother to take as a friend? And start torturing the one to turn into who you glad to see. After all, is the good and bad makes friends who they are, and helps us to differentiate them, not robots.

You may rise up a question that, If they are so bad, are you still accepting them and seeing them drown into no where? I would say, hinting is the best way I can do. Telling a girl that her make up sucks on her face tho she spent 3 hours on it, or hinting that another colours might makes her more pleasant is a better way? When she realise that she actually looking bad with the original make up, she eventually will change it to be a better one, than rather you humiliate her while she think she already tried to bring out the best. She will thanks you for your supportive hinting or hate you for your brainless for good sake humiliation?

We change for our self, and often no one can really change us unless we wanna change our self. Seeing you saying how much a bitch worthy, makes me even sickening of you.

Lecturing makes me sick, yet like what I said before, I can’t laugh at jokes that I find it lame.

Another thing to barks of before I went off, I never like people setting me up. Tell the whole package before I promise something, not after I promise then you came in to fill in the blank.
Anyone who thinks that yourself fits in what I said, I'm saying you. Please be happy to fit in and degrade yourself if you want to.

Consider me drunk or Aries Attitude.

Monday, 14 September 2009

The Glimpse of Dark

I'm wondering, there is a moment of every night I felt that I got shattered. Sorrow and pain comes from no where, was still happily doing my stuff then it got a feeling that I was dropping down from a very high place and drown into a very dark place, sticky is how I can describe the feeling.

It is haunting me.

我的黑暗,总在我闲来无事时
把我击碎

我埋首沉默的,用泪水
把自己粘合

慌张了
下一次,快来了吗?

可以不要太过细碎吗?
我莫名其妙的被我的碎片割伤
啃噬我的血,殿祭黑夜别太无情。

I found no reason, why I will feel so...

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

有人揾我笨

There is a day, I wanted to do some good deed to a friend of mine.
I drove happily up to a palace where she live
only in one of the dungeon
We took the public pumpkin car to back where she belongs.
Upon reaching the jetty, I was told that she is a Bwitch
I thought the another pumpkin car will directly make us near her
evil palace
but I was told the Bwitch is lame and got to walk her way home
1KM of tearless cry


The downturn of the happy day


The "Masuk", Welcome to a hell trip


I shall understand the Dangerous Sign, that hinted me not go further
yet, my good heart got me killed


My heart is sinking into the ocean


We prisoner, on the boat to the stranger land


My heart, is as dark as his shadow


See, the Bwitch... found guilty and not to show her face


My ID to the No-Where-Land of that Bwitch


Was wondering why his head got a hole


Roar~ I'm a Tiger~


The place where the Bwitch learn her primary magic


The Bwitch tortured me, and I slimmed down again
Stated : 66


Her evilness bringing me to no where,
She lured me with fried Banana, but so lame
She lost in her land, ends up
she poison me with Slurpee and Ice Cream Potong
with my own pocket money
how devilish!


Locked in her house, witness she did something idiot
took picture with her giant horse


There goes another pity prisoner
She always force her to do silly stuff, and the Bwitch gave her
a guy name - Jerry
How pity is the prisoner = How idiot is the Bwitch


The Slurpee poison she make me drink and I got a yellow tongue.

How evil is she? she put me in her house, and she went sleep.
She left me alone with no toys.

video


Sigh, she makes me look like a mouse, or the Welcome Prosperity Cat

When the night comes, she suddenly got stroked by thunder
and send me back to her Island dungeon with her giant horse
and
release me and my little deer

I rode happily on my way home
and
live happily ever after

Friday, 4 September 2009

我可以留下来吗?


I forgotten to bring my passport home, I have no air ticket with me.

May I stay a little bit longer?





in your heart?

Thursday, 3 September 2009

呼伊死!

I have been fucked up and toyed by that ABFA1024 Fundamentals of Accounting for the fucking 3 times in the pass!

I HERE BY ANNOUNCED

I FUCKED THAT PAPER THIS TIME! NICELY DONE!

THE EVER 1ST TIME, I BALANCED MY ACCOUNT IN EXAM!

DAMN HAPPY WHEN MY BANK RECONCILIATION BALANCE
IS
SAME AS BANK STATEMENT!

DAMN HAPPY WHEN I FELT SO CONFIDENT OBJECTIVES!

DAMN EXCITED FOR ANOTHER 2 QUESTIONS THAT I CAN'T BALANCE STILL I GET TO PLACE THOSE PARTICLES IN RIGHT SLOT!


Imma a hot dude now!

Tomorrow wanna have a spring clean up for my room, and seek for part time la...

Happy~ Happy~

Wednesday, 2 September 2009

干你死!

GOOD LUCK!

FUCK THE
ABFA1024
FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING

BACK TO ALIEN'S ASSHOLE!!