Wednesday, 29 April 2009

A Day With Loaded Happiness

Today was an unexpected day. Not to say that I am going to die and earned it to live another day, lol. At which I gained so much happiness unexpected way, I thought I'm going to spent my day at home staring at my monitor, LCD one, pressing my keyboard, touching my mouse, and last but not least the text book opened up lifted by my lap.

I was planned to show my sleeping look to Mr. Beh which is with an out shape T-shirt, Levi's and my over size shorts plus my glasses and messy oily sleeping hair. I just need to hand some pirated DVD to him, but hell... I was hijacked to TARC, with tiny reason as a companion...

HELL.. I'm dressed up only for going to TARC...
ofcoz no longer the sleeping look

After getting all his stuff done, I called my Fake Dear to ask her out with us, as we are like the mousekeeters in class. As expected, she was still sleeping but agreed to go out with us. So me n Beh went to bank and back to get her... Wow, she puts on her make up, which is so rare to be seen.

Here we go, Gurney a.k.a Second Home
Spending a few minutes to decide which movie to go for then we head to have out lunch at 600cc which is kind of moderate, nothing special. We people keep on talking about our present relationship or encounter with the same or opposite sex and commenting about each other's business, all 3 of us... sama-sama indulged in shit with different taste and shape, yet we had our most fun teasing and laughing yet consoling each other, how supportive...

Cinema 5, 5.15pm, Make It Happen
Watching this movie, as I wished for cause I'm always interested in those dancing movies, I'm a huge fan of Step Up 2, I watched it for 4 times, I think... and the 1st time I watch it was on 308 big day of Malaysia and have so much threatening smses from my Mom and friends that people will mogok... Make It Happen, bored me a little bit, slightly complaint about too little dancing inside compared to Step Up 2, tho using the same producing team.
Here comes the question from Beh when he asked about after watching a scene that both main character kissing after their 1st date, why does it happend so easily? I thrown my secret out again, unconciously... It happens quite easily on me, haha... I wonder why also, they both labeled me as orang cincai, cheap stuff... but hey, when the feeling and environment is right, doing the right thing, kissing won't pay a cent right? eventhough it hanya 1st date, but syoik also ma... I had been loosing my mouth quite easily about my so called 'experiences', they both know more than before.

After that so called dance movie, urggghhh... return my money, please! We went to have some window shopping and of course we got to full fill our nastiness by wearing nice outfit like we owned them, take pics and return them. We are sinful to have stained our sweat on those shirts we tried on just for fun. After doing those silly stuff and trying newbies around us, we are kind of bored and moved on to the next location for more fun...

So Cute! So Cute!

Guess what, we drove all the way to Butterworth, cross over the mighty Penang bridge, posh rite? Millions people doing it everyday... lame lol. We went to Auto-City to have our dinner, after a little hard time of picking the restaurant to dine in, we actually went in to Sakae Teppanyaki for dinner. It was my 1st time there, food was quite nice and environment was cozy as well. Not much complain, and there was the 1st time I actually watching the Sifu teppanyaki-ing infront of me, kinda excited... haha... but the noise he made with all the ultensils are irritating as well. Don't expect us to have silent meal, we brag lots and lots. Those food are really satisfying and in a way, they will make us stick to the chair as we are over loaded.

Additionaly, I got to admit that I'm a total loser in remember route, road and jalan. I was trying to joke when I ask Beh to take a turn to Kuala Lumpur/ Ipoh and eventually he takes a turn. I was so anxious and ask why he takes that way, ain't we are heading to Auto City? guess what.. yeah, That's the right way to Auto City. Yameh??? Yaloh, because ends up I was there, having my dinner. I can never never ever know the road once I cross the bridge! Kidnap me and bring me to the mainland, you will see me crying for the way back home.

We all eat will full tank, and thinking what is going next... We are bunch of ringan tulang people, lol... especially the Ahmad of The Day, Beh. I suggested to go back to Island and go for snowbeer~

Somewhere at Church Street, there was a little bar. wooo... Penang ada tempat macam ni loh... We went in ordered 3 snowbeers, played 2 lame snooker game... When I called it as lame, it really does like how I named it. No rules, no skills, no technics, apa-apa pun tiadak~ plain fun! Me and Fake are like cucuking the ball all the time. We got no shame playing in the middle of the bar, haha... Hell cares? we know no ones in there, no ones in there know us.. No one care to look at us as well, but I guess got people laughing loud monologly. I saw someone that is so so so familiar inside, and I keep peeping to recall who the hell he is... and he peeps back... I wonder we know each others but had a hard time reminding or he peeps back because I peeped him too much? He looks really familiar, and that's the only reason I peep, no others thinking.

Don't Laugh, I know everything was wrong!

After the snowbeer and snooker... Dang Dang Dang~ Is time to go home, and after getting my Fake back to her hostel safely... I get to go home by the Ahmad Beh. I am hell happy as I don't need to drive for whole day, yet I get to eat so much and have so much fun with them. It was so wonderful. You might be seeing it as just another normal outing, I kind of agree that it is quite normal, but for some I also don't know reason, I do really happy about it.

In my college life, the day I stepped in I never expect that I will gain so much from it, not to say about those knowledge that I'm lacking till today. Is the frienship that I get to craved out from this 2 years. I never know that I will be friend of the girl that I was so freaked out when I saw her so damn over length hair on the 1st day of Orientation week, I never know that I will be so click with the nerd that I look at him and felt damn, you wanna eat that 'big pao' and u act like a pervert when the 1st day I go lecture.. Damn! I wonder how they think about me when they 1st saw me in college~

1 question to be ask before I sign off this happy post,

Is that so hard to kiss or to be kiss on the 1st date?

...I wonder...

The Mousekeeteers

Sunday, 26 April 2009

There Is A Thing, I'm Holding On And Least Wishing To Let It Go By Now. Where It Is Called As My Heart.





If only I can took out my eyes,
I shall place my right eye on my left toe
I shall place my left eye on my right ankle
Regardless any, only the way is not that clear anymore

Right eye on my left toe
is to hope that it will take a look before I took a step forward
Left eye on my right ankle
is to hope that it will have a peep on the past that I had taken

There is a thing, I wouldn't want to place a hope, wish or looking forward
Regardless any, only not to be disappoint again
To be in war once again, it takes time for me
but it is not a chance for you
to keep on challenging me

I geared up my wings, before I take my flight
I shakes the golden feather
can or can't be on the sky, is not that important anymore, rite?
after all of this, only I shall consider the route
spread the wings for freedom
ain't it is happy? but happiness have it's own date of expiry
which keep on pulling back us

All the Best.

The one who is traveling by now, here is my best wishes for you, hoping you safe and sounds coming back from the dangerous neighbor. Happy Travel and hopefully everything's working the way you hope for :)

Friday, 24 April 2009


生病也病到截止日期了,在病下去就会过期了。 偶尔,一两声长气的咳还是可以原谅的,不过还真的会咳到喘。 没路用~

我又要考试了,为什么命那么苦? 真得很没有心情去读书,眼看很多同学都在准备毕业了尤其是那些跟学校不拖不欠的~ 羡慕死人了!!! 搞到我也有那种肯定毕业了不必读书的心情... 想到考试就想死!




~共勉之~ 去死啦!!

我很看戏,逛街,买东西,去海边,去吃好吃的, 去酒店玩,去喝酒,去跟朋友聊天。。。




Sunday, 19 April 2009














我听到后,我的脸一定很难看的。。。 我做了三天的少爷,受尽服侍~ 爽!





Tuesday, 14 April 2009








Friday, 10 April 2009

Dua Keping : Two Pieces

Hey, I'm officially 20.. I can't says that I'm a teenager anymore..

I'm an old hag? Nah, wait 50 years later I will call myself an old hag! maybe not, because I'm predicting that I'm a metro sexual in near future and metro uncle in far future, I'm sizzling hot to burn my coffin...

Back to main line, Which I'm speaking about my birthday... Yes, it is my day, 8th of April.

Call me Sultan of Johor Bahru
I'm the royal blood
Any anugerah special for sharing Sultan birthday?

I have been quite reluctant to celebrate my birthday this year regarding to 3 points.

1st, I'm older and moved on to 20's, which I don't know should I consider it great or another way round... hopefully I'm on the positive side.

2nd, I have a nice plan for my birthday on Feb, but it spoiled badly and as the consequences I don't really like to remind myself about how the plan should go.

3rd, I clearly understood that I can't perform the very spiritual ritual of get ridding teen's life, HOT SEX ON THE NITE I TURN 20, sadly spoiled due to no opponent to perform with... sigh, deeply...

but still life's moving on, dumping my lovely MARTINI for my bash, I moved to Smoky Jack for a lovely dinner with my buddies in life on 7th April... before Smoky Jack, I went Gurney with my Fake Dear and Little Tortoise to have our vain lunch at Sakae Sushi. Why I called it a Vain Lunch, coz we keep on taking picture during the lunch, I should say it is non-stop...

so vain

damn vain

After having lunch with them, I need to rush for another session at night which is at Smoky Jack! I had a suck traffic jam on the way home to prepare myself, and made everyone waiting for the guy of the day... Once in a while, never mind la, dude ma.. haha

After getting Cindy, I got to pick up Piggy... and left the other 3, Elisa, Peg n Pot waiting for me, starving to death... told them to gathered at 7.30pm, i reached at 8.45pm... not bad tho..

Here goes the pics...

spooky or smoky?

The sophisticated candle light

The breads, I heart the two butter they gave, and particularly hate the middle red one!
taste like "fu yu"

Creamy enough, Mushroom enough

They called it as Garden Green Salad
I called it BangKuang Stick Salad

Smoky Duck Breast, nice and yummy
but it is quite salty and taste like bacon

Baked Rice, not bad tho... It got the creamy and cheesy taste

T-Bone steak, the portion is like a whole chicken
and the smallest size of the gang finished it.
It is quite hard as it is medium well cooked
Bravo, Cin

Salmon, not bad tho
simply just Salmon

Roasted Half Spring Chicken,with some chestnut
It is quite bitter with the sauce
makes me feels like eating the yok choi chicken

My BBQ Pork Rib, taste so fine!
It is so soft and yummy
taste abit like the char xiu

The Desserts! Clockwise :
Pina Colada, apple + pineapple sorbet, nice!
2 Scoops ice-cream, just ice cream lo!
Tiramisu, fine Tiramisu!

The vain us in Smoky Jack toilet, the toilet is fun!

I will be back for sure, Smoky Jack! I will comes with many many excuses to go visit you in any occasion! I should says that it is costly but worthy...

by the way, I got a Winnie the Pooh dressing in Jap, holding two sticks on hand, and I named it

This is Poohki and the Poohki cute master

We are so intimated

After sending Piggy and Cindy home, I drove all the way back alone. At 11.50pm, I stopped at somewhere near my house, gathered every single tiny bits of my courage and made a call, hoping to get a wish before it is my birthday. I got disappointed and I sounds like a desperate cheap whore! padan muka!.. but soon I was lifted up by those sms wishes and calls! yeah!

8th April
I whore crapping that long for the day before my birthday, and now only I wanna go in to the real day. I had a bad wake up call, mood was not that fine for me. After attending classes, we went the Jade Palace which is my last year birthday dinner held on, to have lunch, Thanks Beh! After that Beh said that he need a haircut, so we went to DeeBeauty to trim, and surprisingly i got a free treatment and a few stroke! Just F.O.C, how generous!

The we went back to coll, I was planned to go home, but ends up I went to have the SWC meeting. I don't know how to say about the meeting, It just went too far like how we used to be.

Went home, rest awhile, online... and I read blogs! and hooped into Felicia's, she is so lame that posted up the birthday cake that they bought and the G-string they wanna surprise me later of the night... Cindy murdered her, kesian and lame.. dai sei lol...

I went to Tiara View in order getting Fake Dear together going to Gurney to buy her make up stuff. We are so dressed up...

we are so emo

After finished those ki li kok lok stuff, we went to fetch Tortoise and Cindy, so bad that she didn't prepared and we waited for her, at the same time have some make up...

After gathered everyone
quite boring that night, but still enjoyed a little bit tho not much
Drink a little bit
Smoke a little bit
Dance a little bit
everything just not much but fun tho
Specially thanks to Fake Dear Birthday Present!
Lamborghini on Fire, with Love!!!!

On Fire!!!

at 2.30am, I think..., we went to Subaidah to have supper and rest awhile instead of heading off home straight after club. At there I had my roti kosong, and limau ice... I don't have much memory over there as I'm not so concious anymore. But I do remember before we went back, they all ask me to cut my cake and sing a Birthday Song for me~ wheee... and there a great thanks to Laze who splat the cake on me after I done my birthday wishes, then the whole Rm50 splat on the floor... urgghh heartache~

Dumb Ass
Fuck U Peace

The RM50, R.I.P

and it stained my shirt lots
as well as my face
but won't show my ugly face after club!

I hugged Cindy and Wuang Ching and share my cream with them.. hahaha

after all the drama, I went over night at Tortoise house and finally comes the end of my birthday celebration.. I think...

Some random picture of my present

Birthday Cake that Sherlynn bought me

The Poohki that Elisa, Eddie, Xiang bought me

The Froggie bin and pen that Kelvin, Fish, and Beh Beh gave me

The G-string that I wore so many times on my head, outside of my jeans and played with it
in club and foyer

Thanks all of you that wished or celebrated my birthday with me in a way or another, I appreciated it so deeply. Thanks me giving me a heartful 20's birthday... urgh~ I'm old!

I wanted to do a list of appreciation to credit all of you, but I can't list out all... I gave up torturing myself! In fact, I'm just lazy...

Wishes of the year,
1. Everyone can graduate on time with fine result! Especially me! please, give a life! I need to graduate!

2. Hopes that everyone that I know, I care, I love, live a happy life that want happily

3. Secret, but I wasted it...

Thursday, 2 April 2009

Adakah Itu Cinta Yang Anda Maksudkan?

Come on dude, It is one of my damn long post! Do take time and read! Comments are motivating!

After bouncing back from the rock bottom of my recent great 'lost', I wonder is the god sympathizing me or what... He starts sending people into my life try to do good with me, like compensating my lost, but he really do it so simply!

When God Closed Up A Shithole for You, He Will Open Up A Smelly Pussy

Let me cut into the point straight and forward, I had met a few candidates recently from different kind of portals ( I never know that I'm that exposed to the outside world). Those candidates doesn't make sense on me at all, they are just simply ridiculous.

Yes! I had this expression

Will you ever keep showing off how much you capable of in front of someone that you have feeling? Don't ever do it on me!

Don't tell me that you are Superman or Spartan, what for I care?
If I fall for the dimmest star of the universe,
I shall find my way to it.

Maybe some others that you been interviewed or worked for, might like the outstanding or outrages you, but clearly it irritates me, when you keep showing off that

' I'm bla bla bla, I can bla bla bla, no others can provide you bla bla bla more than I can'.

Please la! I am still so much capable of my own, being an Aries hates shiner person, you should know that!
Who's better now?

Gossip la ! gossip more! Tell me more about the bad of others, just to leverage your status. Frankly you made a bad move, I am a challenger, I love difficult person. The more you try to tarnish other candidates, I will just be more interested in exploring them, I'm just another Discovery Channel, life is full of discovering. Cheap people uses this tactic. You used it, nah! You smells like them,ewwww....

Hero The Great!

You might be clever, but please be clever enough to know when to shut up! I never questions about your IQ, but never ever try to be my ruler. I'm a person who always stand firm on my stand point, a tips for you candidates! Sometimes I get so frustrated, when you use your ruler to measure my life, regardless how I really felt, my perspective or even know the whole before you start commenting and tells those bible stories. Even worst,

Superman saved those who wanna suicide, kay poh!

Don't ever challenge me over my Ex's topics, it is so sensitive that I don't even wanna touch that part, and you happily telling me that you glad to see my relationship ends that suckish way,

Unless, I am the one who start the topic and willing to share with you

Read it!

I know my voice might be interesting to you, but no one likes to talk over the phone when there are topic less, or on dry topic or even those topic that they don't feel right to talk about... Yes, refer this to those sexual, sensitive ex's, family business or too personal affair and everyday you want my daily report, siao? What the heck I should report to you?! No no no, this is not the worst!

Imagine you are the 3 years old kid, playing with a toy phone, keep saying 'Hello, hello... Hello??' and fuckingly freak is the silent phone will reply you 'I just wanna hear your voice!, you keep talking la...'

Stop playing with phone la, annoying yet so childish! I need lively conversation, an INTERACTIVE conversation, I dislike one way message delivery... You craps too much on your side, or you hopes I craps whatever to satisfied your needs! Fuck (verb/adj/noun/.../...)

See! He's cute!

You people probably screaming
'People like you ma, that's why'

Recite it, please!

I love straight forward, sometimes I just love selok-belok... I know when you seek for a position in company, you need to be bold, cut the edge and clear about your mission and vision, but please this is another thing I am talking about, it is not WAR.

Hitting target very fun a? Play darts la, stupid!

Where is the earth when people just say

X-man Giam says 'Wah lan leh, like that dou dak?'

Can't you just work a little more then only you ask me in a better way? Polite people, where goes your politeness? and

please enjoy the process of progressing, if you can enjoy the fruits then why you wanna plant it? Even you no need to plant it, you also need to go supermarket and buy it! Don't take for granted !


Don't ever force me to do something I don't like or I had never think of doing it! I can't provide you the position means it is out of my ability, I can't do anything about it! Even the seat is empty, but you are not qualify.

Don't hoop like a frog, you rush it, then you regret it! Then how about me? Sorry again a? Damn you by that time.

Don't emo with me when I tell you, it's not the time to promote you!
My emo is far stronger! Damn you once again!

I just need to be truthful to myself and not letting others to have a chance to take advantage over me. It is a different story when I give certain advantages to certain candidates! It is understandable! haha.. my lousy excuse!

p/s : temporarily the seat is clear, but position not available due to past bad experience over the employee.

Enough being CORNY
but sometimes it is good to be corny

Yup, those I was talking is about love and relationship stuffs... I need smart people, knows the timing and being understanding as well, at least knows the steps and what is the right thing to do next. I seriously got more to tell about my recent encounter that fed me so damn up till very high, but I rather stop at this point... If not out there will have protest saying that I sets too much barriers and being choosy.


Love is something that got to be very natural and develop from stage to stage, understand that you might have some wounds or even M.I.A throughout the action before you end the stage and own the trophy.

To a cutie at Aus,
Wei! I missed you lots and lots and lots, come back! I miss the old time we talk over the phone and manja each other! Faster die come back! Can't wait to see you!
wanna apply a position for yourself?

Some recent random stuff that I wanna update.

for being unstable and sign in & out

for deducting my credit unreasonably

just for fun!

Fuck you, lol

Message to 2 person that bothered me!

Siapa yang cucukan paku itu terlebih dahulu? Hingga saat ini, aku masih berani besumpah bahawa saya tidak melakukan apa-apa yang melukai hati anda! Kau yang buatkan aku berdarah tidak berhenti-henti dan menjadi pengecut! Kau masih bertembok muka nasihatkan orang lain supaya jangan melukakan hati orang yang dicintai, lucunya anda!

You should have learnt how to be responsible on your own responsibility, you got no rights to ask others to baby sit you! We don't have bound to you and be loyal, bare your own risk!

Seriously, I am in good mood while writting this, don't get me wrong! It is my voice!

~The End~

My latest signature! It's my name!

Surprise!!! There is a theme song here!!!
Lily Allen : Never Gonna Happen

I don't wanna hurt you
'cause I don't think it's a virtue,
but you and I have come to our end.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.
And please can you stop calling
'cause it's getting really boring
and I've told you I don't want to be friends.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.

I can see how it's confusing
It could be considered using when I call you up
Straight out of the blue
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do
Now I know you feel betrayed
but it's been a week since I got laid.
This doesn't mean that I don't think you're a fool
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.

I know it's rather ugly
'cause I know that you still love me
and this isn't any kind of excuse
but I don't love you
I don't love you.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.

If you are too free, try this out! This is sweet!!!

Wednesday, 1 April 2009

It Is April Fool, so?

Here goes those pranks photo...

Here I present our most respective sea creature that walk and talk, and behaves like a lady...

Life is a critical path... 人生充满无奈
...You will feel it, when you scroll down...

Tweety Bird...

one year later....

It is even more stretchable...

Aren't that she is just another cutie pie~


She loves flower, we all can tell...

All I've Ever Wanted Is To Be Artistic, X-man Giam
Why X-man? He got the Storm Hair...

Lastly Happy Birthday to Belly Billy

Happy April Fool


P/s : I made a prank to Cin just now.. 'Your phone is in my car' I smsed her.. Sigh.. too bad, She grown smarter(I wonder..)