Sunday 31 October 2010

未来?

When you are a kid, you wished so hard to be a man.
When you are a man, you wish so much to be a kid.

When you are a guy, you wish you know where to head.

The sun still rise, the day still go by. I stood and stare at myself, asking who am I? One step forward, there will be a whole new life, whole new experience in life to be needed to adapt, I have no option to step backward. Phases in life is like taking a small leap that keep on improving for the life I have been knowing so well, having the courage in heart to shield myself, knowing that I will meet some cute people along the way, peers that not yet know but ready to support my life like fireworks that paint the sky.

Unlike before, this leap I am going to take is like jump off an aeroplane with parachute carried, of course. Well, seems like I'm pretty safe right? When you are watching on the ground, you won't feel the fear. I can't precisely navigate where am I going to land, I can't safely step on ground if my parachute turns out to be a junk. I'm not feeling secure in between the plane and the ground, which makes me holds on to nothing.

Oh gross, by just trying to figure about it, headache strikes!

I will have mine!

Wednesday 13 October 2010

Dirty Water

生命是一滩浑水。当我们看不清别人思维,我们会故意的模糊自己的灵魂。

一件事,让我对自己又在不断的衡量。很爱以自己的一把尺,往别人的身上度量,然后画勾打叉。做朋友的再错再不对也好,离开饭桌就不要为了帐单的几分钱算死一辈子的死草。对于身边真正在乎的人,我不是会变身的正义使者(。。。不然你死很久了),但我能做的事在他们被伤害时让他们好过点。如果安慰无法凑效,我丝毫不介意伤害,不害怕自己承担不起,即使会得到一句可笑的后果自负。

如果你问我,你这样做是图个什么?我诚实的答你,同理心。倘若有天我不幸了,那是否会有人同样的对待我?

倘若你今天觉得我做错了,你就说我错了吧。按着良心跟我笑,太委屈了。

身边有几个是你看清的?身边又有几个你摸不透的?那你是否有那种明明很清楚,却到头来什么都是最不懂的那个?

为何身边的人总会让你触碰他们的心底,到最后告知那是脚底。

Sunday 3 October 2010

It's A Liver Game

肝,我对不起您。。。
跟您玩了那么刺激性的游戏,是我不好。没有好好的照顾您。

答应您,过了这个人生转折点,我会对您有所负责。

所以也请您不要爆,再给我多几个夜晚,我保证。。。