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其实题目与这篇东西真的没有什么关联的。。。 纯粹发泄不爽+无名的不满

日子平平淡淡，有时有些调味了是必然的。。。 可是太呛的就未免太过位了。。。

太久没有用母语，用来用取得标点都是那三个豆 〉〉〉 。。。 显掉！

懒了，掰

Wall E : Ory H

Just back from Wall E with u , and also ur so called god sister.. haha.. it has been a while I hang out with u le.. seriously I long missed ur lovely face..

this afternoon while I was planning what time to go my aunt's house to meet up my mum, haha. well, I plan while having msn... suddenly u called up, a great surprise that u actually gave me.. Thanks..

Conversation:
J: hey, do u miss ur mummy?
H: huh?
J: come, I bring u see mummy..
H: hahahaha..

U actually remembered what u promised, altho I keep on remind u of that.. haha.. I beh su one.. hahaha..
I called up my mum and lie to her that I got something to do with my collegemate about academic stuff (Mum, Im so sorry..) and cannot make to meet her up, but mum seems like doesn't really care.. hahaha

The I get myself ready, wear my leng zai shirt, with the leng zai condition and a happy heart go see u lo.. hahaha... I was there slightly earliyer than u are.. haha, I decided to buy ticket lo.. mana tau Mummy full house la, nvm lo... Wall E oso not bad ma! (p/s :I meet up Eric ad, but I think he probably doesn't reco me la...) so we watched Wall E lo..

Wall E overall was a nice one, I love the plot n everything, it was so cute.. for a second I wish I was Wall-E, u were Eva.. hahaha... daydream la.. at a few times, I glance tru ur sms... I admit I'm bad.. haha.. I saw that u wrote to ur bf.. it ache my heart, so I turned another way round and not to see u.. a way to console myself.. I think....

After Wall E , we go makan at Kim Gary (urgh... I dun like that place la...) I ordered a toast that actually 2 inches thick... uelk...geli.. but thanks to ur god sister that measure for me.. hahaha.. after the food, u both go down to prangin without me.. I dun wanna follow as well la, dun wan to see u that often, will only make myself more saddening.. haiz..

Then on that way back , I think of asking Ah Xiang to join me n Elisa for Loong Gai, too bad he nvr answer.. so I go out with Elisa lo, we go QB mall.. hahaha, I talked lots bout u to her ad.. I think she bored until wanna vomit ad gua, everytime oso hear ur name only.. haha...

Today when go out with u, u seems like not so feeling well.. I noticed it, but I dun wanna show my concern coz I got to force myself make it clear.. U must take care urself... I m so sorry that today I actually talk little, coz I dunno why, I just wanna hinder away... yet, I felt heavy... you please take care yourself... my apple of my eyes... I really treasure u more than anything..

I LOVE U

Ory H

Roti Bun

Hey, today I go to Adventist Hospital and visit one of my junior from SWC.. haha.. he is bloody injured by car accident.. seems like those stage people likes to bang car alots ya.. haha..

I bought lots of roti bun over there.. haha.. that's y I got a bun face... imagine, I spent RM11.50 on bread sahaja.. scary rite? haha.. then Cindy, Tor and Me was wondering where to eat up those breadS we bought.. haha.. we are cute people, we do cute things.. We went to MCD... ordered a little, then enjoy our bun there..

Duh~ I can hardly finish all my bun, so I was thinking to being home the roll ( dunno what what roll la, but I think is the most delicious one) then.. U flashed tru my mind.. haha.. after a few smses.. I was on the way to send u the roll.. haha..

recently seeing u more than ever.. tho situation is kinda of different for me, yeah~ is only about me..

seeing u happy, I'm even more happy..
imagining u happily eating the roll.. I felt even more contented...

昨天的午餐,换取的眼泪

终于下定决心，是时候坦白的告诉你所有我的感觉。

因为害怕自己会说得不好，畏头畏尾的而给你写了一封信。

一顿午餐，预支一辈子的勇气。

我慢了一步，或许，我跑得再快，我也追不上。

开口前，你告诉了我，你很快乐， 你要珍惜那个他。。。所有的话， 伴随着我的午餐一并而下的消化了。

车里头，我捉紧你的手。 为了是不要让你拿到那封信，因为下来的日子会朋友难做。 心里多么挣扎？

我的那句话，你听了。应该庆幸你听话吗？

我不愿意，因为我的感情，让你难做，让他伤心，让我难堪。。。 是我太自私吗？

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这么多年的寄托好像就这么瓦解了，再不像放手也是好无奈的离开。如果一开始，我没有把传单放在你的手上，可能我现在会快乐吧？那一次，给了那么多传单你，是否意味着，我必须用一样多的时间去爱你？传单用完了吗？我的寄托，谢谢你
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你从来不必陪着我，而我只想呆着，
黑暗里少了你，应该也是一片黑，
希望没有分别才好。

以前我把手伸向你求救，
现在我只想呆在一片寂黑里，
所以我不会再看见你的脸。

虽然都不是我想要的，
可是看见你开心，
那我躲在黑暗里也是甘愿的。

今天的lunch以后,我还是什么都没说,没勇气。我更不知道几时才会见到你，几时我才再有勇气面对你，love you，一个粉红衬衫，牛仔裤，爸爸的鞋，四方耳环，喜欢项链的你。

my Love my Life

爱情退役

我不应该多事,
我不应该去看,
我不应该去问,

他是你的part time, 我是什么？

我在爱情里，被你强迫退役

心情乱糟糟。。。 鼓起的勇气，明天的午餐， 我该如何是好？