Monday, 21 January 2008

HeartBreak X3

2 post in a day.. the productivity was a good one... lots of craps to pour over here.. and so sucks than my comp cant type in chinese... (y? i dunno y)... But I can sure that my mood is damn not fine..


I hate being treat like a stuff.. something that got no right to choose but being compare n choose.. but I cant help it even I dislike it, it happens so often .. twice in a month time.. be accurate- less than a month...

what to do? life are getting more n more downward sloping as I come to the end of the lunar calender of the Piggy.. should be getting better de ma... y so fuck up de? my mind is so mess up until ? I cant be clear what should I say... I cant function well... give a list to check up all the problems... or else no one would understand what im mumbling bout.. included me, myself...

1) Heartbreak over J* is worsening... I wonder why.. saffocating...
2)Feel so hopeless over having a nice relationship in 2008... like now.. no one is beside me.. those who understand me cannot understand me as well as before.. am I the one who closing up my mind n heart? I got a feeling like ppl around me keep on lying to me.. cheating over me..
3)I easily get jealous recently... might be cause by what I want I cant have... or not deserve to have
4)HJ is leaving M'sia to go after good life... me? haha.. not worth to be in the memory.. upset...
5)My comp.. one of my best companion.. has come to the twilight days... time to reborn..
6) I cant type chinese... y? ask my comp la.. I cant blog la..
7) Streamyx connection got problem? or my comp got problem? or IM THE PROBLEM?
8) Exam time.. heartbreak + comp down + dissapointment.. how to study?
9)A GREAT THANKS TO MISS NG WHO LIKE TO MESS UP WITH ME... SWC with or without me ? same nia...
10) IM SICK...

if I going to complain .. I can make up an infinity list of it.. lifes get me tired n worthlesss.....

heartbreak heartbreak heartbreak... )(*&*%^%#$%&^&*

~FUCK IT ALL OUT~

2 comments:

无名氏 said...

你非常会埋怨的哦,不能写华语,就不用写了咯,反正你就是一个“香蕉”人。我总觉得你最近的脾气都非常的暴躁,如果你有什么事情不要整天闷在心里,你随时都可以找我谈谈,虽然我知道这是一定没可能的啦。

谁敢整天指指点点你做东西呢?

你这个人就是讲不听,该放下的就放下啦。整天说自己很烦,但又不知道自己在烦什么。你真的好奇怪啊。

让我为你一一地解答你的问题:

1。在感情的路上没有一个绝对的答案,阿武(不知道是不是他,在你的BLOG只看到一个W)只是你生命中的一个小插曲。为什么你这么在意他呢?世上没有谁会因为没有了谁而不能活下去的啊。要不然你可以考虑我啊,哈哈(我知道我不是你那杯茶啦)

2。小先生,你对人的疑心未免太重了吧。谁那么得空去说谎话来骗你呢?你不能怪别人不了解你的心啊。你在大家的面前都是一个开心果阿。笑嘻嘻,没烦恼的啊。你说我说的对吗?

3。哈哈,我知道你想要瘦,帅,没有青春痘,高。对不对呢?哈哈,我已经变成你肚子里的虫了咯。开心吗?不要太崇拜我哦。我会害臊的。

我写到这里先。

2 be continues,.....

无名氏 said...

哈哈,我又回来了。是否很想念我呢?

好了,是时候认真的时候了啦。

4。你不是老早明白你和HJ的真正的关系了吗?大家都知道你非常的爱他,但这有用吗?或许他的离开,对你是好的。你不需要日日夜夜一直想着他了啦,反正他也未必会了解啊。对不对?我知道我的话或多或少一定会伤到你一点,但有一点你必须明白,就是我什么事都会有话直说的。

5。可能你的电脑已经老了,是时候让它安享晚年了。这样一来,你就可以买手提电脑了啦。对不对叻。

6。你的强项不是在英文吗?为什么你一定要写华语呢?你怕别人独步明白你的东西是吗?不用怕啦,你写的英文又不是难度特别高叻。别人一定会明白的啦。

7。无话可说

8。你还敢说考试!!!你真的不会分轻重,你不觉得不管你有多么好的情人,你也必须自力更生吗?你是一个不喜欢依靠别人的小男孩,你非常的独立。我说的对吗?

9。你是为了兴趣而去参加,不是为了要当一个人人羡慕的领导者。你不用去管那个八婆的啦,她瞧不起你是她没有眼光啊。而且那个CAMP你有没有去也罢啦。对不对。但不如在家睡觉更好啦,还是约朋友去吹水也好过去哪儿受苦啦。

10。你又生什么病了呢?好好照顾自己啦,最近天气都怪怪的,多喝一点水啦。休息多一点啦。要听话哦。