When The Santa is Riding Rudolf, I'm Chasing After Them

Today is Christmas, No Snow over here... just plain body ache...

Yesterday was the Christmas Eve, at first I thought that I will spending it alone at home for this year... I am all emo over this issue..

Luckily The Billy Comes To Rescue

He asked me to club with him and his friends, at 1st I was quite hesitate to join as I know nobody despite of him... but when Josh decided to go, and the one who put me aeroplane decided to comes at last - Super Bottom Dandor! haha~ I got no reason not to go anymore! I need fun !

I was there quite early... 8 something, I met up with Scissors and Hou Hou as all my people are still having their own fun without me! sigh ~ Chat and talk with Scissors, while she is playing with poker, Dig Big Bro 2~ haha I don't know how to play even after so many times I have learnt..
by the way, Scissors got a new name from Dandor - Hu Li Jing , The Fox Lady

Billy was there before 11, Josh was there 11 something... Dandor!!!! was there at 11.39pm!
These people... sigh~ I was there 8 somthing

That particular night, I am like the liqour selling person outside of clubs, keep on telling my friends prices and so on so for.. So any commission for me?

In MOMO, what else I can do? haha..
Drink but not drunk.. as I need to drive Super Bottom home as well as myself.. samo...so many people, so little liquor.. don't dare to drink much as well...

but what am I going to do when I set myself in club?

DANCE~ Just Dance!
Shake and shake and shake
Slut and slut ans slut

Rub and rub and rub

well well well... I only danced with those I know.. sigh.. why no people approaches me? *build a bridge and get over it!*

Josh and Super Bottom both got something in hand, especially Josh.. si pek hiao

Additional scene : I saw the real fight outside of Mois.. wah~ hou geng a~~ hou sai lei a~~

Josh, Billy and others went back earlier.. Left me and Super Bottom continue in dancefloor, I didn't even know when Billy left, he left without a goodbye.. this kind of people...

By the way, surprisingly! I met You in club, I was not so happy for a second when I first know that you are there and dancing with guys.. but a second later, I found it so meaningless... I need to be indifferent to your stuff, even I can't I also need to act out that I felt indifferent about it...

Enson and Da Bing was not expected that I would saw them..

The Red Shirt~ haha.. I am so obsess with you! but you are... sigh.. I don't know how to say, so sad and dissapointing ~ lolz~

After those hard workout in club.. Im am classified as *si sua* means I'm like shattered into pieces..

till now, my neck, arms and waist are all pain... ish~ old old old~

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This post, all the things are mixing here and there.. it is kinda of random, as I have a fuzzy mind when I'm in there.. dun expect too much~

今夜的星光，我想起他们

今晚，有星星在天空上
我在键盘上飞舞
我诚实地面对自己

把车子停好后，仰了头，好意外的看见了漫天的星星
好久没有看见星星了，最后一次看的时候也不懂是几时了
星星比起月亮还要温柔
却同时也比太阳更坚强
很喜欢看见它们一群群的，就好像是兄弟姐妹
我有点妒嫉，更多的是羡慕。

这种心情，不懂怎么形容
不是不开心，不是郁闷
不能说是开心，也不是快乐

最近总是这么想，为什么就不能潇洒点？
有个朋友不见了，真的是不见了
好像一切只活在回忆里
我们的笑声，如今回想起来
竟然有点刺耳
回忆里的阳光，竟然耀眼得我想架起墨镜
为什么你能那么潇洒？
大家都好像多余的被你排除在你的生活以外
还是只有我而已？
祥，我很想你

我们回不到以前的时光
那段我们庆祝
见面满意一星期，两星期
我们有过很快乐的以前
可是
不代表现在的我们不快乐了
只是
我们之间而已的快乐少了
变成
你和他们，我和他们
你也潇洒了。
我在争宠吗？
我啊我。。。 竟然在想你
you, kat mana lobang? Malam ni pusu malam?

你们最近还有吵架吗？
朋友， 我不再是你们的夹心面包了
好久没有每天窝在你的房间
我和你看的东西越来越不一样了
是大家都长大了吗？
我还会是哪个你第一个想起的人吗？
我还是那个你放心把女友交给我的兄弟吗？
我好像开始在另一个轨道了
少了你们，我有点孤独
你们有好好地在相处吗？
珠， 你吃了没？
耀，你好势吗？

我是你的好朋友哦
我是你第一个想起的朋友哦
我好重要，哈哈
最近你怎么不说话？
你讨厌看到我？
不要紧啦~
每次看见你，都会很想告诉你很多很多
我可以不要在乎那么多吗？
你很贪吃
我还是想问你，要吃晚餐么？

喂！ 快点叫我。。
很久没有听你叫我主人了
猪宠物，PEG
主人我，好想念那两年哦
少了你，那两年我会是不快乐的
坦白说，每次弄你，我都很开心
我打你，酸你
还真的是带着
打是爱，骂是疼的心情
能见你的时间越来越少了
喂，我要喝水！

Meeku
你还好吗？
谢谢你让我长大
你给过我的，到现在我还怀念
每次和你擦肩
对我来说都是一次的伤
少了你
空白多了
if can, can I have another hug?

Senior
你也好好的吧？
在你生命里，多我不多，少我不少
是我的遗憾
不是说好的吗？
好朋友
感觉你在欺骗我
你快要离开了
今夜的星星，你又看到吗？
如果可以，我还是会跑去那个巴士站
你呢？

Daddy，你听到吗？
你的骄傲在想你
三年了，我真的有很努力的在想你
你一直都在
你并没有离开我，真的
没有说过我爱你
我知道你好爱我
我很开心
如果可以， 我做你爸爸
我不要离开你
我也要你是我的骄傲
我知道你一定是我的骄傲

十六年，我并不知道
十六年后，原来你是那么重要的
如果还可以，我一定多点回家
还想被你载
还想被你牵
还想陪熬夜
还有好多好多的好想
答应你的事
不是做得那么好
我还会努力的
爸，你是我的骄傲
我真的好想你

这个有星星的夜晚，我想起了他们
他们是我的星星
爸爸，是我的恒星

The 1st Time I Got Tagged

Patutkah saya gembira atau geram?

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
♫ He is male friend of mine over msn... should him be so? haha

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
♫ He is easily annoyed, loves the one who bears the unbearable, he looks hotter in short hair, he gila till epilated his hair, he flirts me once in a while, he got 2 msn, what a weirdo he is?

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
♫ Hory, you are handsome! hahaha..

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
♫HE TAGGED ME! WTF?

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
♫ I will fuck him till his asshole bleed, rush him to hospital and ask the doctor to plaster his ass, better still sew it !!!

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
♫ Seriously, I will epilate his pubic hair! So you better beware!

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
♫ Only after he get over the one who bears the unbearable...

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is because:
♫ Try to epilate my hair, force me to eat his pubic hair... haha.. I serious don't know, but it happens to be the 2 I mention, he will be dead straight! I swear on my tounge!

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
♫ Next time, I shall help you to epilate your hair.. *Wink*

10. The overall impression of him/her is
♫sissyhairysissynicesissycutesissyfriendlysissyawsomesissy

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
♫Spectacular! Handsome! WFT? I very obsess with myself

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
♫ Marvelous inside out~ wohoooo...

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
♫ Being too perfect! WTF?

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
♫ my perfect role model would be Hory Hor.. well, he got all in one package~ OMG!

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
♫ 1st of all, I would like to thanks my papa, mama, aunty, uncle... ( a list of billionz people) without your support, there would be no Hory that you are seeing now.. Thank you!

16. 10 people you tag:
♫
1. Estella
2. Billy
3. Sherene
4. Cindy
5. Dandor
6. Wuha Yip
7. who ever saw this
8. who ever saw this
9. who ever saw this
10.who ever saw this

Who ever did not do it, they would not pee for one day

17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
♫ He sleep around I think, he love to try on new things

18. No. 3 a male or female?
♫Female

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
♫ It could be, as I dunno who will be

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
♫ No.5 is a chest hair lover~ so , No.8 got to grow some chest hair first...

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
♫E-commerce n Marketing, major How to snatch a handsome guy's love? *scissors scissors*

22. Is No. 4 single?
♫ She said she is..

23. Say something about No. 6?
♫ Wuha wuha wuhahaha.....

I admit, I am bad! Sue me la!

Some People Likes To Make Jokes On Themselve To Makes Others Happy

There is an afternoon, which is a wonderful one for me that I just woke up not so long ago... After my goodie little brunch.. haha.. then I on my msn as usual.. while I thought that no one to be chat with in this Saturday afternoon, something interesting happens..

** Warning** The content is HILARIOUS!

Someone added me so long ago, n I deleted him out of my msn, as far as I remember he is just a kid with the age of 16 or 17.. the most I think he is just 18.. I can't really remember who he is, but still got tiny little idea.. The only thing I did it so wrongly, is sometimes I forget to block out those person I deleted their msn, as some I didn't because I reserve the future that we might be best friend back in msn..

I got no idea what is happening when the conversation window of this golila_lila@hotmail.com pops up!

golila_lila@hotmail.com says (2:02 PM):
hey,stop disturbing him,u know who i mean -- people usually greet when they wants to talk..

golila_lila@hotmail.com says (2:02 PM):
what else u can do if he don't love u.just STOP it! -- well, He don't love me, I'll not love him too.. but you seems loving him but he don't love you.. Don't blame me on that, is you are the one who is not good enough!

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:03 PM):
disturbing who?

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:03 PM):
did u get the wrong person?

golila_lila@hotmail.com says (2:03 PM):
no -- so sure that I am the one who grabs his love... I never know I'm that attractive.. :) you make my day :)

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:03 PM):
then who im disturbing?

golila_lila@hotmail.com says (2:04 PM):
think of it urself!! -- No! I can't think, I don't have a brain like you!

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:04 PM):
i dun even know who u are...

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:04 PM):
u very funny..

golila_lila@hotmail.com says (2:04 PM):
u don't have to know who i am,just stop bothering him! --This is hilarious! Like HK gangsters! ooo... I am shivering~

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:04 PM):
who is the him?

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:05 PM):
i dun even bothering anyone!

- Having 2 ulcers in mouth, it simply kills me off(o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) |那个东西不是时间，是距离| www.myhoryme.blogspot.com says (2:06 PM):
u are damn fucking funny

Those light sissy purple are from Golila Lila
The bright brilliant green is from the Almighty Hory
Those red words are from me :)
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and he just went offline, owh~ how manners he is?
The I was just wondering, why he could not provide me the clear answer since he wanted me to stop bothering the *anonymous* so much~ He should have just tell me who I'm bothering and.. Well, I might stop bothering..

I figured out some answers for myself since he is chickened and went off just like that..

1) Well, I attracted his guy? Am I or did I?

2)He is so stewpid, he get to scold the wrong person.. Chinese says : 点错相 that's why he just go off?

3)He just wanna grabs my attention on him? Trying to make me remember him?

so, anyone out there.. please, if you wanna stop a person from bothering your beloved one, please tell him who is your beloved one.. People like me are too attractive, I don't remember who I attracted :) and I don't usually bother a person as I am not annoying as * Golila Lila*

*evil's grin*
Take care of your guy people! Hory is coming to catch!! SAVE A LIFE PLEASE!!!

~FARNY~

p/s: If you can't keep your love in your pocket safely, don't blame others when it fells off~

Bo Balance

Just finished my Information System's test and my International Marketing's presentation today.. well... yesterday I had so much fun cooking over my friend's house, loiter in the mall.. doing things that what a rotten kid should be doing..

well well well... I did fucking badly on my Information System test, I didn't even flipped a page before I go for the test all that In my mind was presentation presentation.. because normally form my past experience I did quite well in Information System even tho I don't really study.

Consequences of not paying attention during lecture, tutorial and class skipping like a rotten kid..
I stared blankly on the questions paper, and the GOOD LUCK.. the GOOD LUCK is so fucking annoying when it appears on the paper.. haha.. I did it so badly, it got no different it I just submitted my name on a sheet of blank paper.. than different is the paper i passed up is dirtied by pen ink..

Back to International Marketing... well.. I did not really prepare my presentation this time, I just simply draw and jotted some points on the OHP slides, and I got a box of condom pasted up with Harry Potter picture.. haha.. as my presentation's tool..

While my turn to present, I felt awkward and have a very messy mind.. all the monkeys jumping inside, screaming.. argh~~ I am in trouble.. so I craps whatever is in front of my eyes.. I even have some stupid pauses and stucked. The sentence I made out , is kinda weird.. hahaa.. after I present out all, erm.. I felt like I am just doing my 50 out of 100.. which is awful!

Fine fine fine.. but when Miss Jocelyn annouced that she gave me 24/25 for my presentation, OMG~ what she is doing? She commented that Im nervous, but I manage to speaks, creative and fluent.. which all I think despite of nervous all are just another way round..

I felt so imbalance with my perfomance...

Cookery Cookery Cook!

There was a day, I cook for my lovely friend.. hahaha

save up those craps~

What I have bought to cook?

Winter melon
Fish cakes
Chicken Breast Meat
Chicken Drumstick
Cocktail Sausages
Smoke Ham
Yao Muk Vege
Just A Little Bit of Ikan Bilis

All cost me Rm 19~ cheap or expensive? I dunno~

And I have came out with this... The food doesn't look nice, blame the perempuan who keep on eat while I'm cooking~ She destroyed their look!

Let picture tells you the rest~



The Spaghetti, it suppose to be orange colour but my phone makes it looks yellowish



The Oyster Sauce braise Chicken Drumstick..



The Winter melon soup.. haha.. why fish cakes are inside? Coz I lazy to make another dish so I just buang inside.. not bad tho~



The Fried Yao Muk~ so little hor? Coz we eat while we cooking others... When it comes to photo session.. it dah jadi macam tu~ hahah

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Who I Am ? or Who I Am Suppose To Be?

Recently or be accurate this few days... My mood fluctuate like a lady with blood dripping out from somewhere ( let's not talk about discrimination, don't get me wrong! I found it amazing!)...

There are some very serious question been bugging me, trying to make my life not that enjoyable, not that interesting... urgh~ this is definitely not something interesting to talk about! TO BE WHO I AM ? OR WHO I AM SUPPOSE TO BE?

You can ask me to define who Hory is, I can tell you perfect answer.. but does the answer presenting the same way as who I am? I can only telling my very own perspective of who I am or who I wanted you to be impress with, hence I am very confuse... indeed very blur about it.

To be who I am?
Am I silence? Am I talkative? some find me silence, scary, proud and moody... some find me annoying, chatter box, funny... What can I tell is, sometime I really cannot find my very own comfort when facing with every individual. Like a stranger, if one's is trying to be close with me, approached me and talk about everything that I least interested or I find it pointless, I might be the one who show a very unpleasant face, and people take me as someone who is very hard to get near with.. Same things applied to my best friend that know me, they will find me even more ridiculous that what they are telling.. concluded, I am double faced?

To be who I am suppose to be?
You should smile more! You should be more easy going! should I be ? Lots of people been trying to influence me to be someone better in their eyes, some they succeed some not.. They been try to reform the Hory that they wanted him to be or I should say, sometimes the enviroment are not encouraging me being who I am, but who I suppose to be... I got to smile even I hate, I got to be silence even I got question to ask, I got to leave even I would love to stay....

Uncle and his family is back in the town, mom and aunts they all seems like so bonded and wanted to see uncle so much... is that the real fact I'm seeing? and Why I can't get along with them? The 2 reunion dinner, I dine as if I know non of them, what I know is finish my food, then I can leave the dining table, is not that I hate them, I just find myself suffocating without any reason... I can't speak a single line to my cousins, and they are all good person to mix with... Am I shy? or I'm a piece of arrogant shit?

Friends told me that, those who really know me, will find me funny and easy going ; those they dunno me will seriously take me as a very arrogant piece of shit...

Being who I am , and being who I am suppose to be, is both really hard to me... I felt that I'm a loner and I don't really understand who I am.. I'm sorry, I'm still learning...

P/s : this post is boring.. sigh~

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing,
I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting,
will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when,
I find the one that I’ll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this means too right,
it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath,
could this be the end
Is it that moment when,
You can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
The wind shows up, (make sure you’re holding on)
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh
Nobody wants to do it all on their own
Nobody wants to be the last one there