再见，贰零零玖，欢迎，贰零壹零

I ask my friend a question. "How you feel about your 2009?"

A year that is happy, with no regrets tho lots are remains undone. He answered.

I do not set any resolutions last year, as I don't resolute any of it back in years 2008. So I think I didn't have anythings that I remain undone... *evil grin* Since I have no guide to follow, I live so freely and being punished as well. I do learns, not dare to stay I turn metal man but at least stronger and better and handling my life. Should that be good? I think it is good!

Obstacle are normal in life, they are meant to help us grow better and stronger.

Personally, I don't really like 2009. It is so breath takings dangerous, I almost game over in my future but somehow I'm back together as the happy me.

2010, is stepping near... I can hear the footsteps by now... *excited excited*

Well, may 2010 is a fun-filled year, a moving forward year, a achievement fulfilled year, a great year as I have 2 convocations to attend. XD

Till then, I am expecting a good year, it will be a good year...

Goodbye 2009,
Welcome 2010...

Cheers!

Dear Daddy

最近和妈妈的关系好很多了，这是我第一句要对你说的话。
最近大家都过得还不错，虽然称不上很好，但足够于满足了。
我好想你。

四年了，日子还是一样的过 。我还是一关一关的过，一关一关的闯，不懂你有没有察觉，至少我真的觉得我比较懂事了。还是有点调皮，喜欢闹妈妈，偶尔喜欢跟她吵点小嘴不过不会再跟她闹太大的脾气，知道每次我和她吵大架时你都会很担心，会不开心。所以我现在很会忍让你的老婆，她好我也好，钱比较容易按。很衰仔是吗？衰仔也是你的仔。

我转了学校了，在新的学院上课还真的是有点不习惯的。我真的没有很努力，懒惰了，怎么办？要考试了， 我也很怕，斋怕，什么实际行动都没有。鼓励我一下，好吗？不过我的小聪明，应该能把你交代我做好的事情办妥。 少了你叫我加油，要好好读书，总觉得什么都少了一点点。。。

妈妈最近都好忙，你有察觉到吗？不过她忙也是好的，至少她现在快乐多了，比较有寄托。可是她还是好容易被欺负，你都不帮她出头的，以前只会叫她忍耐，不要跟别人吵架。她比我还要听话，所以到现在还是很好欺负，经常被欺负。你知道了吗？

时间好快，有你的十六年，这样过了。。。
时间好快，没有你的四年，这样过了。。。

没有人忘了你，话题偶尔提起你，说你有多厉害做生意。听到了，作为你儿子的我，好骄傲。
偶尔，我很庆幸听见有人说我很像你，我很开心，因为我是你的儿子。爸，你很帅！
偶尔，我很烦，看见别人快快乐乐的和爸爸在一起。
但我一直都好开心，我是你的儿子。一个你最重要的人，一个曾经在你最痛苦的时候，作为你精神支柱的人。

心中有一片温暖，一直都是父亲你留下给我的。
你一直都在，我一直都感觉到你。

Konichiwa~ Kiimochi neh?

我的blog竟然已经红到会有日本人来，还一口气给了我28个日语留言。看到我八只眼，结果那去翻译。。。

NANI!

摘录其中一篇翻译

'Virginity is like robbing the women, for men "first experience" that only once in a lifetime, I have to inscribe in mind that the supreme pleasure of a special event together. Best quality cherries and women like you want to make a SEX such Virgin'

OMG, 吓素我

日本人果然很强，强，强。。。
我这个柔弱的文静小男生只好一篇一篇的慢慢删掉，免得人家以为我是披着兔毛的小豺狼，whooooo~~

话说，我快要考试了，有没有人可以一把推我进去发奋图强的万丈深渊，让我万劫不复的读书！一直到考试为止。。。我的心情是很想读书，很懒惰读书，很想考好我的考试，很堵烂我的考试。。。

lONEly CLUB

Never be so excited to try out something new, curiosity seriously kill my little kitty... meow~

As I said, I went club on 25th Night, not seeing any naked Santa inside, disappoint big time!!

I have dilemma choosing which one to be in there and have fun. FAME is always my 1st choice, (make me a VIP please) but Then ONE Club is spotted, it is a new club in the neighborhood, so we wanna give it a try cause usually new toilet are nicer to use XD

Salesgirl : Come lar Come lar
Hory : Inside got people a?
Salesgirl : Not Bad ah.. quite a lot...

MY ASS!!!!

I can feel the air-cond rushing tru my ears.... it is so windy inside...

I really bored my ass out, terbelah dua inside, just plain standing and drink!

till a limit, I am high...

FUN but so SS.. cause we are the only table that dance till sweat in the club...
when only we started to dance, we are like the only monkey in the huge zoo, eyes are staring...
the camera man is taking our photos, making us the club treasure... shameless...

I ate someone's tongue, hope that she is not poisonous cause now as my lips are cracking now, I think she is poisonous...

God bless! Tomorrow I still have my lips, pouted nicely

like this

Anyhow, I am a little bit drunk and drive safely home~

THANKS FOR THE NIGHT
kiimochi neh!

I'm Whiping Santa To Run My Sled

Ding Ding Dong

Ding Ding Dong
Ding Ding Do Do Dong~~

Seriously never get enough of the MCD's Chivas, I just have a few sips! and DANG!
THEY FINISHED WHOLE BOTTLE WITHOUT ME! JEALOUS!

Well.. have to pen down something, so I can remember how I spend my Christmas Eve 2009. I ends up successfully rushed back for the BBQ after the wedding dinner and surprise them a little, this little... then eat clamp, eat sotong balls ( in chill), watch the little stingy stars, see those rich motardfootka burn money into the sky... when stuff started to get bored, we moved to the Permai's field to chill, but ends up we go MCD beg for free coke... sigh, cheapo cheapo!!!!

This year, I don't go club to count down... which is indicating I'm moving toward to a healthier life? Good sign...

Later go club...

Dear Christmas,
I have nothing to wish for, so you can probably give me anything, or everything...

I know you will think that I'm lying if I tell you I'm a bad boy

平安夜了，我该失身吗？

Am not really a Christmas guy, or be more accurate am not really a festive guy. When I was a kid, my excitement exaggerated, feeling the rush, the happiness of festive especially Chinese New Year and Christmas, cause my dad usually give me big prezzie!

Remember when I was faking my sleep, my dad help me to put on my Power Ranger Watch, got water inside it. Damn Chio..

As I grow older, the more indifferent mood I have toward those special days. As if it is not going to happen again...

Last year, it was just another big excuse for me to run out wildly in club...

This year, I am going to Fake Sister In Law's wedding dinner, if can I might want to rush over

the BBQ~

Should or shouldn't I write down my resolution? I didn't usually resolute my resolution...

Dear Santa, if you happen to visit me tonight, please don't be shock that I didn't hang a sock for you to put in my present... I just wish that I can have a peaceful and wonderful year 2010 coming ahead, wish I can be happy, healthy and wealthy , and this goes to people around me... ain't hard for you, rite?

HAVE A FUN & WONDERFUL
X'mas Eve

ding ding dong ding ding dong~ding ding dong ding ding dong~

微笑的早晨， 我好劲啊！

Please believe that I sleep at 4 am and by norm I shall be waking up around 1pm but I'm excitingly awake at 7.30am...

What a day? I woke up effortlessly early and feeling great!! Wish to have breakfast, any companion? Even my morning class on Friday never able to wake me up at this hour...

I can't help but to feeling CHEERFUL!!!

...Good day...

Evangeline Is Sweet, 许愿吧！

The Princess and The Frog, should have given a better name but despite of that I had great fun watching it. It has been more than a century when I last enjoy a Disney's Princess, never doubt I love one of the soundtrack, but I don't know what is the song title.

I had another movie in the same day as well, which it is the Wind Cloud 2! 风云... like playing those fighting arcade in cinema... Fight till the end... then the movie end tailless... still nice watching it with those very outdone actions and graphics...

Am I aging or what? When I'm watching Wind Cloud, I have a very tired leg, which might be the sigh of sitting too much. Ass having too much affair with cushions...

Back to the main topic I wanna say about, I had a very mix-up feeling today. I had made a very bad move weeks back, which no one can be pin-pointed at but me. I am the one who kinda complicated the situation, and pushed myself into deep shit- smelly shit!

I once have the choice of ending the mess in a very short and best way, but I hesitated and drag on the problem hoping that it will be like those others, gone with the time.

I'm trying too hard to fix it and make it comprehensive to the person, but the neglect attitude of the person make me so troublesome, I felt so sinful and don't know which act is the best for myself and so I gave some damn shit answer when I'm being questioned...

Monday, a very mind troubling day yet a very cheerful day... I purposely make myself occupied so I will have no option when I have to make choices, I am finding tons and tons and tons of excuses to make myself away. Deep in my heart, I prepared for the worst but hoping nothing will ever happen.

Both options aren't the option I will pick, one will make me regret another will make me lost a friend, so called friend... but honestly, I nearly wanna pick up the option that gonna make me regret big time but have some pleasure moments... silly me..

Maybe my wishing to 'Evangeline' are being heard and replied with good deed.. I have my third option which won't happen anything I won't wish it to happen. I kinda ignored everything, meaning I am avoiding the problem again...

Wishing to 'Evangeline' again, problems may be swept under the mat and see no sunshine ever again... till then I am a free soul...

SURPRISE, I'M ASKING FOR!

I wanna hit the club at 1.45 pm, 12 Dec 2009

I'm so in mood!

I'm imagining what's my X'mas present, where I'll be?
...at Fake Dear's sister wedding dinner...

I'm imagining how I'm going to spend my New Year Eve...
I love how I spent it last year

I wanna back to Paris, it has been 10 years since my last visit...
I wanna go travel!

Surprise me please!

by the way,

亲爱的暮岁

Hello December, going to LoVe ya!
Happy World Aids Day
I'm gonna do safe sex tomorrow to show my support, any volunteer?